https://padlet.com/aprilarme/ewqjmqxjihgaj2xi how..why…? en-us 2021-08-20 11:42:55 UTC 2024-07-19 09:47:38 UTC hello@padlet.com aprilarme https://padlet.com/aprilarme/ewqjmqxjihgaj2xi/wish/1687974261 hari ini gw sedih banget… apa karena gw terlalu sibuk mikirin how to survive to be an exact last year college student, makanya jadinya kaya gini? i mean.. i’m trying, why can you push me away?

kalau ditanya, sibuk nggak, i will answer no. no is exactly no. karena aku udah berusaha buat ngeluangin waktu. bisa engga, pas aku lagi bener bener bisa, kamu juga gak sibuk, kita ngelakuin yang pengen kita lakuin? is that hard for you? kamu mau nunggu aku selesai skripsian?

aku sedih, and this bring me down. totally.]]> 2021-08-20 14:19:47 UTC https://padlet.com/aprilarme/ewqjmqxjihgaj2xi/wish/1687974261 aprilarme https://padlet.com/aprilarme/ewqjmqxjihgaj2xi/wish/1687975746 2021-08-20 14:20:38 UTC https://padlet.com/aprilarme/ewqjmqxjihgaj2xi/wish/1687975746 aprilarme https://padlet.com/aprilarme/ewqjmqxjihgaj2xi/wish/1687988642 tapi pernah ga, sadar ga sadar, berusahanya aku terlihat mudah. kamu takut kalau aku jadi orang yang gak bisa melewati espektasi aku sendiri karena kamu. makes sense. ]]> 2021-08-20 14:28:01 UTC https://padlet.com/aprilarme/ewqjmqxjihgaj2xi/wish/1687988642 aprilarme https://padlet.com/aprilarme/ewqjmqxjihgaj2xi/wish/1689455945 i miss him.
we haven’t talked for straight 31 hours. it’s my fault, clearly mine.. and now i miss him, so much. i don’t know how to say hi properly.. my friends told me to.. but in other way i’m thinking that he needs longer time to be alone. also, i’m too afraid to say hi… ]]> 2021-08-22 12:00:11 UTC https://padlet.com/aprilarme/ewqjmqxjihgaj2xi/wish/1689455945 aprilarme https://padlet.com/aprilarme/ewqjmqxjihgaj2xi/wish/1689456428 i hate my self. i hate my mind to keep processing all the wild thoughts that can break trusts between me and him.]]> 2021-08-22 12:01:21 UTC https://padlet.com/aprilarme/ewqjmqxjihgaj2xi/wish/1689456428