(Basically, before I joined the World Scholar's Cup "WSC" I was a lazy person very dumb, I have no motivation to learn, I can't speak in front of peoples and my knowledge was low and very limited, but gradually as I went through the struggles of WSC I became more and more smarter and not lazy, and can speak well.)

it can also trigger fear anxiety and uncertainty. This is because change disrupts our sense of stability and predictability pushing us out of our comfort zones and compelling us to adapt to new circumstances.

There's a difference in udah daftarin and nanti di daftarin. My Mom already signed me up before she even asked me but it was worth it and a great experience because I made it all the way to Yale.

oh and reminding myself that if im sabar, my kuburan will be uh bigger