The Inner Conflict that Lives in Me by Aylen Gigena https://padlet.com/aylengigena14/gnvb5tl3olih9wpo The struggle you're in today is developing the strength you will need tomorrow - anonymous en-us 2021-09-29 19:00:22 UTC 2025-05-30 13:54:33 UTC hello@padlet.com aylengigena14 https://padlet.com/aylengigena14/gnvb5tl3olih9wpo/wish/1779126816 2021-09-29 19:07:43 UTC https://padlet.com/aylengigena14/gnvb5tl3olih9wpo/wish/1779126816 Ailen and me aylengigena14 https://padlet.com/aylengigena14/gnvb5tl3olih9wpo/wish/1779141873 2 years ago I was diagnosed with GAD. It didn't take me by surprise but I didn't know that the real struggle would be done the following year. When the pandemic hit the world, my grandparents got sick. That meant a huge trauma in my life. I was consumed by fear, stress, sorrow, a complete sense of emptyness. When they recovered, I was unable to recover myself. I had a voice that lived, and still lives in my mind that prevented me from doing things while my heart wanted to take me to other places. I felt that I was with one foot on both sides. I will then be diagnosed with depression, followed by being administred psychiatric medication to get rid of the dark demon that lived in me. I am still struggling with it, and when this dark presence, that appears in the form of a nightmare, says "You can't do it", I, Ailen, say: "Yes I can. And I will..."]]> 2021-09-29 19:14:27 UTC https://padlet.com/aylengigena14/gnvb5tl3olih9wpo/wish/1779141873 Since I was a teenager I suffer a lot with my physical appearance that although it is healthy to look at myself in the mirror it is not easy for me this has brought several problems in me and this year they worsened, but I took the initiative not to stay with my negative thoughts and start the psychologist. Today I am super empowered and I feel beautiful inside and out thanks to him. https://padlet.com/aylengigena14/gnvb5tl3olih9wpo/wish/1797111034 2021-10-06 16:21:14 UTC https://padlet.com/aylengigena14/gnvb5tl3olih9wpo/wish/1797111034 https://padlet.com/aylengigena14/gnvb5tl3olih9wpo/wish/1797119407 2021-10-06 16:23:50 UTC https://padlet.com/aylengigena14/gnvb5tl3olih9wpo/wish/1797119407 My situation arose in 2010, when my university career began. I was 21 years old and I had never left the town, I had always lived with my family, they did not want me to go to live in the city because they doubted that I could adapt to living alone. So, a month after starting university, I told them "I'm going to study in Rio Cuarto, and until I get my degree I'm not going to give up," it took time, but I kept my promise and received me. Today I continue and it makes me very happy. https://padlet.com/aylengigena14/gnvb5tl3olih9wpo/wish/1797823352 2021-10-06 21:28:27 UTC https://padlet.com/aylengigena14/gnvb5tl3olih9wpo/wish/1797823352 When I was studying at the university, I suffered a lot of stress because I felt that I could not keep up with the race. I was terrified, afraid.But I decided to extend my studies, doing fewer subjects.And little by little and with time I managed to reach the goal and receive myself. https://padlet.com/aylengigena14/gnvb5tl3olih9wpo/wish/1800357124 2021-10-07 16:16:05 UTC https://padlet.com/aylengigena14/gnvb5tl3olih9wpo/wish/1800357124 lautarogomluch https://padlet.com/aylengigena14/gnvb5tl3olih9wpo/wish/1811939076 In the beginning of my college career i felt that i wasn't capable. my first year was very sad, I felt that all was very difficult, but with the pass of the time all change for good.]]> 2021-10-12 20:22:24 UTC https://padlet.com/aylengigena14/gnvb5tl3olih9wpo/wish/1811939076 When I was a teenager, I began a dating relationship with someone I thought was good for me. After a few months, I realized that I had to stop being me to please my partner, I had to stay away from my friends, my plans and projects, everything I did I had to consult with him so that he would agree and not get angry with me. After three years, I was able to get out of that relationship and begin to value and take care of myself, after that experience I learned a lot about self-love. https://padlet.com/aylengigena14/gnvb5tl3olih9wpo/wish/1814170753 2021-10-13 14:39:15 UTC https://padlet.com/aylengigena14/gnvb5tl3olih9wpo/wish/1814170753 One of my worst moments was at the beginning of university, it was an unsustainable study pace, I had a very bad time, but I concentrated on what I could and I did. Today I am very close to receiving myself. I'm happy https://padlet.com/aylengigena14/gnvb5tl3olih9wpo/wish/1815037089 2021-10-13 19:56:11 UTC https://padlet.com/aylengigena14/gnvb5tl3olih9wpo/wish/1815037089