My one true love that my heart beated for  

Your brunet hair and dark eyes I miss the most 

When your birthday pass I think of you more 

I heard about what happened I blamed myself 

You didn’t expected me to forgive you, yet you left. 

When  I looked through all our memories on the shelf 

Even all the time that we spent watching Burlesque
 

I knew I was better off without you 

I’m glad I took this path walking towards life 

Starting a new journey not being blue 

Got nothing to lose cause I have Christ
 

My life is better without having you 

For I know now the truth be told 

Wend wend wend and be gone for a giglet is due

For I am at the age I am to old 

I am no cuckold but you be at your base

There is no reason to scold or chide

I will be brave and beautiful in lace 

No reason to scurry no reason to hide

I’ll stay true only to me and myself

For you are a course and a wicked one

Love is deceitful and I loathe my wealth 

We hath reached the end and I am dome

Caused by a dint I am now a course

I loved all willing with no remorse 

Absorbing all light and hope in its wake.

It isolates me from those that love me

And burns my soul with insufferable ache.

It speaks to me with a voice so shrilling

And at the same time softly, as to soothe.

But calm it does not. Its words are chilling.

Its goals are complex, yet its motives crude. 

I feel it in my chest as a pressure

And in my mind as a terrible pain.

Its depravity is beyond measure.

I fear that I might be going insane.

It wants to destroy me, this thing I abhor.

So why, why can’t I let it be ignored?

When everyone is already crazed

To be anything less would be lazy

Even the thought of it has me dazed

 

Doing the exact same thing day to day

Insanity is plain and boring

There is nothing more you can do or say

The sight of insanity is adoring

 

Insanity can be seen as beauty

Insanity makes us who we are

Insanity can make us moody

Insanity will push us far

 

Doing the same, expecting a different result

To be insane is to be an adult

You are not always as you seem to be

Sometimes you are hit with the unexpected

Life can trap you so you are no longer free

Yesterday you had life perfected

Now today you do not know your own name

You can no longer accomplish simple tasks

You now lay at home all crippled and lame

Your face is now covered with many masks

You don’t understand why this has happened

Your family has left you because of this

You found others but they left you saddened

All you wanted was one simple kiss

The only thing that keeps you from crying

Is that today there is someone trying

 

What was the fate to gentlemanly love?

Like all things that age, it appears dying.

At first, like Icarus, takes flight like doves,

In the end, with hope, left dead and lying.

 

Bouquets either dead or remain in fields,

Umbrellas never shared, only to be hung.

A tragedy we watch but hearts yield,

A romantic duet that’s no longer sung.

 

Gentlemanly love may be letting go,

But nothing dies without an influence.

A modern tapestry that we do sew,

Crafted a new romance from this point hence.

 

True, in life nothing ever lasts to long.

But from the remains, love from a new song.

Adam and Eve ate the apple to start this.

We all just want to be a freeman.

No one ever feels like they are in bliss.

I am consumed by the fire inside me.

We all are afraid of our own demons.

All of our demons are literally bees.

We all feel like we are all beaten.

Bees really suck, I mean seriously.

There is no way to avoid our demons.

You can try to run from them but you can’t.

At the end, they all find a way back to you.

You can just keep on running from our demons.

you can always keep trying to leave them behind

Minecraft is actually a really fun game

 I like it because you can make your own mods.

You say you like roblox? Well that is just lame.

Ask Austin if Minecraft is better. He nods.

There are mods that add lots of creatures.

Cats, horses, sheep, dragons, chickens and, cows.

Every update, they add new features.

Creativity and vision, it allows.

Some say it’s pointless, a waste of my time.

They think its stupid hours lost in a day.

.Extra content won’t cost you a dime.

Did you know there’s a dragon you can slay?

After the end, the game will not wither.

And I wont have wasted my time either.