was to economize,

to save for 

tomorrow. Tomorrow could be worse yet. "

Why,  but why would I bless Him? Every fiber in me rebelled. 

Because He caused

thousands

of children to burn in His mass 

graves? Because He kept six crematoria

working day and night, 

including Sabbath

and the Holy Days?

Because

in His great

might, He had created Auschwitz, Birkenau,

Buna, and so many 

other factories

of  death? How could I say to Him: Blessed

be 

Thou, Almighty, Master of the Universe, who chose us among all 

nations to be tortured day and night, to watch as our  fathers, our 

mothers, our brothers

end up in the furnaces?

Praised

be Thy 

Holy Name, for having

chosen us to be slaughtered

on Thine 

altar? "