143 Case Diary by Secret Admirer

1st Day — 28th May

cheesypie — 2023-06-12 17:31:31 UTC

At first I thought we were just friend. There's nothing special between us. And I've never imagined before to have romantic feelings for you. But Im totally wrong... My own feelings for you are growing slowly.

2nd Day — 29th May

cheesypie — 2023-06-14 14:45:14 UTC

My feelings for you is just the same like yesterday. I used to response all your bbc without thinking about it so long. But here is a surprise! My first attempt to get close to you, although I failed on it... But I believe I still have another chance for tomorrow. It's not a right time to give up this early.

Beginning — 18th May

cheesypie — 2023-06-14 14:53:12 UTC

The day when I received a notification from my friend. Just friend, nothing more. He asked me about my current condition at that time. I was touched, really. I thought we won't continue our chit-chat, but the fact we're not.

3rd Day — 30th May

cheesypie — 2023-06-14 14:54:07 UTC

Second attempt to prove my feelings towards you! But seems like I don't really need it anyway cause I already know the answer for all the questions I've always wondered before. Im just doing denial things every day and every night. It waste my time and so tiring, to be honest.

4th Day — 1st June

cheesypie — 2023-06-14 14:55:02 UTC

Welcoming a new month with a new hope. I can't lie anymore that my feelings for you is so real. An undescribable feeling one. I get excited easily every time your notifications popping up on my screen. Feels a bit strange about how I feel the butterflies flying upon my stomach.

Fast Forward (19-27th May)

cheesypie — 2023-06-14 14:55:44 UTC

I need more than 1 week to get along with you. At first I was a cold-hearted person. I never thaught to open my heart again for you or for anyone else, at least in the near future. But I have to say this! Your charm, i mean your undeniable charm. It so captivating and I can't resist it. Also, I really enjoy our chit chat time. You know how to liven up the mood in rc. You know how to make your partner feel comfortable to have a chit chat with you. You. Driving. Me. Crazy.

5th Day — 2nd June

cheesypie — 2023-06-14 14:56:12 UTC

Time flies so fast. I didn't realize that we've spent a lot of good times together. You made me laugh, I made you laugh. That's very simple right? Also I talked something random and you did the same thing. Actually I just feel like we can end our chit-chat time since a long time ago but surprisingly we won't to stop it, or is it only me? The one who don't want to end it all.

6th Day — 3rd June

cheesypie — 2023-06-14 15:01:57 UTC

Debate, debate, and debate. We killed our chit chat time only by a never ending debate. It sounds a bit childish, I know. But having a never ending debate with you is one of the best things in my whole life. previously, I feel like i forget how to laugh and smile but you tell me how to do it again. Thanks to you, dearest Leonidas!

7th Day — 4th June

cheesypie — 2023-06-14 15:02:13 UTC

Unexpectedly today will be a memorable day for me! Glad to know that finally both of us have a spare time to share some stories. It means a lot for me. I can know you better and it same goes to you, only if you want it too actually heheheh #nervous_laugh Being one of your confidant is one of the best thing happened in my life.

8th Day — 5th June

cheesypie — 2023-06-14 15:03:17 UTC

I consider myself as your friend but not that close, to be honest... That's why I startled whenever you lend your hand to help my problem. Yeah, you can say I'm the weakest around here. All because of you. You're so unpredictable. The way you listen to all my stories. The way you give me some advice. The way you cheer me up. I love everything about you and I feel so grateful to know you to befriend with you.

9th Day — 6th June

cheesypie — 2023-06-14 15:04:19 UTC

I felt sad every time I know you had a bad day. I want to motivate you and at the same time Im not good in making motivation for someone but I tried my best, only for you. I know it's quite weird but I hope it helps you a lot. Bring back your smile, it's a must! Keep on fire, Leonidas! Remember this with me. No need to feel worry about tomorrow cause tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.

10th Day — 7th June

cheesypie — 2023-06-14 15:04:40 UTC

THIS ONE IS THE FUNNIEST!!! I SWEAR! I know I bother you a lot, but do you know the reason why Im doing this? The only reason why Im doing this is your reaction. It's so priceless. I found it really funny and I can't stop doing this over and over again.

11th Day — 8th Day

cheesypie — 2023-06-14 15:05:26 UTC

Guess what?? Every time you tell me a story, I feel like I want to protect you at all costs from this cruel world. In my eyes you're just like a new born baby. You're so fragile and that's why you need a guidance from the professional one

12th Day — 9th June

cheesypie — 2023-06-14 15:05:48 UTC

Im touched whenever you show me your concern to every problem I have. I don't know why but are you a shaman, dude??? Like how can you always know when I have a good day or a bad day. Only with "lu bete ya?" "hey tell me siapa yang bikin kesel" As simple like that. But for me that's not a simple thing. I've never met a caring boy friend like you. You deserve an award, really.

13th Day — 10th Day

cheesypie — 2023-06-14 15:05:59 UTC

The cutest thing you've ever done is being talkative in front of me. I know you're not as talkative as me... But every time you tell me a story about your life, either rl experiences or rp experiences, I open all my ears for you and give you all my attention. Slowly but surely I collect all facts about you especially your favorite thing. The confession about barbie is the most epic one!

14th Day — 11th June

cheesypie — 2023-06-14 15:06:16 UTC

Coffee, especially black coffee. The one that you like the most. I think I can't beat the coffee to win your heart. But you know what?? I wish you will always tell me about your interest in coffee. I love the way you describe the coffee. And little did you know that I'm a big fan of coffee too... So it's a pleasure for me to know more about coffee from the person I'm attracted to

15th Day — 12th June

cheesypie — 2023-06-14 15:13:44 UTC

It's clear now that I have no chance to win your heart. There's no possiblity in a world of us. Now everything is only about me, myself, and my own imagination. I feel so sad at the moment when I received a signal from you. A signal that you put no interest in romantic relationship. But what can I do now?? The only thing I can do is keep my distance from you.

16th Day — 13th June

cheesypie — 2023-06-14 15:14:45 UTC

Forgetting you is never easy for me... cause from the start I have no intention to forget you at all. Evey moment of us will stain forever in my mind like a permanent marker on white board. All I have is good moment with you, so why should I forget it?

17th Day — 14th June

cheesypie — 2023-06-14 15:14:56 UTC

Thinking about it twice even more but I don't see any chance to change the word of "you and me" become "us" I'm too scared to leave someone nice like you. You're like a most wanted treasure. You're like water in the desert. You're so special and that's why a lot people want to have you in their pocket.

Ending

cheesypie — 2023-06-14 15:16:28 UTC

At the end, I realize that love isn't always about possession. I own you, and you own me. That's too boring and monotone. We still can be friend who send supports to each other. Thanks for letting me love you in a very short term. I learnt many things from you. You gave such as big impact into my life. Thank you so so much, Leonidas. I will always remember you. But can we upgrade our relationship, from just friend to bff perhaps? It's not a coercion, only a suggestion so you don't need to underestimate me.

"Oh... can't nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do
Hey, baby, say it stays on my mind
And I, I'm officially misssing you..."

P.s : This is a good song that I wanted to recommend to you since a long time ago. I hope the song fits with your taste of music.

18th Day — 15th June

cheesypie — 2023-06-15 13:14:46 UTC

For the first time in forever I dream about you. One more time, about you. Not a bad one but it's not that bad actually... In my dream, I saw you with another girl. I mean you're in love with someone else. And I'm not expecting this to be happened. At least, for now. Cause I'm not ready.

Leo's Trivia List :

cheesypie — 2023-06-16 16:43:06 UTC

1. Football No. 1 fans ⚽ #Chelsea_Jaya
2. Coffee is a must in every morning! esp. the black one ☕
3. Stress = eat spicy foods 🌶️
4. Believe in WOA & QT supremacy! 🗣️
5. Such a straight to the point person 💯
6. Bucinnnnnnn! 💐
7. Hidden naughty side is on you 😈
8. Trigonometry's forever hater! 💢
9. Impatient guy!
10. Everyone's crush INDEED.
11. Sleepyhead, busy in your own bed for 24/7
12. Tend to urinate frequentlyyyy...
13. Only cares his closest one
14. Gymholic!
15. Morning person = Leonidas = Early Sleeper #Cant_relate
16. Inconsistent guy, esp. about typing
17. Productive guy! A very productive one
18. So competitive!

I can't mention all facts about you although I know it already. You can read it from 1 to 18 and check how accurate the informations I have. Don't get me wrong! I make this list with a purpose to get to know you better than anyone else. That's the main purpose. In addiction I also need to write it down to prevent short term memory loss.

19th Day — 16th June

cheesypie — 2023-06-16 18:35:18 UTC

Not gonna lie, I miss you so much after I dreamed about you last night. We haven't talk to each other since that day. I want to see your notification again but I'm too scared to show up. It feels like I've made a big mistakes and it hurts you some many times.

20th Day — 17th June

cheesypie — 2023-06-16 18:37:42 UTC

More than 5 days without any notification from you... My mood goes up and down so randomly. Life feels like a hell already. Sorry for being too much and so dramatic and so cringe! But that's what I feel. I want to text you so bad. I want to ask you about your day, is there any story you want to share to me?? I really wanna know your current condition.

21th Day — 18th June

cheesypie — 2023-06-17 23:44:46 UTC

Pretending isn't an easy thing to do. Especially pretending like everything is okay. Looks like there's no problem but in fact there's a problem. Pretending like I have no feelings for you is the hardest one. How can I forget someone as good as you. Every person in this earth need someone like you. I can say you have everything inside yourself. Good manner, good sense of humor, good personality, and good looking for sure. GIRLS MAGNET INDEED!