June 2024 Devotions by Sabeena Sanchez

Psalm 143:8 Let the morning bring me word of your unfailing love, for I have put my trust in you. Show me the way I should go, for to you I entrust my life.

bihnahshuai — 2024-06-09 15:11:22 UTC

I rlly have these situations where kahit alam kong emotionally intelligent at independent ako, hindi ko pa rin alam kung tama yung mga tinatahak ko. Sometimes i just can't help but long for something that would assure me that everything is going to be okay because of the lack of self-trust.

Proverbs 3:6 In all your ways submit to him, and he will make your paths straight.

bihnahshuai — 2024-06-09 15:17:42 UTC

I love doing things for the glory of Him. Before doing something, i pray to Him. After accomplishing something, i thank him. It became an instinct to pray for every little thing or occurrence in my life, even the ones that made me feel very sad. "It's for me if it's God's will." is something i never fail to say kasi lagi ko syang kausap and He knows how i put my trust in him. Kaya kahit hindi ko ginugusto yung mga nangyayari, accept and forget because i know He has better plans for me:)

Psalm 40:8 I desire to do your will, my God.

bihnahshuai — 2024-06-09 15:26:29 UTC

God's will never failed me. It taught me to be contented sa mayroon ako, and He just keeps giving me more and more. Unforgettable ones are my new friends this year, no one thought i will have my first vikings experience with them:) Thats one of the top things i am very grateful of. My friends never fail to give me a sense of belonging and i will always be grateful for knowing them and i just love being around them. I always include them sa prayers ko nd it hurts so bad to see them struggle with something. Lord, please make me someone who can be a help to their hardships, i hope i can provide them company during the times they feel that they're not enough for i treasure them so much

1 Thessalonians 5:18 Give thanks in all circumstances; for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus for you

bihnahshuai — 2024-06-09 15:35:02 UTC

Kahit up o down man yung pinagdadaanan ko, i hope i never fail to thank Him everyday. I fear that the day would come again na mahihiwalay na naman ako sa kanya. I thank Him for giving me infinite reasons to thank Him. Sobrang naaappreciate ko yung mga taong nag aalaga sa akin. I actually dont know how to casually thank them without sending them a whole ass message of how i appreciate them azzan oa ahuhuhuhu. Thank you Lord for constantly giving me reasons to be happy:) ramdam na ramdam ko pagmamahal mo sa'kin and i hope to share your incomparable love with others

Isaiah 41:10 So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.

bihnahshuai — 2024-06-09 15:44:36 UTC

I just can't help but feel that i'm not enough for someone or something. Sometimes, hindi ko alam bakit mahal nila ako hahahaah. I can't see myself in other people's perspectives and i always think i don't deserve the way they are treating me:') i still feel so shitty after that friendship breakup that made my efforts so invalidated. It made me think that maybe i was never enough for them, and that maybe if i was a better friend, it would never happen to us and hindi sana kami naghiwalay. Hanggang ngayon naiisip ko pa rin sya because of how it ruined the way i look at myself na parang i would never be enough for someone hahahaha. But i thank my friends for constantly assuring me:) they are always the real ones, but the fear came na mawawala rin sila sakin hahaha. Lord, i'll do everything to keep them.

Hebrews 11:1 Now faith is confidence in what we hope for and assurance about what we do not see.

bihnahshuai — 2024-06-09 15:58:04 UTC

Thank you for blessing me with these people, Lord:) Thank you for making me feel so loved on my birthday. Sobrang saya, it was inexplicable. I'm glad that i get to spend my special day with these people. The sunflower cake was one of the best parts, ITS JUST. Everyone was wishing me a happy birthday and was genuinely having fun. Thank you for giving this special day to me and i really thank the people who were there. I just cant explain how thankful and happy i am, it was everything i could ever ask for. A lot of friends also greeted me and i appreciate each of them very much:') sobrang pigil na pigil ako na umiyak na lang don kasi naooverwhelm ako sa pagmamahal nila hahahaha. I cannot imagine for someone to do these things for me. Lord, please bless them and make them feel happy as much as i am because they deserve it. Thank you for leading them to my life, they are the biggest blessings i received.

Romans 12:12 Be joyful in hope, patient in affliction, and faithful in prayer.

bihnahshuai — 2024-06-10 08:51:14 UTC

Lord, keep me occupied this vacation please. I don't want to stay vacant kasi dun na pumapasok lahat ng hindi naman dapat pumasok. I want to be distracted from the things that would drive me insane if i would think about it. Naaalala ko yung sinabi ng friend ko na isn't it just invalidating my feelings when i run away from them? Hindi ko na po alam Lord hhahaaha. Sa akin lang kasi, hindi naman sya masyadong malalim and thinking about it would just be a waste of time. Kaya as much as possible, i don't like spending time on think about negative things. But sometimes, naiiisip ko pa rin sya to reflect on my actions, kahit hindi naman talaga malala? HINDI KO NA TALAGA GETS LORD. I don't want to make a big fuss about it when i can just smile and move on hahahaha. Guide my puzzled mind, Lord.

Ephesians 4:29 Let no unwholesome talk come out of your mouths, but only what is helpful for building up the one in need and bringing grace to those who listen.

bihnahshuai — 2024-06-10 09:02:58 UTC

Aminado na po ako Lord na kahit ako sa sarili ko hindi ko na rin po nagugustuhan yung mga lumalabas sa bibig ko. These past weeks nagkaroon ako ng realization about someone i don't click with, that maybe i was being too harsh to them. Please control me, Lord. Alam ko pong hindi maganda yung mga nagagawa at nasasabi ko minsan. I feel so sorry and guilty afterwards and it made me realize my role to spread the word. I want to be someone reliable, i want to be there when someone needs me. Please let me grow in your word and take me away from bad things that may influence me. I put my trust in you, Lord.

Romans 8:18 The pain you've been feeling can't compare to the joy that's coming.

bihnahshuai — 2024-06-10 09:15:45 UTC

eueueueueeueu ang hirap hindi damdamin, Lord. Sobrang lungkot ng araw na 'to. Paano ako mag idgaf kung magpapakapetty lahat. Lord, all i did was to offer kindness and genuine concern and care. Pero bakit ganon yung ipapalit nila sa'kin? Sobrang nakakahurt hahahaha. Ok lang sana kung wala naman kaming pinagsamahan pero Lord andami kong ginawang bagay para sa kanila. Sinasama ko sila sa prayers ko na sana okay lang sila whenever things arent okay. I prayed for their recovery. Ako ba ang petty ngayon, Lord? Should i not make a big fuss about them blocking me and liking my story right after? Paano naman yon Lord haahahah. Lord, please lead me to people who can truly appreciate my intentions. Sobrang sakit po sa'kin ng ganito, parang bumabalik po lahat ng invalidation na naramdaman ko noon.

1 Chronicles 16:34 Give thanks to the Lord, for He is good: His love endures forever.

bihnahshuai — 2024-06-10 09:42:10 UTC

Writing this as i listen to forever by Chris Tomlin. Sobrang thankful po ako sainyo, Lord. Thank you for giving me my friends. They're the ones who always keeps me sane everyday and i don't know who i am today if it weren't for them. They're the reasons for my growth. They're the reasons why i am who i am today. Sobrang nainfluence nila ako ng kabaitan nila. Dati nga, hindi ako nagsasabi ng ingat sa mga tao kapag naghihiwalay na kami ng paths. The smallest things ba? Sa kanila ko nakuha 'yon. Jasmin's love for Odri also influenced me ahahahah. Dati wala naman akong masyadong pake kay Magui pero ngayon lagi ko nang iniisip kung anong pwede kong iuwi sa kaniya kasi uuwian din ni Jasmin si Odri. They taught me the care i give rn. Sa sobrang alaga ko sa kanila, it just manifests within me, na dapat ganon ko rin alagaan yung ibang tao. I am beyond grateful, Lord. Thank you for giving them to me to shape me and be who i am today. I will do my best to let them know that i appreciate them very much:)

Philippians 1:3 Every time I think of you, I give thanks to my God.

bihnahshuai — 2024-06-20 12:04:50 UTC

Lord andami ko pong naramdaman ngaun hahaahaha masaya't malungkot eueueue. I hope this someone is feeling okay, I hope you guide them po. One thing i knew po is magttransfer na po yung best friend ko sa ibang school, when all i prayed about recently is maging kaklase ko s'ya next yr:') Sobrang lungkot po nung nalaman ko pero masaya rin po for her kasi alam ko po lahat ng dinanas n'ya sa school and i can say na deserve n'ya po magkaroon ng bagong environment. Pero sobrang natatakot ako, Lord. Ayoko pong mangyari ulit yung nangyari samin haahahaha. Sobrang laki naman po ng tiwala ko sa friend ko and alam ko naman pong walang makakapagbreak ng friendship namin pero sa tuwing inaalala ko, yun din naman po yung tingin ko noon sa kaniya bago pa po kami mag split ng paths hahahaha. Lord, i pray po sa strong communication and bond namin kahit magkaiba na po kami ng school, hindi ko po kaya mawalan pa ng kaibigan. Isa pa po Lord, thank you po kay Jennica. Grateful po ako sa presence n'ya. Narealize ko po na i'm seeing all my friends as a group i love pero recently po nakakausap ko po sila individually and mas naaappreciate ko po sila. Sobrang love ko po sila Lord, kilalang kilala po nila ako. Gabayan n'yo po sila lagi sa mga journey at pinagdadaanan po nila. Thank you, Lord.

Proverbs 25:19 Trusting in a treacherous man in time of trouble is like a bad tooth or a foot that slips.

bihnahshuai — 2024-06-20 12:16:55 UTC

Lord i can't move forward po:( Everything still hurts na para bang di ko na kaya makarecover hahahaha. Grabe yung sakit kasi eh. Sobrang nabuhusan ako ng pagmamahal tapos bigla na lang nawala. I know it's for the better po but i can't avoid the feeling of panghihinayang of what we had. Sobrang tinreasure ko po yung tao, pinagpray ko, inalagaan ko, pinagtanggol ko, kaya parang nawawala na ako nung nawala s'ya sa'kin. Sobrang sakit po nung mga sinabi n'ya. Pero kahit gaano ko pa po s'ya kamahal noon, parang hindi ko po ata kakayanin kapag bumalik s'ya sa buhay ko, hindi ko na po s'ya kayang tanggapin. Sobrang nasira po ako sa ginawa n'ya eh. Kahit sobrang iyak pa po ginagawa ko recently dahil sa kanya, hindi ko pa rin naman po malilimutan yung mga sinabi n'ya sa akin nung araw na 'yon, hindi ko po inakalang kaya n'yang sabihin lahat sa'kin 'yon when all i did is care for her. Hindi ko po alam kung ilang beses ko pa po s'yang pag uusapan sa'yo Lord sana hindi ka po magsawa sa'kin hahahahaa. On the contrary naman po, thank you po kasi mayroon po akong kaibigan na sinisiguradong valued po ako. Jen just sent me a medium article about friendship breakups and how it assured me that i will heal one time. Thank you po sa kanila Lord, sobrang gumaan po yung pakiramdam ko.

Ephisians 4:2 With all humility and gentleness, with patience, bearing with one another in love.

bihnahshuai — 2024-06-20 12:36:04 UTC

Thank you Lord for making me spend a day with my dearest friends:) Sobrang lungkot lang the time we knew na hindi namin makakasama yung isa because of very sad reasons, but we tried to enjoy the rest of the day for her:) Akalain mo 'yon Lord, 200 lang dala ko hahahaha. It's very funny to gala without any money, binuksan ko na yung alikansya kong 200 lang laman para ron hahahaha and it's worth it naman because i laughed so hard with them. It was a very well spent day and sobrang sarap ng tulog ko after. I hope Jasmin is okay po Lord, let her frustrations feel valid for her. Sana makasama na po namin s'ya next time, miss na miss na po namin s'ya. And i hope po makagala na rin po kami ng sexbombz, miss na miss ko na rin po sila especially Julia.