Aku jugaaa mau bilang makasiih karena kakak selalu bales aku dengan sabar, lembut, dan penuh perhatian soalnya aku rada-rada hahaha. Nggak pernah sekalipun ngerasa di abaikan atauu dapet balesan dingin. Bahkan waktu aku minta rekomendasiin atau bantuan, kakak selalu niat dan bantuin aku dengan sepenuh hati, dan itu bener-bener aku hargai. Maaf juga ya kak kalau aku kadang belum bisa nyeimbanginnnn semuanyaaa atau belum selalu bisa jadi sebaik kakak ke aku. Tapi beneran deh, aku bersyukur banget dan seneng bisa ngobrol sama kakak. Semogaaa kakak selalu di kelilingi hal-hal baik, hati yang hangat, dan senyum yang tulus. Just Bee Happy, ya kakk🤍

I also need to tell you sincerely that I am so sorry :( I can be so chatty, and I know it can be overwhelming. I don't even know if you ever felt that way, but I realized I keep talking and talking. Yet even then, you still managed to answer me, all of it as if my words were never too much. And that meant more than I can explain. You were thoughtful and kind, in everything, from smaller until the bigger one. You eased my worries like a warm hands untangling a knot, and somehow filled the void inside me with the love you have. You are so precious that I wanted to let you know that you did a great job, and you owe me no apology! Not for single thing! If anything, I'm the one who is grateful to be in your embrace with so much tenderness. You have filled my days with happiness in a way I can only describe as light slowly returning. Like morning sun slipping through curtains after a long-night rain. Like warmth finding its way back into places that used to feel empty. You brought me joy and loved me with all that I am.

So if this words feels like a lot, it's only because my gratitude has nowhere else to go. Thank you for everything, for spending a little time with me, being my Valentine. For spending your leisure time with me, for choosing me! How thoughtful of you, please, thank you so much for the gift. I want you to know that it means more to me than any flowers or gifts could ever represent, it's about you! Your presence, in here. I pray that life will always be gentle with you. I pray that you will always be surrounded by people who see your worth and treat you with the love and respect you once gave me. I pray that your heart will never feel alone, or heavy for too long. I have faith in you and know that even everything can be dull, I hope it touched and brings the color again. The lantern will always be there for you so that you'll never feel too long in the dark. In any way possible, through joy and its sorrow, please take care of yourself! I will always be grateful for you and I cherished you deeply, I still do. I'm glad our path crossed! <3

I really enjoyed our time together, Khayi, please know that i really mean it. I really deeply enjoyed talking to you, a lot. Thank you for being the one that introduced me to your version of lagu-lagu gajelas tapi enak … sekarang setiap kali aku denger Refo dan Fauna pasti keingetnya sama kamu. Spending those past few days felt like such a gift, tau, they were a total treasure to me. MAAF karena there are times where i went away due to me being out all day … for all the times aku tinggal karena KETIDURAN … i never meant to make you feel ignored, but thank you for being patient with me through all of that. Take the absolute best care of yourself for me, Khayiii. See you when i see you :)

Honestly, I don’t know how to put everything I have in mind into words, so pardon me if it looks stiff or sounds awkward yaa. I can’t lie that these past 8 days has been so wonderful and extremely exciting for me, Meng. It makes me feel genuinely happy in a way that feels easy and natural, almost looks like I’ve been in this atmosphere since forever. It’s so obvious that you didn’t just accept my form and did the bare minimum, you actually paid attention to every little detail, which showed in everything you do during our session. And I couldn’t be anymore satisfied with how you bring the “ideal partner” I had in mind to life, and somehow you even go beyond what I originally imagined. Gimana tengilnya kamu, gengsinya kamu, lucunya kamu, galaknya kamu, pokoknya semuanya dah Meng feels so natural that almost makes me think kalau kamu emang aslinya kayak gitu. Which once again, shows that you really paid attention to every little detail.

What I appreciate the most from your work performance is how accurate you are to my form. Sama persis, aku suka. And the fact that you’re so consistent in a way that doesn’t feel forced, nothing ever comes off as scripted which makes it a thousand times better. It’s clear that you understand what you’re doing, and the way you handled it feels natural and well-paced. I also like how much you create such a comfortable space. You don’t rush things, you don’t make it overwhelming, and you always keep things balanced.

I love how professional and dedicated you are to your performance, Meng, and I really appreciate you for doing all of that. During our session, everything feels so easy Meng, and it’s you who made it that way. I don’t feel awkward (well, I can’t lie that I do feel awkward at first, but it’s just me being me, no worries there) or pressured to respond in a certain way, and I can just be myself without overthinking. Every interaction feels smooth, and I always ended up feeling lighter and happier after talking to you.

Overall, this has been a really really good experience for me, way better than how I initially expected. The effort you put into our session is noticeable, Meng, I really appreciate it. It’s rare to find something that feels this well-handled and consistent from start to finish. So yeah, really appreciate you for that, Meng. It meant more than I thought it would, and I’d definitely be happy to cross each other’s paths again sometime in the futur e, Meng.

And honestly, that means a lot to me. Kadang ada yang technically ngikutin form, tapi kerasa kayak cuma “following instructions” aja. Meanwhile with you, it never once felt scripted at all. It felt warm, personal, and genuine. You made everything feel so easy and comfortable from the beginning.

During the session, I never once felt awkward, judged, or pressured to act a certain way. You created such a comfortable space for me to just be myself completely, and I think that’s one of the things I appreciated the most. I could be as affectionate, as talkative, as clingy, or as emotional as I wanted to without feeling embarrassed or feeling like I was “too much.” You made me feel welcomed exactly as I am.

And I think what stayed with me the most was how loved you made me feel the entire time. I genuinely felt like I was allowed to love you as much and as openly as I wanted to, and you always gave that same warmth back to me so naturally. Thank you for letting me love you the way I wanted to and as freely as I wanted to. Thank you for making me feel safe enough to express that affection without ever feeling weird about it. And thank you for loving me so much throughout the session that I always ended up falling asleep feeling so full of love afterwards. That feeling honestly lingered with me for a long time even after the session ended.

And this is something I’ve realized after every session we’ve had too, you’re genuinely so consistent at what you do. This session, the previous one, even the one before that, all of them were genuinely amazing in their own ways. You always know how to maintain the atmosphere, how to make things feel immersive, and how to make the other person feel cared for the entire time. It never feels low effort, and somehow you always manage to exceed my expectations every single time.

I also really appreciate how much care and attention you put into everything. The way you respond, the pacing, the little details, the way you adapt so naturally to the flow of the session, semuanya kerasa banget kalau kamu benar-benar niat and genuinely care about giving the best experience possible. And trust me, it shows.

So really, thank you. Thank you for being so attentive, patient, comforting, and incredibly good at what you do. Thank you for making me feel seen, comfortable, and very, very loved throughout the entire session. Your effort genuinely doesn’t go unnoticed at all, and I truly hope you know how good you are at this.