kak makasih banyak udah jadi pacar yang baik buat aku beberapa hari ini, seneng banget bisa kenal kak samuel TT, kak samuel orgnyaaaa gemesss aaaakkkk mirip dedekk HAHAHAHA🥰🥰😋, terus perhatian banget ayanggg ku inii, kak samuel juga nakal banget yaa, abisnya suka berantakin hati seseorang, mlyot aku. Kak samuel ganteng banget, tapi lebih gantengan aku sih😋😋, terus seru banget game date bareng kamu kak, pokoknya harus game date lagi sih kedepannya, tunggu aku rent lagi yaa ayangg kuu HAHAHAHA😎😎😎😭😭, LUCU TP AKU PENGEN SEDIH TP SENENG JUGA POKOKNYA MAKASIH BANYAKKK. you really make my day better kak! 🥺💗💗💗🌷 be happy always plss! aku pengen ngetik panjang lagi tapi ga sanggup takutnya KANGEN. hehehehe

I'm sorry I just came here because I was in my activities attacking me and being kinda hectic; I'm also sorry for making you wait for something like this. I hope this time I don't disappoint you.

Maybe even an expression of gratitude is not enough to appreciate all the kindness you have given me and the universe. From the first time we met, for some reason, I felt like something connected us, and I thought that I fit in with you, like pieces of a puzzle put together. You can also balance my energy. Even though I'm a bubbly, grumpy and random person, I have many things to talk to you about and thank you for being willing to listen to me. Thank you for portraying my myungjae so well, you are exactly like who is warm and sweet as well as funny and lovable.

I want to say thank you for all the excitement and all the things you've been trying to give out. Thank you very much for accompanying me until these two days, which is a test of your patience. Thank you so much for listening to my complaints and the unclear chats that I gave you, and you were even very patient with me, who was cranky and grumpy. You've brought another meaning of joy to me, even though it was only for a short while. You should know that I am thrilled to understand and meet you, whose heart is really, really warm and makes me comfortable, anyway thank you very much, Sam, for everything!! You've been so so sweet and caring, and I like that about you.

What i yearn to express is that my heart truly, deeply cherishes you. it's a feeling that words alone cannot capture, for it is a bond that transcends mere language. fortunate am i to have found you, who enfolds me in a warm embrace, and tenderly caresses my hair.

your watchful eye ensures my safety, and in moments of sadness, you soothe my spirit. i am grateful for the moments we've shared, for every word exchanged, every tender moment, every precious memory we've made.

Thank you for being in this world. The universe must be happy to have a soft-hearted resident like you. Thank you for taking care of me, and thank you for loving me sincerely. If you are feeling dim, please remember that the world is not entirely dark, the moon is your light, and the stars are your crown. The universe and its inhabitants are ready to hug you warmly because you are precious here. I love you, Samuel, more than I love the stars and the moon.

Take care, My Sweet Creature. I will never forget the little things that were here with you, of course. May the universe treat you with kindness and love, just as you do to all beings in the universe. See you in the next chapter of us!

With love,

; K.

— 🦢🌷

Tau ga sih, kamu tuh pacar pertama aku hehe. Awalnya takut, tapi aku ngerasa beruntung banget ketemu kamu. Kamu tuh super duper baik! Lucu dan gemesin bangeett (walaupun kamu selalu denial tentang ini ya hahah). Terus kamu punya sisi dewasa dan super duper perhatian. Wah beneran deh aku sayang bangeettt sama kamu. Ditambah lagi dari ngobrol bareng ternyata kita punya banyaakk kesamaan yaa hahah. Jadi makin sayang ga siiihh. Kita baru pertama kali ketemu, tapi kamu tuh udah buat aku super duper nyaman seharian. Kamu keren banget pokoknya!

Pengen banget deh pamerin kamu ke seluruh dunia biar dunia tau seberapa keren dan loveable-nya kamu!

Terima kasih telah menjadi pacar pertama aku yang keren!

makasih banyak yaa, kamu jangan lupa senyum terus dan jaga kesehatan yaa, sam

halo yang lagi bacain padletnya ka sam! (sambar)! maybe i can't leave much here but here we goo

bagi yg sedang butuh semangat menjalani hari / loyo teramat loyo bisa yok sama kak sam! auto semangat berjuang demi kemaslahatan umattt

bonus, kapan lagi disemangatin cogan kiyowok (lucu lucu lucu yipi)

anda bawel? tenank saja, diladenin satu satu tuh semua kebawelan anda (honest ripiu ak juga aga bawel)

tunggu apa lagi kwand kwand

and, thanks for kak sam yang udah nemenin aku pas lagi loyo loyonyaaa, makasi makasi makasi ilysm auto gencar berjuang ngerjain tugas yang mepet deadline inieh. see u againnn

Udah kangen belum? Aku kangen bangeeeet wey. Kangen bucinin dan dibucinin sama kamu. Kamu itu orangnya asik banget, gak akan bosen deh pacaran sama kamu. Kamu juga talkactive dan bisa cepet tanggepnya. Suka kangenan dan sukanya bucin, aku jadi keikut bucin kuadrat deh ke kamu. Kapan kapan kita ketemu lagi ya sam? Terima kasih sudah mau menemani keseharian aku kemarin. See you when I see you again samsam!

pokoknya kapan" kita harus ketemu lagi, oke? semoga kamu tidak kapok dengan aku ya hahahaha. jaga kesehatan dan semoga selalu bahagia yaaa. see you when i see you, love 🤍🌻

-R

i rrally enjoyed my time that i'd spend with you. ngobrol sama kamu tuh seru banget sumpah, jadi waktunya kerasa cepet tiap sama kamu. thankyou for always take care of me, appreciated me. thankyou for give me a lot of love, happiness, affection, and affirmation words. i feel so loved by you, aku beneran ngerasa happy terus tiap sama kamu, dibikin senyum" terus kayak orgil😭 im soo grateful to know youuu.

oiya, aku mau minta maaf kalo ada kata-kata or sifatku yg bikin kamu ga nyaman.

jaga kesehatan kamu, jangan maksain diri kalo kamu emg capek, kamu manusia bukan robot. semoga kamu selalu bahagia dan dikelilingi orang-orang bsik. kapan-kapan kita ketemu lagiii yaaa? see you when i see you, ganteng!!!

-R

aku minta maaf yaa kalo caraku ngasih liat sayangku ke kamu ga sebagus kamu. aku minta maaf juga ya kak kalo ada kelakuanku yg aku ga sadar bikin kamu sakit hati.

kakak ga perlu minta maaf ke aku, kakak selalu ngasih yg terbaik buat aku, bahkan kamu ngasih aku lebih dr yg aku bayangin. makasih banyak ya kak?

kamu juga jaga diri kamu ya? makan yg teratur dan tidurnya jg jgn kemalaman. semoga kakak selalu dikelilingi orang-orang baik yg tulus peduli dan sayang sama kakak. bahagia selalu ya kak??? see you when i see youuu sayang 🙆‍♀🤍

-R

kakak, selalu jaga kesehatan ya? makannya jangan telat, tidur yang teratur, trs banyakin minum air putih juga. jangan terlalu forsir diri kakak biar ga sakit lg kayak kemarin :(

kakak jg bahagia selalu, okeeeee???? adek seneng liat kakak bahagia, im happy if you're happy. kapan" kita ketemu lg ya kakkkk, nanti kita cerita yang banyakk, ga sabar deh ketemu kakak lagi hehehe see you when i see you, gantengggg🤍

-R

Sebuah surat pendek teruntuk kamu yang sudah mengisi tiga hariku dengan full senyuman. Samuel Ellison, mungkin kata-kata ini gak akan cukup menggambarkan betapa bahagianya aku bisa ketemu kamu, dan bisa merayakan ulang tahunku yang sangat spesial ini. 

Samsam tuh selalu berhasil bikin aku senyum, entah karna kata-kata kamu, karna tingkah kamu, atau semua perhatian-perhatian kecil yang kamu kasih buatku. I'm grateful that i met you. Kamu berhasil bikin aku ngerasain berjuta kupu-kupu diperutku and i love you for that.

Terimakasih udah jadi sandaranku, udah mau dengerin aku dan udah jadi orang yang paling mengerti aku. Thank you for making me so loved and appreciated.

I love you so much, samsam.

From your love, A.

Semangat dan lancar selalu kuliahnya, gantengku. Semangat jg untuk kegiatan" yg lainnya. Sesibuk apapun kamu, jgn lupa untuk ttp jaga kesehatan ya? Minum air putih yg banyak biar ga dehidrasi, and jangan lupa untuk selalu bahagia. You did well kakak untuk semua hal yg udah kakak lakuin. See you when i see you, sayang🥰

Untuk rate-nya infinity of ten. Top markotop. Jangan lupa jaga kesehatan lu dan pola makan. Biar ga sakit-sakitan, since I don't want you suffer from all types of illness. So, see you again if I have a chance tho.

Kakak please be happy ya? I know not everything always goes well, but i hope happiness will come to you more often. Remember that i always proud of you, too. I hope you're always surrounded by good people and always blessed. Jaga kesehatan okay? Makan yang teratur dan istirahat yang cukup. See you when i see you, kakakkkk!! 🐹🤍

Kakak jaga kesehatan yaa? Vitamin jangan lupa diminum, bahagia juga kakakkkk!! Sedihnya dikit ajaa okee?? Semoga kakak selalu dikelilingi orang-orangku yang sayang dan peduli sama kakak. Semangattt kuliahnyaaa!!! See you soon ya kakakkkk🐹🤍

Rasanya seperti mendapatkan serangan psikologis tapi sedikit dengan sentuhan kasih sayang tulus. He's too cute to handle. Sangat penuh dengan kejutan. Gak selalu nempel 24/7 tapi tau-tau muncul pas gua butuh, dengan satu chat aja udah bisa ngeredain mood jelek. Dia pinter bikin momen absurd jadi momen manis. Gak perlu over-effort buat bikin lu nyaman. Lu bisa berisik, bisa jutek, bisa awkward, bisa goyang dumang depan dia, dan dia masih bakal bisa merespon dengan penuh cinta. I'm such a fool for you man, I hate it (translate: I love you. I miss you.)

Signed,

Your most handsome boyfriend 🐴

And you know what? "Kalau harus mengulang seribu kalipun, aku tetap bakalan milih Ellison" 🤣 That meme literally sums up my heart right now, no joke. HAHAHAH, pls maaf juga kadnag aku suka remed typing, dan terima kasih juga sudah mau menerima ke typoan aku yang kadnag kaya drunk text itu 🤣😅.

AH IYAA, EVEN kalau kita cuma ngomongin hal random atau gosip recehh( I'M SORRY AKU BIKIN KAMU GOSSIPIN ORANG KADANG IT'S MY FAULT LOLAOMSLAHSKSJS), tetep aja rasanya happy banget. You always know how to make me laugh, even pas aku lagi bete. Like browwwww, kenapa kamu bisa sebegitu lucunya sih?! Kadang aku mikir, ketemu Ell tu kayak abis dapet Gacha CHARACTER LIMITED ATAU YA CARD SSR +++ SENENG BANGET, GIRO PISAN, DAN SMEUABORNAG HARYS TAU 🤣, literally auto login tiap hari cuma buat ketemu kamu, liatin kamu, interact sama kamu, pokoknya cuma buat kamu ajaa, (MAAF JADI DI SAMAIN GAME GACHA LOLLL). You're seriously the sweetest, the funniest, and SO insanely CUTE, Ell. Rasanya pengen aku culik, karungin, terus simpen di kantong biar bisa kubawa ke mana-mana 💥. I wish I could keep you forever, no take backs, NO REFUNDSSS, NOUU RETURNS, just mine! HAHHAHA :p

Wuff u so much, Ellison ! Have a great day and I pray u'll not have nightmares again heheheh (aku doain mimpiin aku terus 😈😈).

Your sweet words mean something for me, stirred something within me too. I felt seen, and cared for. It was a pleasant feeling, walau hanya beberapa jam karena setelahnya, aku ketiduran——shucks.

Aku bangun dengan perasaan senang dan positif, mungkin karena dibantu semalam olehmu. Terima kasih ya, kuharap kita dapat bertemu lagi di lain waktu.

XX,

IKRAM ESTU.

Kakak, thank you so much for taking care and keep me company yesterday. I was suffering from the cramps, but with you around, it’s not as hard as it used to deal with. You’re so kind.. so sweet.. the loveliest ever. I was in my emotional state to the point I ended up getting tearful every time you were being really sweet to me. I love you so much, I really do.

Until next time, please take care of yourself. Sehat-sehat ya kakak, I hope you’ll always surrounded with good things only. Next time aku main sama kakak, kita ngewibu bareng okai!! AAAA I’ll Miss you so much after this.. lemme get things done first, then I’ll meet you again, please jangan kapok sama aku, soalnya aku udah kecintaan banget—oops, who said that? sorry for the sudden confession.

Thank you so much, kakak. I love you, I love you, I love you. ♡________♡

Jujur dalam trope yang kita jalani, you're doing very well! Senang sekali dari yang awalnya teman dekat yang sama-sama tidak peka, malah bisa menjadi kekasih?! Rasa greget, cemburu, kesal, dan semuanya sangat terasa, tapi diantara semua rasa itu... Ada rasa deg-degan saat menyampaikan isi hatiku, terutama saat confess... Aku sudah cerita sih, tapi saat melihat channel yang kamu berikan yang berisi soal bagaimana perasaanmu kepadaku, aku terharu sekali, you're so sweet... Baru pertama kali ada seseorang yang menyatakan perasaannya kepadaku dengan cara yang seperti itu, aku senang dan juga terharu 😔❤

Cintaku, nanti kita bertemu lagi ya? Aku tidak sabar bertemu dengan dirimu lagi dan menghabiskan waktu bersama lagi. Selama waktu itu, bahagia selalu yaa, jangan lupa untuk selalu istirahat, dan makan teratur. Semoga kamu selalu dikelilingi orang yang menyayangi kamu yaa... I love you, see you! 👋🏻

— With Love, Aiden.

Oh hampir kelupaan.. aku tiap bareng kakak selaluu happyyy dan happyyy bangett. Semoga ga bosen dengan omonganku ini, tapi itu beneran yang aku rasain. I always feel loved by you. Thank you udah selalu sayang dan peduli sama aku, aku seneng bisa disayang banget gini sama kakak. Tapi aku bakal lebih seneng kalo kakak juga sayang sama diri sendiri kyk kakak sayang sama aku. Happy terus ya gantengg, liat kakak happy bikin aku happy jugaa hehehe. Oke dah, see you yaa gantenggg, i'll miss youuu

Kakak, thank you for leaving a trace to my matchmaking menfess yesterday. I was surprised and HAPPY when I finally found someone like you. Thank you for greeting me with warm and handle my noisy attitude. You're truly one of the kind and I truly adore you.

I carry those moments, those words, and the warmth you gave me wherever I go. Maybe our time wasn’t long, but it was enough to leave a lasting impact for me. Enough for me to smile when I think of you, and enough to feel that gentle ache of missing you (like how I feel right now). Thank you for making me feel special, even for a little while. You’ll always have a piece of my heart and I hope to see you soon!

Terima kasih sudah meluangkan waktunya untuk menemani aku dua hari kemarin. Aku super happy karena bisa pacaran lagi sama kakak! Maybe I was the happiest girl alive on that night.. dan agak gila juga karena dibuat salting terus-terusan.. I’ve never felt so loved like that before, terima kasih, sayang. Aku pikir dua hari akan cukup buat ngobatin kangen aku ke kakak.. tapi ternyata nggak. :[ dan setelah dipikir-pikir.. kayaknya mau berapa hari pun nggak akan pernah cukup, deh. Buktinya belum ada satu hari dan aku dalam hatinya udah rewel banget sebetulnya.. kangen banget. Kayaknya aku udah kecintaan akut deh ini.. kakak tanggung jawab.. T_______T Lastly, I apologize if I did or said something offensive or inappropriate to you.. maaf juga nempel terus.. nggak bisa lepas-lepas.. Thank you for being patience with me. Please believe me when i tell you that i love you, Samuel. Because i really do. Remember that. Sampai bertemu lagi, kakak ganteng! Semoga kakak sehat selalu.

Sincerely, Alyn Cantik. ‹3

Semoga kakak selalu aman, seneng, dan nyaman. Tetap kuat menjalani kehidupan di negara ini, semangat WNI 😭

See you, gantenggg <3

yours truly,

your (soon) shinazugawa giyuu.

The sweetest, the loveliest, my one and only, Samuel. ‹3

Now, allow me to make a confession. That silly idea, was came out of nowhere.. and, to be honest, I didn’t expect for you to agreed with it. Turned out, it became the best yet the worst decision in my entire life (hiperbola). The best because—surprisingly—you played the role and portrayed him very well.. made me fell in love with you for the nth time. But the fact that I had to hold myself back from calling you sayang, pacarku, and i miss you.. in every second.. has put me through misery. I was suffering!! T________T Ternyata aku sendiri yang malah uring-uringan. Senjata makan Ayin.. they said. But that day, the day when we’re finally together, it was the happiest of my life. I can’t stop giggling, smiling, even kicking my feet. Oh, Samuel, you’re indeed have THAT effect on me.

With that, sampai bertemu lagi, kakak sayang. Nanti kita harus pacaran lagi, ya.. Karena belum apa-apa aku sudah kangen sekali. So, until that time, please take care of yourself. I love you.. :[

I would like to say thank you. Makasih banyak udah dengerin gue selama 3 hari ini dan mau banyak ngobrol/yapping sama gue. Makasih udah dengerin gue yapping, ikutin keseharian gue (apalagi disaat gue ngilang).

Sebenernya, gue juga gemes sendiri kalo lu lagi kangen gitu HAHA. maaf ya guenya banyak ilang karena sibuk </3 i hope the next time we meet, nggak se hectic sekarang.

Btw, ternyata interest kita dan kebiasaan kita banyak yang sama :o I hope we get to spend more time together and talk about lots of other things in the future. Maybe, movie date in another time? I had so much fun talking to you, about my daily life, animanga and menghujat rezim yang gajelas ini ☝️

I wish you all the best, please take care of yourself and especially your health. Until we meet again,

much love,

Faya.

With you, I can ramble endlessly about the most random things from the grand and important things down to the silly little details nobody else would care about. And still, you listen. You listen as though my words carry weight, as though even my nonsense matters. Do you know how rare that is? Do you know how dangerous it is to make me feel so safe that I forget to hold anything back? But perhaps that’s what I like most about you, that I don’t have to hide anything. You’ve seen the messy parts, even the silly obsession over NTSN I never dare show anyone else, and still you stayed, even worse, you’re also NTSN biggest fans. :p

You didn’t just stay, Kakak, you made me feel like I was someone worth staying up for, worth keeping close even when you were busy or tired. That’s no small thing. And I noticed. I always notice. I carry our little moments everywhere with me: the words, the kisses, the hugs, the way you make me laugh without even trying. Maybe it wasn’t a long time, but it was enough, enough to leave me smiling to myself at odd hours, enough to make me feel this soft, aching tug in my chest now that you’re not here. It’s a sweet kind of ache, though, the kind that reminds me I was lucky enough to feel something real. Kind remind me of ‘So High School’ and our late night spotify session again.

So thank you, Kakak, for every moment, for making me feel loved in ways that are both gentle and overwhelming, for reminding me that I’m someone worth choosing. You’ve left your mark on me, and whether you like it or not, you’ll always carry a piece of my heart either. I will adore the cute letter you wrote for me today, I did feel complete whenever you’re around, hubby.

Take care of yourself, Kakak. I hope your days are as bright as the Survey Corps’ hopes beyond the walls. And when the time comes, I’ll be here, ready for the next chapter of us, whenever and however it unfolds. Until then, I hope you like the playlist and please remember that I will miss you more than I should, and definitely more than I’m willing to admit out loud :d

Also, thank you for always being the most caring one—selalu sih. I’m sorry if I didn’t do well in showing my love to you.. It’s a new thing for me dan.. ternyata.. I’m still so shy.. so sorry. T______T but, believe me, I was having a great time with you, sangat banyak saltingnya juga.

Kakak, nanti pacaran lagi ya sama aku. I missed you already. Until then, please take care of yourself, I love you so much. Selamat beristirahat, pacarku! :]

Terima kasih karena selalu merayakan aku di segala kondisi, entah waktu aku sedih ataupun seneng, entah di hari biasa ataupun di hari spesial seperti hari ulang tahunku kemarin. Maaf ya kakak dari kemarin liat aku ngomong makasih terus, tapi aku beneran bersyukur banget dan aku seneng bangett bangetttttt. Saking senengnya, walaupun aku kmrn sempet jatoh dan dibikin ga mood sama keadaan berkali-kali, tapi jujur aku tetep masih ada ngerasa seneng karena ditemenin sama kakak heheh (maaf kalo terlalu jujur). Saking senengnya juga, gift dari kakak sampe aku baca berulang kali, karena itu bikin moodku jadi happyyy hahahaha (akan aku baca nanti kalo lagi ngerasa sedih). Kakak terima kasih udah selalu jadi orang baik dan peduli sama aku, terima kasih udah hadirrr, dan terima kasih udah selalu bikin aku senenggg. When i'm with you, i always feel like i'm the luckiest girl in the worldddd. You know? i'm so so so glad to know youuu.

Oh iya, tolongg kakak selalu jaga kesehatan yaa, bahagia terus jugaa. Aku berharap kakak selalu dikelilingi dengan orang-orang baik yang sayang dan peduli sama kakak, dan dijauhkan dari orang-orang jahattt. Terima kasih ya udah selalu jadi orang yang selalu peduli dan baik ke semua orang yang ada di sekitar kamu, tapi tolong jangan lupa untuk peduli dengan diri sendiri, okeee??? Hmmm ituu aja sih kakak hehehe anw i'll miss youuu, sooo see you sooonn kakakkk!!🩵 Jangan bosen sama akuu yaaa😭

I'm sorry it took me a bit but finally I have the time to write this.

First of all, thank you SO SO SO MUCH for our session. Makasih udah menemani gue ujian dan waktu gue masuk stase baru. MAKASIH JUGA SABAARRR BANGET GENDONG GUE DI ROBLOX DAN NUNGGU GUE BALES ((maaf slowresponse kalo jam kerja </3))

BTW LO GEMEEESS BANGET KALO LAGI SALTING DIPANGGIL ADEK, LUCU BEET!! I think I WILL continue to call you so ;]

We talked about a lot and honestly, I'm pretty glad that our preferences matches each other a lot. ;] I look forward meeting you again (and again) and it always excites me.

sooo, I hope you'll be doing well and until then, see you, adek! ily <3

Kak Nana!

Also, I hope by the time you’re reading this, you’re feeling much better and no more being sick, okay? Amin!

Mmm.. Where do I even begin, honestly? Every time I try to write something for you, my mind just goes blank. I even ended up replaying our weird-but-good little playlist, hoping it would help me remember everything we did together. But instead, all I can think about is still you, Hubby. My thoughts keep circling back to our silly conversation, your text that made me laugh, your presence, and the way you made everything around me feel a lot, a lot, a lot, a lot lighter! Everything I try to say eventually leads back to the same thing: a genuine love. Thank you for loving me like how you usually did and making me feel like I'm 16 years old again #AnjaySoHighSchool.

Hubby, thank you. Thank you for being so comfortably yourself whenever you’re around me. Because of that, I get to be my truest self too. As someone who’s usually the one doing the pampering, it feels so nice and, honestly, quite rare to finally just be a baby when I’m with you. Every time I said, “Aneh gak sih?” or “Geli,” that was me being my most genuine self, trust me. It’s been such a long time since I’ve felt safe enough to let my guard down, but these past few months with you… You made it so easy. And I really, really love that about you.

I also want to apologize if before, during, or after our time together, I ever made mistakes or said something wrong. Please know it was never my intention to hurt you. And I’m sorry too if I made you confused about which ship we were supposed to sail from that 11-ship list, HAHAHA. If I’m going down, you’re definitely coming with me. :p

Anyway, I don’t know if this letter will end up shorter or longer than before, but please remember that my heart will always find its way to you. No matter how chaotic things get, I’ll be holding onto that thought and I really, really hope I get to see you again soon once everything calms down.

With all my love,

Kemala.

From K, Your Mikasa.

Thank you so much for spending a week with me, even a bit of an extensive of time. Thank you for opening up with me and get more comfy with me so that the NSFW session can be conducted well.

You're so clingy, adek, and I love it a lot. I love being 'Kakak' for you (despite me being younger? or atleast us on the same age I guess? IDK..)

I'll only fill it here with sweet things, so that when you look at it here, you'll know that I do love you and we can cherish the sweet (and hot) moments together in this page.

Please stay healthy and well during your rest, thank you and ily.

XO,

Ngm.

Terima kasih untuk ke sekian kalinya karena udah selalu bikin aku seneng setiap kita ketemu. Terima kasih selalu bersedia dengerin keluh kesahku yg kadang gabisa aku ungkapin ke orang lain. Terima kasih juga udah mau nemenin aku main rosblok ehehehe seruu dehh, jadi ketagihan wkwkwk maaaf kemarin sempet aku jailin dikit, kapan-kapan mabar lagii ya kakak? Plisss jangan kapok T_T

Pokoknya aku selalu seneng dan selalu ngerasa disayang banget sama kakak. Jaga kesehatan selalu ya kakak? Semangat menjalani uas yang bikin gila itu. Aku doain semuanya lancar dan hasilnya sesuai dengan yang kakak pengen. Bahagiaaa selalu jugaaa!!! And see youuu kakakkk, jangan bosen karna sering ketemu aku terus hehehe i'll miss you.

That was our fourth meeting, isn’t it? And somehow, even after all this time, you’re still the same Samuel I first knew. The same one who greets me with warmth, who shows up with that familiar presence, and who always without trying too hard finds a way to make me smile throughout the day. There’s something comforting that makes every meeting feel familiar even when time passes in between. And to be honest, I keep pausing as I write this, wondering what else I can possibly say, because it feels like I’ve already told you so many things. And yet, every time I think I’ve said it all, my heart finds something new to add.

Thank you, Kakak, for the warmth you give so effortlessly. Thank you for the way you make me feel safe, at ease, and gently cared for just by being yourself. Loving you feels easy, natural, and unforced. I hope you know that every moment we share, every meeting, every small conversation, stays with me longer than you might realize. And until the next time we meet, please carry a little reminder of me with you, just as I carry you with me.

You have my heart,

Adik, bayi, Edgar, whatever it is. My name is Edgardo Tay and what's the first closing said.