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      <title>It’s Personal (some, fictional) by Eliane Charmine</title>
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      <pubDate>2023-11-08 18:11:36 UTC</pubDate>
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         <title>Ms. Bitch</title>
         <author>charmeliane</author>
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         <description><![CDATA[<div>All delusional, try-hard, how typical<br>Surviving, barely. Despised? Definitely&nbsp;<br>Voices, shouting and rumors echoing<br>In her tini-tiny brain because shit<br>Bitch’s life is full of paranoia, hurt and pain<br>Broken, why is she always broken?<br>She falls for everyone but herself<br>Selflessly selfish, in the name of her shit<br>As if the past isn’t enough to hurt<br>Voices kept on bringing it back<br>And no, she’s never had the hots for you<br>She disliked your ego, you’re stiff and boring<br>And yet she loved you anyway<br>All your hidden agendas revealed&nbsp;<br>Your hidden thoughts<br>Those hurtful words<br>This bitch ain’t trusting you again</div>]]></description>
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         <pubDate>2023-11-08 18:24:39 UTC</pubDate>
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         <title>The Right</title>
         <author>charmeliane</author>
         <link>https://padlet.com/charmeliane/f9lxzj9a3xf2brga/wish/2782038967</link>
         <description><![CDATA[<div>A little close to the fire that burns</div><div>Turning red, spinning, and spiraling&nbsp;</div><div>Exchanging glances, taking turns</div><div>Love songs by the voices, singing</div><div><br></div><div>When the fuck will I ever learn</div><div>You got my heart tirelessly dancing</div><div>All these love that I earn</div><div>A quarter is yours, to you I’m facing</div><div><br></div><div>Just to see a look so stern</div><div>With my eyes, jokingly flirting&nbsp;</div><div>Real wild hiding love in a fern</div><div>You smile, you laugh, I’m giggling</div><div><br></div><div>All my butterflies go to churn</div><div>With everything that you’re saying</div><div>With all the words, to you I turn</div><div>With all your dirty jokes and teasing</div><div><br></div><div>I don’t think this feeling’s leaving anytime soon</div>]]></description>
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         <pubDate>2023-11-08 18:28:02 UTC</pubDate>
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         <title>All In My Head</title>
         <author>charmeliane</author>
         <link>https://padlet.com/charmeliane/f9lxzj9a3xf2brga/wish/2782050384</link>
         <description><![CDATA[<div>You feel like everyone is out to get you</div><div>Looking at you, judging you</div><div>They’re not real, they’re really not&nbsp;</div><div>But my pent up anger? It’s a lot</div><div>Don’t freak out, they’re just words</div><div>Well whatever because they hurt like swords</div><div>Breaking down very bad</div><div>Too much, too sad</div><div><br></div><div>You gain a friend that makes you laugh</div><div>They don’t see him so you form a draft</div><div>Copy his jokes, make people smile</div><div>Is it worth it when it’s not your style?</div><div>She sings to you a lullaby</div><div>You turn around, let out a sigh&nbsp;</div><div>Not a person, not your friend&nbsp;</div><div>Guardian angel in your head</div><div><br></div><div>Watch everything fall down into ruins</div><div>Watch yourself fall into sin</div><div>Unintelligible voices screaming at you</div><div>You lose sight of what is true</div><div>Ruin everything in your way</div><div>Looking at a disastrous play</div><div>That is real because you’re imprisoned</div><div>By darkness that lacks reason</div>]]></description>
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         <pubDate>2023-11-08 18:37:05 UTC</pubDate>
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         <title>Lutang</title>
         <author>charmeliane</author>
         <link>https://padlet.com/charmeliane/f9lxzj9a3xf2brga/wish/2782069537</link>
         <description><![CDATA[<div>Dama ko ang mga paru-parong nililipad ng alapaap</div><div>Ako'y nahulog sa iyong mga matang tila'y minamasid ang kaluluwa ng akin</div><div>Di ko mawari kung bakit ako'y tila nakalutang nung panay ang iyong sulyap</div><div>Ang aking mga mata kanina'y sumisinag na parang alitaptap, sana ay iyong napansin</div><div><br></div><div>Ako'y nahalina sa iyong mga biro at tawa na tila nakakahawa</div><div>Kislap ng iyong mga mata ay kay sarap pagmasdan</div><div>Mabigyan pa sana tayo ng oras, kay</div><div>Bathala ako'y nagmamakaawa</div><div>Dahil kada segundo, sa aking isipan, ika'y nananahan</div>]]></description>
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         <pubDate>2023-11-08 18:51:14 UTC</pubDate>
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         <title>Done Deal</title>
         <author>charmeliane</author>
         <link>https://padlet.com/charmeliane/f9lxzj9a3xf2brga/wish/2782094314</link>
         <description><![CDATA[<div>Her presence is like a warm hug<br>My friend, my safety net<br>I found my person<br>I’ve never felt so comfortable in my own silence<br>Junaisah, you’re everything&nbsp;<br>This friendship is going to last, done deal</div>]]></description>
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         <pubDate>2023-11-08 19:09:57 UTC</pubDate>
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         <title>Ebenezer</title>
         <author>charmeliane</author>
         <link>https://padlet.com/charmeliane/f9lxzj9a3xf2brga/wish/2782124789</link>
         <description><![CDATA[<div>Thoughts running wild<br>Thinking something’s about to happen<br>His thoughts of her are fading<br>90/10 I know he’ll be just fine<br><br>Street smart and emotionally intelligent<br>My homie, you’re more than enough<br>Intuitive and observant<br>A rare gem hard to come by</div>]]></description>
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         <pubDate>2023-11-08 19:33:36 UTC</pubDate>
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         <title>Within My Catholic Heart</title>
         <author>charmeliane</author>
         <link>https://padlet.com/charmeliane/f9lxzj9a3xf2brga/wish/2782141166</link>
         <description><![CDATA[<div>In the name of our kingdom come</div><div>Our paradise be known</div><div>Together we stand to share</div><div>Our hands for the lands we own</div><div><br></div><div>God, our Father, our neighbors, our kins</div><div>We were given a gift to treasure</div><div>Our earth, it’s beauty and it’s worth&nbsp;</div><div>We deserve, we repent, we serve</div><div><br></div><div>Our sins, our debts, we ask for forgiveness&nbsp;</div><div>We are the children of God from heaven</div><div>We are the waves of the oceans</div><div>That passes life through the sands</div><div><br></div><div>We are the product of nature and love</div><div>And to nature we return to nurture&nbsp;</div><div>Every part of us that makes this world</div><div>Our home, our paradise, our love, our hope</div>]]></description>
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         <pubDate>2023-11-08 19:47:06 UTC</pubDate>
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         <title>A Family I Pretend Is Mine</title>
         <author>charmeliane</author>
         <link>https://padlet.com/charmeliane/f9lxzj9a3xf2brga/wish/2782143788</link>
         <description><![CDATA[<div>Father<br>I am the pillar that keeps you safe<br>The spikes, the fence that protects from danger<br>The one who brings home love and faith<br>Wherever I go, the responsibility is mine&nbsp;<br>I’m inspired, my family is my priority<br>My wife and my daughter, my loyalty is theirs<br><br>Mother<br>My light shines bright enough<br>For my family, my love, my world<br>To nurture, to love with nothing in return<br>I am the light that leads the way<br>The path of my daughter to be happy<br>For her to be the best version of herself&nbsp;<br>I am the light that supports my spouse, to have and to hold, through sickness and in health, for the rest of my life<br><br><br>Daughter<br>I brought joy and I pledge to never stop<br>I will live a life and be happy<br>Forever grateful for the guidance of my folks<br>I will be carrying their love with me, everywhere I go<br>I promise to protect myself like my dad always have<br>And to not waste all the care given to me by my mom<br>My safety net, a bear hug of a presence<br>In return, I will be their breath of fresh air</div>]]></description>
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         <pubDate>2023-11-08 19:49:22 UTC</pubDate>
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         <title>Rare (NSFW)</title>
         <author>charmeliane</author>
         <link>https://padlet.com/charmeliane/f9lxzj9a3xf2brga/wish/2782179347</link>
         <description><![CDATA[<div>I’d usually touch but never twitch<br>I’d usually fondle but get distracted<br>This is a rare occurrence&nbsp;<br>This is so unlike me<br><br>This demisexual flower starts to bloom<br>Take a trip and lick my honey<br>See the spasms, see how it beats for you<br>A rare hibiscus, picked by you</div>]]></description>
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         <pubDate>2023-11-08 20:21:55 UTC</pubDate>
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         <title>Inside, Looking Out</title>
         <author>charmeliane</author>
         <link>https://padlet.com/charmeliane/f9lxzj9a3xf2brga/wish/2782182385</link>
         <description><![CDATA[<div>Talking to the walls and the ceilings</div><div>The windows left open</div><div>In my room, alone</div><div>The trees, the birds and the bees</div><div>In the corner, inside a bubble</div><div>A butterfly trapped in a jar</div><div>A frog dissected, not sedated&nbsp;</div><div>A Jack in the box, about to come out</div><div>To free itself from the walls around</div>]]></description>
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         <pubDate>2023-11-08 20:24:47 UTC</pubDate>
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         <title>Colors</title>
         <author>charmeliane</author>
         <link>https://padlet.com/charmeliane/f9lxzj9a3xf2brga/wish/2782186724</link>
         <description><![CDATA[<div>I could’ve given you more than a Skittle</div><div>I would’ve given you some of my colors</div><div>Painting your life with my affection&nbsp;</div><div>Maybe a piece of myself, only for you</div><div><br></div><div>Maybe I’m infatuated, in love, a little</div><div>Seeing you walk in and out the door</div><div>My eyes are yours, my attention&nbsp;</div><div>You give more colors to my skies so blue</div><div><br></div><div>You got me giddy as a beetle</div><div>Colorful fireworks count to one from four</div><div>Subtleness about to leave with delegation&nbsp;</div><div>With all that you are, everything you do</div><div><br></div><div>Positively shrieking like a kettle</div><div>You got my love for you in store</div><div>All of me, within my congregation&nbsp;</div><div>You are my king in this kingdom I drew</div>]]></description>
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         <pubDate>2023-11-08 20:29:05 UTC</pubDate>
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         <title>Every Trace Of You</title>
         <author>charmeliane</author>
         <link>https://padlet.com/charmeliane/f9lxzj9a3xf2brga/wish/2782206384</link>
         <description><![CDATA[<div>All your pictures, deleted<br>From, “I’d trust you with my life”<br>To, “I don’t want anything to do with you”<br>I have no regrets, I’m free</div>]]></description>
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         <pubDate>2023-11-08 20:50:37 UTC</pubDate>
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         <title>A Round Of Applause</title>
         <author>charmeliane</author>
         <link>https://padlet.com/charmeliane/f9lxzj9a3xf2brga/wish/2782275240</link>
         <description><![CDATA[<div>Not the angry type, I left that shit in highschool<br>A round of applause for the boy who never fails to make my blood boil<br>Astonishing talent of making a commitment out of being an asshole<br><br>You make the veins on my forehead skip a beat<br>That said, happy 5th monthsary of being jackass<br>I passionately despise you<br>May the roads devour you and your motorcycle alive</div>]]></description>
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         <pubDate>2023-11-08 22:17:06 UTC</pubDate>
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         <title>Don’t</title>
         <author>charmeliane</author>
         <link>https://padlet.com/charmeliane/f9lxzj9a3xf2brga/wish/2785732727</link>
         <description><![CDATA[<div>You show me all<br>I show you none<br>Don’t get confident<br>Don’t get greedy<br><br>Don’t follow me<br>You’re not who I wanna do<br>Not my father’s daughter<br>Not going to get fooled by you<br><br>From dawn till nightfall&nbsp;<br>I’ll show you none<br>I’ll leave a dent<br>Don’t get needy<br><br>You lean to kiss me</div><div>I turn my back on you</div><div>We go back to strangers</div><div>Just like deja vu&nbsp;</div>]]></description>
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         <pubDate>2023-11-11 15:47:44 UTC</pubDate>
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         <title>Seven Seas</title>
         <author>charmeliane</author>
         <link>https://padlet.com/charmeliane/f9lxzj9a3xf2brga/wish/2785751743</link>
         <description><![CDATA[<div>We are wanderers<br>Getting lost<br>Nina, I’d sail across the seven seas<br>Just to be with you<br><br>I sense the weight getting greater<br>At every cost<br>I’ll sail across the seven seas<br>Just to be with you</div>]]></description>
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         <pubDate>2023-11-11 16:30:15 UTC</pubDate>
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         <title>Moves</title>
         <author>charmeliane</author>
         <link>https://padlet.com/charmeliane/f9lxzj9a3xf2brga/wish/2785763650</link>
         <description><![CDATA[<div>I’d die again and again<br>Just to feel alive with you<br>I’d keep all your secrets<br>Just to be held by you<br><br>You’re the most destructive zen<br>Yet I’d do anything for you to see me too<br>All the hopes are met<br>When I’m around with you<br><br>Of all the monsters and men<br>I see stars in everything that you do<br>My heart is all set<br>In the likes of you</div>]]></description>
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         <pubDate>2023-11-11 16:58:17 UTC</pubDate>
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         <title>The Itsy Bitsy Spider (The Making)</title>
         <author>charmeliane</author>
         <link>https://padlet.com/charmeliane/f9lxzj9a3xf2brga/wish/2803048308</link>
         <description><![CDATA[<div><br>Weaving the web for art</div><div>Russian roulette and darts</div><div>What to write about</div><div>As I bite my lips and pout<br><br></div><div>This is all fictional</div><div>Imagination, mental</div><div>This itsy bitsy spider climbs to the top</div><div>Till it crashes and falls down your lap<br><br></div><div><br>Bam! In the zone I go<br><br></div>]]></description>
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         <pubDate>2023-11-26 18:38:39 UTC</pubDate>
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         <title>The Itsy Bitsy Spider (NSFW)</title>
         <author>charmeliane</author>
         <link>https://padlet.com/charmeliane/f9lxzj9a3xf2brga/wish/2803057117</link>
         <description><![CDATA[<div>The itsy bitsy spider went to the top<br>You enter the room, it falls and crashes down your lap<br>You feed into its poison<br>In return you release your sap<br><br>So the itsy bitsy spider won’t mind falling for you again<br><br></div>]]></description>
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         <pubDate>2023-11-26 18:57:53 UTC</pubDate>
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         <title>Umay (NSFW)</title>
         <author>charmeliane</author>
         <link>https://padlet.com/charmeliane/f9lxzj9a3xf2brga/wish/2803066324</link>
         <description><![CDATA[<div>Mga nakahubad na larawan<br>Mga naghahalikan sa daan<br>Bakit wala akong maramdaman?<br><br>Wala naman akong ibang hangad<br>Pero kahit igiling mo ng sagad<br>Bakit wala akong maramdaman?<br><br>Gumamelang minsan lang bumula<br>Nang aking ginalaw at piniga<br>Kailan ko ulit mararamdaman?<br><br>Ilang tula ang nasulat<br>Erotika, bagay na makakalat<br>Umay, wala talaga akong maramdaman<br><br></div>]]></description>
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         <pubDate>2023-11-26 19:19:02 UTC</pubDate>
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