little writings and feelings by finiane https://padlet.com/finiane/writes A wonderment will give you the light, even when the darkness seems to be around. en-us 2023-02-07 05:22:48 UTC 2025-11-09 05:42:08 UTC hello@padlet.com A little bit of orange finiane https://padlet.com/finiane/writes/wish/2471224464 The sincere smile
under the marmalade sky.
I've received
and have nothing against it.
The wind blows, in between
adding some precious little scene.
And the smell of the tangerine trees
truly a moment we should seize.]]> 2023-02-07 05:37:06 UTC https://padlet.com/finiane/writes/wish/2471224464 Someday... finiane https://padlet.com/finiane/writes/wish/2471227058 Someday these feelings are about to fully bloom at the right time and the euphoria that has been created by the universe will make it full of wonders. ♡]]> 2023-02-07 05:40:47 UTC https://padlet.com/finiane/writes/wish/2471227058 He(aven)lly finiane https://padlet.com/finiane/writes/wish/2471229489 Don't try to heal my wounds.
It's you—the one who shed me a hell place
when I beg something heavenly.]]> 2023-02-07 05:44:34 UTC https://padlet.com/finiane/writes/wish/2471229489 I was that little girl finiane https://padlet.com/finiane/writes/wish/2471230335 I saw a bullet
right where I was facing the mirror.
It was coming to my lung
it was so fast.
I didn't feel anything
but I saw a little girl crying.]]> 2023-02-07 05:45:45 UTC https://padlet.com/finiane/writes/wish/2471230335 Snow white in 21st century finiane https://padlet.com/finiane/writes/wish/2471232678 Mirror, mirror on the wall.
I'm seeking through the hall.
Hope somebody will find me and fall.
Fall into this soul.
Be trapped and can't call.
Only I can absolve.]]> 2023-02-07 05:49:10 UTC https://padlet.com/finiane/writes/wish/2471232678 My soul within the ocean finiane https://padlet.com/finiane/writes/wish/2471234246 No ocean can drown me
because I've already been buried deep inside.
My soul feels colder than ever
and I'm numb
for a long, long time ago...]]> 2023-02-07 05:51:34 UTC https://padlet.com/finiane/writes/wish/2471234246 To be tough finiane https://padlet.com/finiane/writes/wish/2471235282 I remember the day my thoughts went so deep that I couldn't hear the sound of raindrops outside. The darkness came and disappointments filled me. I didn't have much to ask, yet I still live on the very shadowy side. I just want to be kind, but the world gave me the blue color.

Now the weather is nice. I can hear the birds chirping and a school bus just came by, picking up the laughing kids to go to school. The grass is wet and the smell of it brings a sense of serenity. How about the sun? It is still up there. Its warmth brushed against my skin—so gently. Such moments I needed the most. To feel alive again.
]]> 2023-02-07 05:53:19 UTC https://padlet.com/finiane/writes/wish/2471235282 Puzzle pieces finiane https://padlet.com/finiane/writes/wish/2471238309 She is a woman who picks the puzzle pieces during her heartbreaks. Each time she collects them, she will find a way to rearrange her heart.]]> 2023-02-07 05:58:07 UTC https://padlet.com/finiane/writes/wish/2471238309 Bayangan diri finiane https://padlet.com/finiane/writes/wish/2471241644 Singgahku hanya untuk diratapi.
Diamku hanya untuk disesali.
Lara hati, mulutku tetap terkunci.
Semoga diamku akan teganti.]]> 2023-02-07 06:03:05 UTC https://padlet.com/finiane/writes/wish/2471241644 Empati dan api finiane https://padlet.com/finiane/writes/wish/2471244447 Saya adalah manusia yang dibalut akan empati.

Dan kamu merupakan wujud dimana rasa kasih saya tersaksikan hangus dilahap api.]]> 2023-02-07 06:07:19 UTC https://padlet.com/finiane/writes/wish/2471244447 Ironi tapi madu finiane https://padlet.com/finiane/writes/wish/2471261534 Setiap langkahku berdetak.
Ritme jantungku ditapaki oleh ramainya perasaan—sungguh berisik.

Kala itu ku temukan siluetnya.
Siluet seseorang, lalu diikuti muncul rupanya.
Rupa yang namanya selalu inginku lukis di kanvas.
Yang parasnya inginku tulis di setiap sajak dan puisi.
Yang hadirnya inginku simpan dalam istimewanya memori.

Oh, jadi ini yang namanya jatuh cinta?
Sungguh ironi; sungguh bertalu 
namun rasanya senantiasa madu.]]> 2023-02-07 06:28:31 UTC https://padlet.com/finiane/writes/wish/2471261534 Kata kunci finiane https://padlet.com/finiane/writes/wish/2471308748
"Kenapa mereka tidak pernah mengerti?"

"Tentang apa? Tentang kamu?"

"Ya. Siapa lagi?"

"Bagaimana mau mengerti kalau kamu pun tidak pernah mau menjelaskan? Jangan berharap mereka bisa menebak isi pikiranmu itu."

"..."

"Untuk dimengerti, pertama-tama kamu harus menghargai. Hargai orang yang memang ingin menjadi bagian dari hidupmu. Yang ingin tau segala cerita dan keluh kesahmu."]]> 2023-02-07 07:22:19 UTC https://padlet.com/finiane/writes/wish/2471308748 Stand still, the world is not getting worse finiane https://padlet.com/finiane/writes/wish/2477316979 Tetaplah hidup, ya?
Aku mohon.
Memang sih hidup penuh teka-teki.
Ketika hari ini tertawa, 
tapi besok belum tentu bahagia.
Bisa jadi murung sedikit
atau cemberut.
Tapi, baiknya kita nikmati saja momen yang ada.
Ya, 'kan?

Aku tahu hidup memang terkadang menyebalkan.
Tak ada yang mau mengerti, lah!
Dipaksa ini itu, lah!
Teman bikin bete, lah!
Menangis saja. Tak apa.
Tapi kamu tahu? Pada akhirnya kamu itu sangat berharga.

Habis ini bangkit, ya?
Kalau gak kuat, sini berpegangan..
Kita jalan sama-sama.
Menguatkan hati sama-sama.
Memang tidak akan sempurna. Tidak akan. Tapi pasti bisa.
Yakin, kok, aku.

]]> 2023-02-11 14:07:57 UTC https://padlet.com/finiane/writes/wish/2477316979 finiane https://padlet.com/finiane/writes/wish/2492785678 2023-02-23 16:04:42 UTC https://padlet.com/finiane/writes/wish/2492785678 Four seasons finiane https://padlet.com/finiane/writes/wish/2493837155
I crave to be the snow,
but never be melt.
I crave blooming like lilies,
and doubtly sere.
I crave to be warm,
but loathe to burn.
Yet if my life falls,
let me arise—again.
I want to be the all-season
and never change my certainties.]]> 2023-02-24 13:00:53 UTC https://padlet.com/finiane/writes/wish/2493837155 International Women's Day finiane https://padlet.com/finiane/writes/wish/2512723502 2023-03-11 15:24:18 UTC https://padlet.com/finiane/writes/wish/2512723502 Forever a wonderer finiane https://padlet.com/finiane/writes/wish/2588676619
A mind that has been questioning whether it is right or wrong and never she receives any answer. Forever she’s a wonderer. Forever she’s me. And when finally the time is already on her side, so ready to reach the answers and fix the mess, it is too late.]]> 2023-05-12 13:06:42 UTC https://padlet.com/finiane/writes/wish/2588676619 These days finiane https://padlet.com/finiane/writes/wish/2656491502
I called you, but you didn't look. 
And somehow, the whispered words you have told me are still echoing in my right ear. 
Until these days, I keep counting how far it will last. 
Just to remember you,
I'm suffering. 
Just to keep the words you have laid.
Those sweetest words,
I'm waiting.
 
]]> 2023-08-05 14:52:41 UTC https://padlet.com/finiane/writes/wish/2656491502