dealing with the pandemic while trying to keep my mental health and eating disorder recovery prioritized

Signing myself up for more than I could handle.

Staying off my phone

Not being able to see others and being an extrovert

body image, eating, confidence, mental health

family

My mental health

Staying motivated academically and also in my personal life

feeling like enough

Having a positive relationship with food/ shaming myself after eating

self confidence and feeling like I wasn't a good/fun person

Body image and school/life balance

prioritizing my mental health and learning how/what i could do to improve it despite the pandemic. also proud of myself for maintaining my friendships even though i often find it hard to reach out over the phone/social media to friends i’m not super close with

Preparing myself for the future, applying to gap year programs, raise by my GPA.

Making bold decisions with who I want in my life

Staying positive (but not for covid😌)

having the courage to leave a relationship that was creating a lot of hurt in my life

surviving

Getting through the year lol

Being kinder to myself

taking back my control over food

Adjusting to home life , getting outside more

Finding a group of friends that make me so happy

Staying motivated and doing well in my classes during the pandemic!

procrastinating school work until the very last second to the point it stresses me out

Procrastinating

Studying in bed....

Staying up at night on my phone

Being emotionally unavailable

saying "sorry" and "like" so much

smoking too much weed

jumping to conclusions

Too much time on my phone, not paying attention during zoom class

Leaning into my awkwardness and feeling less uncomfortable

Doing schoolwork at the last minute

id really like to learn more time management skills. i also want to continue learning to embroider because i think it’s fun lmao

Roller skating!

Trading in the stock market

How to bake a chocolate lava cake

skateboard

crochet or knitting

Reading more for leisure

How to make a kick ass resume

dance

Knitting (bought stuff for it last year and did it for 10 mins and quit )

Skateboarding

In my life, definitely my mom since she is able to handle pretty much everything with such strength and dignity. In general, emma watson or AOC i literally want to be them when i grow up #activistsarebadbitches

All of my friends who have been applying to grad/law school lately...... killing it. I hope I can have that composure when applying to grad school.

My friend who goes on lots of nature adventures

Sandra Bullock and my home best friend

myself

Emma Ratti, madame president

positive like peterson

emma ratti

I hope to spread more kindness to people that need it and continue volunteering with young girls struggling to also overcome their eating disorders

I want to volunteer more, specifically with meal deliveries to seniors.

Start volunteering for books for prisoners programs

Make my friends happy

this isn't really a good deed but I want to raise women up

donate clothes

Make someone feel appreciated every day

give someone a piece of kindness everyday

Giving leftover food to the homeless people on Forbes

Comfort a patient at work

Preferably somewhere other than my house lol but if covid ever goes away i really want to visit one of my best friends in scotland where she’s going to grad school

Yellowstone National Park!

Great Smokey mountains national park

Anywhere outside the US

Boston

Mauritius

Europe if the pandemic is over :(

Nowhere until covid is over :(

north carolina

New York City

Road trip with my friends

Israel (for birthright!)

The secret history by donna tartt is next on my list :) but one of my resolutions is to read 12 books this year for enjoyment (outside of schoolwork)

Literally anything, I cannot read.

Educated by Tara westover

The Percy Jackson Series

something about being a powerful woman

RBG’s life story

How to be an anti racist and all my NCLEX prep books

atomic habits

i want to write one to my past self and tell her all of the amazing things she’s gotten to do, succeeded in, and defeated :)

A letter to myself 5 years from now, to tell myself that it’s okay if I don’t stick to my 5 year plan.

An acceptance letter to a brand deal for whatever blog I try to start lol #influencer

to myself

nothing

Cover letters to my future employers

to myself to remind myself what a bad bitch I can be

i really want to try albanian food i somehow got on that side of tik tok and it looks so yummy

Umm I’m pretty content with pie express.... maybe some more vegan alternatives.

Something I discover from a Shabbat

Creme brulee

tofu

homemade sushi

Not any new food but I want to try to like foods that I’ve been picky about before

Lobster

anything spicy!

A primanti bros sandwich

i’m trying to be better at being selfish with myself and knowing what i need. sometimes i get caught up in other people/things and don’t prioritize myself or my own feelings

Not getting too caught up in relationships.

Keeping promises to myself

Taking time for myself

not apologizing so much

listening to music

Being patient

being calm and staying motivated

Cooking

Projecting kindness and happiness and forgiveness and love and not feeding into negativity or drama

Drinking enough water
Reaching out to friends and interacting virtually more

hopefully not procrastinating

Not taking on too much outside of classes, so that I can focus on classes.

Studying before and after classes instead of last minute

Staying ahead of assignments and work

making a motivation board and planning out my schedule better.

popping addy

Not procrastinating my work lol

Not procrastinating and practicing good study skills

sticking to a study plan and making sure to do a little bit of work everyday

Paying attention in class and not going on my phone

Not cheating on my tests :)

Not burning myself out/being a perfectionist

since i’ll be graduating/starting law school i want to get a few books about law school (what it’s like, how to prepare, how to take proper notes/study etc.) so i can feel more mentally prepared bc i’m nervous!

Keeping in touch with professors and networking.

Learning PowerPoint and financial modeling skills to prep for my internship

Applying for jobs and internships

applying to internships and shooting my shot in the professional world.

going to internship fairs

Continuing to update my LinkedIn and Resume

Idk 🤷‍♀️

continuing to apply to internships and co-ops

Scheduling interviews to only get better at them!

I got my dream internship this summer! I'm going to try to be as present as possible so I can learn so much about the field I love and hope to work in in the future

Shadowing/volunteering for someone in my field