Pengakuan kedua: aku ternyata senang sekali waktu ketemu dengan Mas, vibesnya Mas semenyenangkan itu, aku beneran nggak nyangka bisa liat sisi dewasa, mature dan menyenangkan dalam satu waktu bersamaan.

Mohon maaf sebetulnya ya Mas, butuh waktu buat aku datang mampir, semoga dimaafkan. Mas sehat-sehat yaaa! Kalau ada waktu lain semoga kita bisa kembali hahahihi lagi.

— KRN

And, unlike you serious appearance, you’re also silly. You’re so fun to have around and it felt so easy joking around you. Other than that, you’re also a good listener. I can see that you’re quite attentive towards your partner and I’m honestly grateful for that. To be loved is to be seen, right? Right.

You also have a great sense. Thank you for picking the most scrumptious looking nails for me, Mr Only-reserved-for-me Nail Tech. I like it a lot. I sometimes stop and feel all giddy to myself since my nails are so pretty. But about films, oh well, I can’t be sure just yet. Cinephile get this man omg???

Overall, it was such a nice enjoyable time with you. Thank you for being attentive, for being the silly man that you are. For taking my preference into account as well, let me give you a nice kiss for this later. Well, tell me more about your coffee hyperfixation the next time we meet, yeah?

Yours truly,

🖤 A.

Sampai saat itu tiba, semoga hari-harinya mas selalu berjalan dengan baik dan hanya ada hal-hal manis yang selalu mengelilingi mas. See you, sayangku!

—N.

Dari semua hal yang bisa aku lakukan dalam sehari, spending time with you selalu jadi bagian favoritku tanpa perlu alasan yang rumit. Even the smallest moments with you selalu terasa spesial buat aku.

Caramu memberikan perhatian dan pengertian ke aku itu selalu bikin aku ngerasa tenang, kayak aku nggak perlu jadi siapa-siapa selain jadi diri aku sendiri di depan kamu. And if possible, aku pengen selalu punya tempat untuk pulang ke kamu, ke pelukanmu Mas. 🤍

Please take care of yourself Mas, and stay healthy. Aku selalu doakan yang terbaik untukmu, suamiku yang gemas, yang lucu, yang ganteng, yang jadi semua-semuanya buat aku.

Forever your wife,

Moyi 🐾

spending my time with you feels so comforting and special in a way I can’t really explain properly.. 😵‍💫 you made those two days feel so warm and happy for me, and I genuinely appreciated every second of it. I already miss being around you a little too much now.. ☹️🤏🏻

hope to see you around anytime soon, xx.

thank you for being around me and keep noticing when i'm not in the good mood. beruntung banget bisa ketemu sama Neal.

rasanya kaya short escape dari ngeselinnya hidup. balik lagi, seperti apa kata kamu.

'don't be too hard on yourself, take time to rest.' i'll keep that in mind.

thank you for your warm words, warm hugs and warm kiss. No one makes me feel the way you do, and also you don't know how lucky i am to call you mine, Neal-ku.

see you very soon, please ceritain hal-hal seru didunia ini yang belum sempat Neal ceritain ke aku.

With Love,

L.

Being with you has been a really CUTE AND FUN experience ✨ Our banters (and mostly my ragebaits :P) really spice up something that we “have” right? 😉

You’re a really interesting person to talk to, and I do hope you keep being intriguing.

Don’t forget to take your lunch! Love you kindaaaaa :P???

To describe, I think spending time with Neal feels 'simple'. Not in a boring way, but in a comforting way where we're just being lowkey but we-know-we-always-have-each-others-back kind.

I could say that you're someone that radiate such comforting vibe. All that being sad, thank you for wanting to spend time with me. (kamu gemas juga kalau dipikir, hehe)

Neal jangan lupa jaga kesehatan ya, mamam yang banyak dan jangan lupa minum air. Hope happiness always follows you everywhere.

Just like him, Neal's writing feels so gentle. When I read the piece he wrote for me, I realized it wasn't simply beautiful because of the words themselves.. but it was the warmth, sincerity, and thoughtfulness woven into every sentence. (Oh, how I found myself reading it over and over again, smiling every single time..)

I cherish every conversations that we've shared, and even though our time together was brief.. it was such a wonderful one.

Dearest, Neyal. I hope you always know just how much you can brighten someone's day.

Your Kiku,

𝙰.𝙲.

I really enjoyed our late-night talks (even the more serious ones kadang) and all the random conversations we had. By the way, thanks for sharing your experiences with me too :).

I honestly felt really happy dan ditemenin banget during those two days. You're such a fun person to talk to. Thank you juga for always letting me know whenever you were going somewhere or doing something that would take a while.

I'm also really grateful that you always encouraged me whenever I wanted to study, and for believing that I could get through my thesis defense smoothly. (P.S. I did! Thank you. :])

Kak Neal, I hope work is going well for you and that your days berjalan dengan sangat lancar. I'm wishing you all the best with everything you're doing. And please don't forget to EAT and stay hydrated, okay? I'll see you sometime later :].

semoga kakak selalu sehat dan terhindar dari segala musibah dan bahaya. may the sunshine be with you always.

warm regards,

🐇

Terima kasih ya sudah mau menjalani hari - hari sama aku untuk jalanin trope friends to lovers garis mentok itu. As I said, I always love how much you seem to have love in you. You care for me in a very calm way, selalu mau dengerin and even able to yap for me yang kadang kehabisan topik.

Thank you thank you thank you, for being the comfort to my chaotic life, meskipun kamu kadang kaya bapak- bapak juga. Makasi juga for the letter, the warm hugs, and well.. warm something else? xP

I enjoyed being with you in every sense of the word, semoga we can meet each other again soon. Can't wait to spend more time as your lover!

Love,

Ayay

cupid suka sekali melihat neal sebagai kekasih yang punya daya tarik luar biasa. tidak hanya perhatian dan perbuatannya yang manis, cupid merasa neal punya wawasan dan pengalaman yang luas tentang hal yang ia sukai. itu membuat obrolan semakin mengalir dan tergali lebih dalam, dan sadar ga sadar cupid juga ikut belajar dari neal. #HIAB #HariIniAkuBelajar

semoga bertemu pada kesempatan yang lain, neal. cupid senang panahnya bisa sampai padamu.

So thank you for actually taking the time to read my request properly, understand what I was looking for, and bring it to life in the way you did. You had me absolutely losing my mind over the smallest things. What a wonderful job, you carrying, Neal. I sincerely hope you keep doing what you’re doing, because you have a very particular way of making affection feel effortless without ever making it feel insignificant. Thank you for putting that much care into it. I noticed, and I appreciated it more than you probably realise. See you when I see you.

Until then, please grab some meals so you can stay healthy because I want to see you for a long time. Drink enough water and be happy? I believe there are so many people who cherish you a lot, kakak.

Sayang, sayang, sayaaaaang sekali sama kakak.

C 💌

I must admit you’re good at maintaining both our pace in same speed. No one taking too long and no one pressured to be in a rush. I think you’d agree we both manage to feed on each other favorite taste of our kink. We didnt just match, we compliment each other differences and preferences. I think that what makes us possible to execute our play in such well tailored. Nothing was ever out of line. Thankyou for your effort and time you pour in into this project. You’ve been too good controling my wits, bruise back my bites. I dont usually very pliant to such straight plain command but you make it so unbendable and consise when you deliver your order, i cant help but to comply. So thanks, i guess. Congratulation, beast tamer 😋

Kakak sayang, terima kasih atas semua cinta kasih yang kakak berikan, semua peluk yang kakak hadirkan, saangat sangat berterima kasih. Semoga kakak selalu diiringi kebahagiaan ya

See you kakak!!