R - RESILIENCE

I - INITIATIVE

T -TENACITY

out of the four words for GRIT, what i need to work most on is Initiative, it involves a willingness to get things done wich im usually unable to do so since im prone to procrastinate - especialiy the fact that i can start things but i will usually never see them through.

but TV on the other hand is very distracting, i always have something on or playing in the background, i be wanting to start movie or a series and i completely put all work aside, wich then messes up the work schedule i had planned out. i be doing work like studying or working on an essay and suddenly i find the remote in my hand whilst i skim through my youtube.

i usually handle it by doing all my work in one sitting and in the kitchen ( im typing this while in the kitchen )

like in my A&P class theres this guy who puts in 4-5 hours of study time for that class wich makes sence because he knows all the answers to what the professor asks, yet i can barely put in more than an hour to study, i try to maintain a schedule before a test comes up but i end up sabotaging myself .

i dont have any stress managements, exsept for sleep and watching TV and that doesnt exactly get me anywhere.

putting in the hard work for anything in life can get you many things and more, and it also counts when you work smarter not harder, both of those options work well together - think about yourself and the loved ones who support you and imagine a better life for you and them a long with a degree you earned through your hardwork and dedication to the job you may have or cuurently have. as you did put in all the hard work to get there, so be proud that you at least did something worthwhile.

\but from what i've picked up from my math class is that the goverment always got their harnds in you bank account, and from my dad wich happens to be my cureent source of income, is to always have extra money and more than one account for everything.

make deductions and have money separated for sertain and more important things that can allow you to keep living the life you want without any problems with debt.

by that i just mean budget, wich is the most helpful park taht i learned and wich to read the fine print when signing up for a bank or loan.

i want to keep it as a habit not just to be mobile and hhealthy, but to keep myself awake and up to date with the time in keeping a schedule so that i just dont let the days pass by without getting anything done.

" fear kills more dreams than failure will "

happiness happens to be my main goal in life, its my mindset - i go on with my datt with a smile and positive thoughts, i dont like problems or negativity that can harm my peace of mind, i make my own happiness with my hobbies and day to day activities and i plan to keep it that way.

like i've mentioned before, i am all up for procrastinating and being afraid to try new things and to change the way i do things, of course i am aware that it won't get me anywhere if i keep that mindset up, but i'm slowly opening up chances that can benefit my life and goals.

but i would say just about anything that professor Mccracked has talked about has been worthwhile and encoraging - it made me better understand life and what i should expect and how to view things in a more positive and convenient way. it is a shame i can't learn more from her but i will take her words to heart and use them to my best benefit, especially the fear managament because i need and will try new things that can improove me and my mindset.