Nights at the Circus by Tarrant Lecter

Lecter, sweetheart

2022-07-12 17:21:59 UTC

Sorry I totally forgot to write a review, but no worries now, darling.

VIP 3 DAYS AREN'T ENOUGH TO SPEND TIME WITH YOUUUU 😔💔💔💔 Rasanya pengen re-rent terus-terusaaann. Heran banget, kenapa baru sekarang ketemu modelan talent kek Tarrant, hadeeeeehhhh. Aku emang nggak request face claim atau in character lain sih—suka yang original aja wkwk (kayak bakso)—, TAPI SUMPAAAAHH TARRANT INI CHARACTERNYA UGH BGT. You're the man sih dh itu aj.
Mature banget trus you've taken care of me very well, too. Beneran memenuhi kriteria BF-rent yang aku cari. I can be spoiled, too, that's the best part 🥺💖 Flirtingnya bikin blushing banget plis aku gedebak gedebuk salting sendiri 🥺💖💖💖💖💖💖
Visual hot. Characteristics hot. Tarrant Lecter.
Udah pasti rerent deh lain kali!!!!!!!
THANK YOU FOR YOUR COMPANION! You made my days brighter than the solar system 💖 MWA

Tarrant is the man.

2022-07-16 03:34:57 UTC

That's it. That's the tweet. From all of my experience renting a boyfriend, this has been the most impressive, long-lasting effect and bestest of the best kinda service. No cap. No excessive reactions. No white lies. Our togetherness doesn't last that long for you to leave a big impactful traces in my heart, how come? Padahal cuma sehari lebih berapa but my blushing cheeks is countless already. LMAO. You adjust to my convenience very well and you know, the thing about renting a boyfriend is the complex of being unnatural, at least that's how it works in my eyes. Kayak afeksinya dipaksain gitu. And template. BUT GODDAMN LECTER YOURS IS FLOWING SO SMOOTHLY I feel like I've met The One already HAJSHAHSHAS. Probably the simulation or some sort. It's just so so so *chef's kiss*. You know Tarrant seems scary outside and I have a problem with hard masculinity yet Tarrant can adjust to that very well, he's intimidating but he successfully gains my trust so being taken care by him is like a bless. Listening to him becomes a form of trust and not fear, because every action from him is a form of love. Finally, a rest where I am loved and taken care of without feeling too small or dictated. I love the way he reads the situation very well and makes me comfortable around him. This is such an interesting experience I would never forget!

Tarrant, you're indeed the kind of sin everyone loves.

Dear, Tarrant

2022-07-21 06:38:02 UTC

HAII TARRANT THANK YOU FOR THE PAST FEW DATS I REALLY REALLY FEEL SOOO LOVED because you put so much effort on it rasanya kayak mau aku nikahin hehehe, terus tarrant sweet n hot banget terus apalagi ya aduh bingung soalnya semuanya ada di tarrant huft. Tarrant is very very very gentle apalagi untuk aku yang udah 3 tahun menjomblo dan of course kaku + clumsy + awkward but he can handled me very very well. Aduh gatau lagi mau ngmg gimana his amazing love is di hard to comprehend with words sekian dari aku untuk Tarrant yang sangat memorable ♡˖꒰ᵕ༚ᵕ⑅꒱

The sweetest man alive, Lecter

2022-07-24 16:31:18 UTC

Another 3 days with you felt so magical. Yes, I HAD to re-rent you because IT'S JUST NEVER ENOUGH. Talking to you is AAAAALLWAAYSSS so fun. It's sad that it ended so fast 💔💔💔 aaaww sedih.
BUT IT'S WORTH IT. WORTH BANGEETTT. Thank you for being the best, the sweetest boyfriend ever. You have no idea how cute you are despite your manly, dominating, and intimidating aura. I feel so loved, needed, and appreciated ♥️
To have someone waiting for you when you're kinda busy. To have someone you're waking up to every morning. To have someone to make you feel like you're the luckiest person on earth. Siiiiggghhhhh 😔
... Of course, I'll re-rent you again some other time. No one can stop me from doing that akwsjwkwkkw.

Ok back to my jamet personality, ini real banget no regret. Yang mau rent Tarrant gosa ragu ragu gas aja ngeng. Ngerent Tarrant pasti senank, masalah hengkang. Dh sih itu ajh. Mwa.

To My Lecter,

2022-07-30 04:13:09 UTC

I forgot how long we’ve been talking but I think it’s been 4 days? Since the first day I didn’t notice you already texted me in the morning and I replied it by the evening. I AM SO SORRY FOR THAT. But it’s been a wonderful 4 days and half with you. I was loved by you in a word I couldn’t explain. You loved me throughout days and nights and all of my eerie behaviors. Knowing you, meeting you, spending times with you were one of the magical things I’ve ever experienced. You’re such a lovely, gentle, generous human being. Your personality, everything about you are definitely ♾/10. You brought tons of comfortness each time you talked. AMONG ALL OF THOSE EXPERIENCES of me renting boyfriends there and where, you’re the perfect match to my likings. None of them were a match like you are. You’re just a fast click to me. So many butterflies flying out my stomach each time he “unconsciously” flirted. MY FACE WENT RED! You handled me so well, you treated me like I AM A QUEEN IN THIS WORLD. You listened to all my ramble, such an amazing listener I must say. To each one of you who found this man strolling around, don’t think, JUST DO! YOU WON’T REGRET IT each one bit, you won’t. EVERYTHING ABOUT THIS MAN ARE *chef’s kiss* even the unicorn loves him.

(February 17th 2023)

2023-02-21 15:38:23 UTC

Hey there!
Your presence and existence brought me nothing but happiness and comfort. Talking to you was the best part of my day and I’m so happy to have you in my life. You have the talent to transform anything into something more beautiful than the moment when it was created. You are someone worth celebrating and going the extra mile for. You are unique in every single way, the way you talk, the way you laugh, they all add up to one very amazing person.

Thank you, for loving me with your tender ways. For being the solace and my place of comfort during the thunderstorms, you have made me the happiest human alive. A kind soul like you deserve all the happiness in the world. I will not forget about you, or every great things you casted upon my being. These moment of ours shall last forever, even when we are walking towards the opposite direction.

See you when I see you.
With love,
Zeanna.🤍

Kakak Tarrant!♡

thisismeng — 2023-03-03 16:26:30 UTC

Thanks to you I was occupied by our conversations for a while! You were so sweet and ANNOYING at the same time 😾 Kakak terlalu manis Ael jadi diabetes. Makasih juga udah ngerti keadaan Ael kemaren! I'm so sorry for causing you much trouble, but you handle everything well!

🐖💨 Babi kentut,
Ael.

2023-03-12 17:36:29 UTC

hello, T.

it’s been a few days since our session but i hope i’m not too late. let me start this off by saying that the three days we spent together were absolutely wonderful. thank you, really, i had the best time.

you were the perfect boyfriend. i loved having you around and your presence comforted me in more ways than words can describe. like, there’s just something about knowing that i had you on the other end of the line that made me feel calm. during those days, you made sure to love me the way i want to be loved. you paid attention to me. you made me feel seen and heard.

do you know that you have such a good way with words? i assume you do, but if you didn’t, now you do. your writing is beautiful and you responded so well to my rambles. it’s like you always know the right thing to say. especially things that would (and did) make the butterflies in my stomach go crazy.

i’m so glad to have found you, T. you are an absolute gem. this was 10/10 experience and i would definitely come back. see you when i see you again 🤍

To my beloved Lionheart.

mondaily — 2023-03-23 16:02:27 UTC

My life has always been chaotic, but thank you for keeping me afloat. I've been yearning to be normal. With you, I wouldn't even dream of being normal. Even if they call it madness or insanity, I would rather go crazy with you. Let's just say, my soul was hungry for someone and it's you. The bittersweet that I'm addicted to recently. I would not imagine all rainbow—with you, I can go dark and blue in the most pleasurable way. Not only leaving me with impressions, you tattooed it in my caged heart, a wonderful one. As twisted it might seem, I cherish it so dearly. I can't wait until we fall in love once again. Please keep yourself healthy and happy. I'll let you know my journey (wicked act) the next time we re-encounter. Keep in mind, it's not a farewell. You have to return into my salad wrap. Yes, I'm threatening you with my axe (affectionately). 🖤⚰️

From the Goddess you worship,
the day everyone loathe.

My favorite one, Tarrant

2023-03-26 05:36:43 UTC

Dear Tarrant,

As I sit down to write this, I find myself overwhelmed with emotions. There are so many things that I want to say to you, so many feelings that I want to express. But above all, I want to express my deep appreciation for you.

You are an incredible person, and I feel so lucky to had you these past two days. You bring so much joy and love into my world, and I am grateful for every moment that we spend together. Your kindness, your compassion, your sense of humor, and your intelligence are just a few of the many qualities that make you so special to me.

Thank you for being my partner, my confidant, and my best friend. Thank you for raising Sugeng with me, haha... he will miss you a lot. I'll raise him well, don't you worry. Also thank you for the playlist, I like it, but I do not know if you like Lovelytheband and beabadoobee?? I also like them :)!!

I appreciate you more than words could ever express, and I am so excited for all of the adventures that we will share in the future. Until then...

-GEMINI.

Once again, you won my heart.

mondaily — 2023-05-03 15:09:23 UTC

I finally got the chance to properly write this to him, the one who keeps me happy and loved for days. Can't help but wonder, once again, if this man that I dated was real or was it all my daydreams? Just kidding. It means that you did it once again. More than what I expected. The man who I always wanted, to keep my heart warm, to make me feel hugged and cared to tears. Thank you so much. I keep falling for this goofy person right here, he's such a sweetheart. Never regret to have this man as my partner, lover, my best buddy. If I had to give you a score for being a best student, Teacher here to put an A+ with stars.

Hey Tarrant !! 🤍

fpuspita27 — 2023-05-05 03:49:34 UTC

Thank you for spending your days with me, it was soooo fun (i mean it). Ngl, aku banyak salting, you have the sweetest word everr. The way you talks, the way you treat me make me feel lovedd.

4 days ga berasa banget, jujur tadi malem aku nya mikir ah ini last day 😔 gitu emang kamu paling jago bikin orang nyamann, juara 1 menangin hati aku ☝️. Vote Tarrant for the best boyfriend award, walaupun dia kanibal tapi dia ga gigit orang, ini fakta siiii.

See you soon Tarrant, all the best for youu ‼️🫶🏻

Bro.

2023-06-08 07:14:36 UTC

Tarrant! Maaf, aku baru bisa isi ini sekarang! Bukan karena apa apa kok (or maybe because I put pro in procrastinator) ALSO you have to believe me when I say that I always think about you! 😳😳

You were such an amazing companion! I still remember how happy I was, how it was easy for me to tell you everything. I remember I laughed (even squealed!!!) because all of your antics. Kamu juga temen ngobrol yang seru abis. Sepanjang bareng sama kamu, aku nggak pernah merasa aku lagi ngoceh sendiri atau usaha sendiri buat tetap ngobrol, kamu paling oke pokoknya.

KAMU JUGA LUCU. Lucu lawak, lucu imut, lucu semuanya pokoknya. Aku nggak nyangka empat hari bisa lewat begitu aja. Aku juga nggak nyangka aku bisa sesemangat itu buat terus ngobrol sama orang lain (I'm trying to say that you're amazing here, jangan salah paham) POKOKNYA kamu paling yang luar biasa, Abang kamu mah nomor dua (🙏🙏) (I use the word pokoknya a lot karena ya pokoknya kamu paling keren (klaim yang nggak bisa diganti pokoknya))

📚🪱 🧠

2023-06-12 08:01:37 UTC

HI MR. MAN!

I may not good with words but you are like a sunscreen to me (v important and i'll always bring you anywhere✋). Although your appearance looks like a dobermann you are actually a pomeranian inside (mixed with dobermann sih,,, jd sama aj) GAK DENG, BOONG. YOU ARE VEEERY OPEN WARM AND CLEVER AND EVERYTHING AND I ADORE YOU SO 🍵!😆 I cherish every moment i've spent with you. I've never been so invested in unique person like you (not in a weird creepy way🙄) (ini aku ngetik sampai sini aja yh biar klo ad yg mau rent km tuh jadi kepo gttt jd ak g spoil smua)

WE ARE DEFINITELY GOING TO GET BACK TOGETHER AND YOU MUST NOT REFUSE IT😤✋

SEE YA, BOBANSOME! 🤝 (stamping this 😜 here)

Pls next time if you want to give cats or other animals a name, do contact me asap🙏

To the remedy for my heart.

mondaily — 2023-06-13 07:35:17 UTC

My dearest love, across the miles
My heartaches yearning for your smiles.

I have not properly thank you for the past few days loving me and taking care of me, and becoming the remedy to my heartache. Every sunset's golden hue, I long to share it all with you. Your comfort like a gentle breeze, bringing solace putting me at ease.

It has always nice to talk to you about the most random trivials, and I've noticed you have the talent in serenading the lost souls, I am one of them.

Hope you always fulfilled with happiness and stay healthy, until we meet again. Meeting you has always been the best choice I made. In your arms, my worries melt away — and in your love, I find my way.

I can't wait to be part of your world, once again.

For Lecter

2023-08-06 14:43:32 UTC

If it isn't the best boyo, Lecter.

It was nice to be back with you again and I had fun talking with you, like we always do. It was such a shame that I only had you for a short time 😞💔 BUT I WILL BE BACK AT YOU AGAIN SOME OTHER TIME YOU JUST WAIT!!!

I am a bit irritated the fact that every time I spent with you felt so fast. Too fast for my own good. But worry not cause, like I said, I'll be back. We'll have longer time to spend, to talk, and to have fun by doing things that we both enjoy together ((anjay)).

I hope you always have a good (if not great) day every day! We'll get back together AND CONTINUE WATCHING GEKKAN SHOJO OUR FAVORITE ANIME OF ALL TIME YEAAAAAAAAA 💖💖

Love you, Lecter

📚🥰🫵

2023-08-16 05:39:23 UTC

HI, TARRANT MAN!!!!! 🚬🔞⛓️🖤

I’M SO HAPPY TO GET TO MEET YOU AGAIN!!!!! Spending time with you will always be my favourite. If only i could lock you up in a room, i’d never let you see outside again GAK DENG BERCANDA XIXIXI. NO BUT I’d never get tired of you,,, Iyalah 24/7 dikasih fun facts sama ketawa terus. Making me all giggles, twirling hair, kicking feet for WHAT.

PLSSSS WE MUST REUNITE AGAIN🫵🏃‍♀️💨

OK THAT’S ALL SOALNYA BENERAN GAK TAU LAGI MAU NGOMONG APA. I’LL SEE YOU AGAIN!!!! 🤸‍♀️🤸‍♀️🤸‍♀️🤸‍♀️🤺

Tuesday with Morrie.

2023-09-28 03:55:27 UTC

Sudah berapa banyak buku yang kamu baca? Banyak.

Ada berapa banyak buku yang mengingatkan kamu pada seseorang? Banyak.

Terakhir, ada berapa orang yang mengingatkanmu pada sebuah buku? Aku, baru satu. Tarrant Moriarty Lecter. Kupanggil dia Mas Morrie.

Membaca nama tengahmu mengingatkanku pada Buku Mitch Albom yang terkenal itu, Tuesdays with Morrie. Tuesdays with Morrie imparts many valuable lessons about appreciating life, loving deeply, and discovering the true meaning of life.

Jadi, seperti yang aku bilang sebelumnya, tujuan aku datang bukan untuk hal yang plek ketiplek dengan buku. Tapi tentang kebetulan nama tengahmu, juga tentang aku yang kebetulan mendatangimu dihari Selasa untuk sesederhana menawarkan kamu kasih sayang banyak-banyak.

Jadi, mari kita bicarakan Mas Morrie from J's POV.

Mendatangi Mas Morrie terasa seperti,

Ah, Autumn is here 🍂 There's just something about the cool, crisp air that awakens my senses, as if I'm breathing in the essence of transformation itself. The sight of trees shedding their vibrant summer attire, donning warm, earthy hues, brings a sense of nostalgia and renewal all at once. It's like nature's way of giving me a big, comforting hug after the hustle and bustle of summer.

As I swap out my flip-flops for cozy sweaters and my iced beverages for hot ones, there's a subtle shift in my mindset. The world seems to slow down just a bit, allowing me to savor the little moments. It's time to break out the pumpkin spice everything, indulging in the aromatic blend of cinnamon, nutmeg, and cloves that warms both the body and soul.

And oh, the sound of leaves crunching beneath my boots as I take a leisurely stroll, or the way the golden afternoon sun filters through a canopy of trees, casting a mesmerizing glow - these are the simple joys of autumn. There's a comfort in the routine of it all, like wrapping yourself in a well-loved blanket.

So, as I raise a steaming mug of apple cider to my lips on a chilly day, I can't help but feel grateful for this season of change and reflection. That's exactly what I feel about Mas Morrie.

Jadi, Mas, sampai ketemu dihari Selasa lainnya ya?

Salam manis,

J :)

Halooo Tayaa

2023-11-21 04:44:55 UTC

Hi hi, kamu pasti tau ini siapaa. Tayaaa makasiii banyakk kamu bener2 pendengar yang baikk, yang mau ladenin aku ngoceh soal band favorit aku dan perspektifku soal isu tertentuu, kamu pinterrr banget Tayaaa. Kita juga punya selera yang sama soal film dan itu bikin aku makinn seneng ngabisin waktu sama kamu, kamu bikin nyamann pake bangettt! Aku harap kamu selalu bahagia ya, you deserve good things in life, sampai jumpa lain waktu yaa Tayaa, let’s watch movie together!!! 🌷

dear tarrant,

2023-11-26 07:50:51 UTC

you’ve done your duty as S boyfie perfectly! you are the definition of S dream boyrfriend! Thank you so much from S!

Tarrant is such a good listener, he is sooooo sweet, and you feel a lot of warm under his arm. i’ve got so much affirmation from you and we really had such a warm relationship during the session which i felt really shooort. definitely will miss youuuu so much. so sorry that i’m not in my best shape yesterday and i hope we can meet again.

once agakn, thank youu!

-s

Hi, love.

2023-11-28 10:57:01 UTC

Sorry that it took me such a long time to write this. But still, let me leave you something to read, ya?

Hello, Tarrant. My love. Actually I'm not sure where to start but I feel so grateful to have you as my companion. I could easily talk about things, almost everything, especially my cute but menace little babies. I'm glad that I found someone who's super duper good at listening to every little things I said.

Tarrant, you should know that I feel very much loved by you. I'm not sure how to say this but I guess you have your own way to show your love. And I really enjoy spending my time with you.

Well, last but not least, take care! And I'll see you around.

Yours truly,

🐼

My dearest, Hesa

2024-02-21 00:48:26 UTC

I can't say a word about this guy.

Berhasil dibuat mewek pagi ini. Perpisahan banget?? Haha.

Selalu jadi Hesa yang heartwarming ya!

Besok-besok kalo ketemu lagi, kita gundulin si Rian ya, Hes? ㅋㅋㅋ

Anyways, thankyou udah ada disini.

Keep up the goodwork, my love.

Xoxo,

-K 🐇

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Darcyy — 2024-02-24 19:49:38 UTC

Tarrant is very lovely and ghostly. He is the closest (actually everything) to what I want from a boyfriend. He is so genuine and sincere. I do believe that we might be tethered in the past. There are lots of time when speaking with him is like looking through my mind. I like him and I grew loving him. I wished I had more time to spend, the goodbyes were really punching. I want him, I want him to stay, but then I thought longing will just make me love him more. I won’t complaint, I’ll be patient instead. In the meantime, l wish him peaceful and exciting days ahead. Try to stay healthy. Xx.

2024-04-22 15:17:38 UTC

Halo Abang kingkong🦍 abang kalau diajak gosip seru gusy cobain aja julid banget gak kuat tapi juga sangat tua jadi mohon pengertiannya apa lagi ya (bingung) Of course! Having an older brother can provide many valuable experiences (first try) terima kasih kepada Kakak Kamala yang (agak sedikit) maksa (gak sih) kenapa ya kemaren tuh (gak ngerti intinya tbtb aja bahas Abang Tarrant) so this is rasanya punya abang ya (cengegesan)

To: Tarrant, the chaos to my calm

eviedelaney — 2024-04-23 02:09:43 UTC

And no, this isn’t meant to be a breakup letter of sorts. In fact, I’ve learned to love your many faces (at least the ones you’ve shown me) a rather equal amount for each.

Tarrant, my dearest, no wonder I always have a difficult time trying to meet you; you’re an incredible being loved by many. There’s always something about you that managed to surprise me, whether it be through our interactions or how I see others talk to you. And… this is me speaking truly from the heart: I understand why so many love you. Why, when you were with me, even just as a friend prior, you made me feel so. Damn. Seen.

I’ll have you know that that doesn’t happen often. It’s not everyday that someone tells me something that makes me think “I cannot believe someone would be this perceptive of me.” You truly are soft loving packaged in madness, a treasure that not many will find if they don’t dare to seek. Goodness, I’m getting all poetic, but I swear: when I tell you that you’ve left an imprint on my heart, I truly mean that.

Tarrant, thank you for being the person you are. And if anyone reading happens to wonder how this is, the best way for me to describe this for you would be: rather unhinged, incredibly authentic, deeply sincere, and quite goofy if you ask me. I’ll let you have this ego stroke, but it does seem like you’re at the top of my favorites list as of currently (re: I like you a lot. Like that).

You also tell me that I help you feel beautiful, so please allow me to give you another hit: you’re the closest thing I’d ever get to seeing a phoenix’s soul lie within a mortal. That grit, tenacity, and passion? That’s the fire that I believe will forever keep you alive.

And finally? Thank you for introducing me to AURORA. And thank you for helping me figure out further what I’d wish to see in the ideal model of my fairytale prince (hint: much of him would be you).

Your cute little horror film protagonist,

Ev.

The fun Guy.

2024-08-09 04:50:09 UTC

Everything feels natural and easy when I spent it with you. I never thought I will ever talk with you. Just one little funny story, I ever crossed your account but I think I can’t really fit to be your lover or even friend. But I think loving you is easy, since you’re the lovable and caring person. Tarrant is the perfect amount of few aspects from a real relationship, and I hope this won’t change. I love the feeling of being in love with you. It’s too short period of time to say a lot of things. But for now, I love the short time spent with you. Thank you for being funny, smart, witty, caring on your own way. You pleased me so good, might I say, too good. I love sharing love with you in many forms. I hope we can be in love again soon.

your bunny.

Look at me. You will know.

2024-11-01 02:05:13 UTC

It is not difficult to guess me, right? Pardon me for only being able to leave a mark on your Padlet just now.

Alright, so here it goes: I am actually in total disbelief because why did I only find you recently? Why could it not be from long ago? But then again you wouldn’t like the me from many months ago and I probably wouldn’t like the you from many months ago as well. There’s always a reason to something and that must be it, I reckon.

Red, our rendezvouses were always short, yet it always left a deep impression on each one of it. The more we met, the deeper it was, and I am not at all complaining. I think you ought to know that being with you always made me feel ecstatic, that no other joy can compare to the delight you brought to the table.

Being with you felt divine; that I would never mind having my lips quiver at the thought of you and my knees bent at the sight of you. Worshipping you has become a new routine I thoroughly enjoy, not because you deserve it (you very much do), but because this is the way I love along with how raw, consuming, and fiery it is.

Prior to meeting you, I always hated myself for the abundance of love I had within me. It always went side by side with my sadness because it is always two sides of a coin. It made everything tenfolds more intense to the point I believed no mortal vessel could contain me. Yet you did, and you told me you wouldn’t even mind having parts of me grow in you. You grew in me the way I did in you anyway, so there’s no telling where I begin and you end now.

Oh, look, I always take my time writing for you. Something powerful in you always drives my fingers further into jotting down more words for you. There is my prayer for you hidden beneath this, there is my fate laid bare for you to play upon.

I’m not good at keeping things straightforward as you have seen, but the gist from it all is you’re undoubtedly a great lover who wouldn’t mind shifting into anyone your partner desires to see. I mean, isn’t that obvious already? This is not helping at all, but you get what I mean now.

Red, this is getting too long. You’ll see me so often you’ll become the mirror to my soul someday.

Always aflame with your love,

L.L