Well, let me start it off by saying wow??? (Wow.mp3) I’m even shocked because I didn’t know we would be here. But, I’m not complaining at all. This might look messy because I’m doing this on mobile, knowing that I won’t get my laptop for a week or two. Anything for you, though. I even rabbited with you, even though it sucks kn mobile and I kept multiplying by like,,,, 1000000,,,, Anyways, you deserve the best. I’m clearly no where near that but I’m trying for you? I wouldn’t stay up like that or hang with them so.... coughs. I really like you. Okay, before we start-

I have a little thing.

So, here goes. 
xoxo

Where do I even begin with you? I wanted to make it more extravagant than the first. Or any of the times I’ve said that I liked you. I may be a sentimental sap but it’s because you’re my inspiration. I’d drop anything for you and quite frankly? I’d do anything and everything. As im typing this, it’s kinda hard for me to explain myself. You’re that amazing. You’re the sunshine in my life. I’ll be the sunflower that follows your guidance and only look towards you. I may be one of millions but you’re the only one in my life. You’ve taught me a lot and I have a lot to be thankful for. Sure, we can improve in a lot of fields but we push each other up. Whether it’s helping with language, diction, or other stuff. You’ve taught me to be positive and laugh a lot. I’ve learned to be stable and you’ve been there for me through thick and thin. Even when I was kind of an ass. Im proud of us and where we are. We still may be kids but that makes it even better. We can see each other at our most sensitive times and still love each other. I think that’s amazing. Call me sappy but I can’t wait to grow up with you and experience a lot of stuff. I can only see you by my side, anyway. Let’s keep sticking by each other, hmmm? But, honestly. Believe it or not, I’m happiest with you. It really hurts when you cry or get sad. I just want to protect you and love you. You’re just so precious. From your freckles, cute button nose, round face, and even your meme expressions. Head to toe, in and out,
I love it all. I always will. There’s just so much to love and so much to find out. I can’t wait to see it all, yeah? Let’s bring out the best of each other from now on. I’m glad that Chan picked us. I really am. I met the cutest boy. The best dancer, a charismatic rapper, beautiful and handsome soon to be man. I hope my man. You actually make me go gay and interested in romance? I’m a hopeless romantic and I usually lack in this field but you make me believe that it’s gonna be okay. That we can truly be the cutest couple. (You still bottom

😛) Those signs of affection aren’t just for show. On or off camera. I hope you know that I mean every lovely thing I say or do for you. In the end, I’m just this loser asking for your love. But hey. Who wouldn’t fall for such a bright and wonderful person like you? You’re so cute and optimistic; even though we joke about dying all the time- Oops. But, here I am. Speechless comment after comment. I guess I really am flabbergasted and whipped for you. I just want to play my guitar for you and sing you sweet songs. Hold your hand and distract you from everyday life and it’s hardships. To be a reason for you to smile. I want to help you get over those traumas from harsh trainings and the elimination. I want to laugh back with me in the future and help you be proud of your progress with rap and your Korean. I want the best for you. I absolutely mean that. I may be greedy and also want hugs and kisses. A date here and there, but can you blame me? You’re the sweetest guy in the world. Hopefully, my guy (28829292) Thank you for always being there for me. Now it’s my turn.

Little throwback for you

F- “My heart’s fluttering and going crazy, fluttering and going crazy
I thought it was over and started to put my feelings away but
My heart’s fluttering and going crazy, fluttering and going crazy
Why am I being such a fool, fluttering and going crazy” -Falling in Love by Woo Jinyoung and Kim Hyunsoo
E-“What are you? You have no flaws
You smile so easily but when you get mad, my heart aches
I want you to love me, oh till I die yeah
Take it all, if you want
All of my days, babe” -Everyday by Winner
L- “I want to talk to you on the phone every day
I want to message you
I want to go to places with you
I want to watch movies with you
I want to be in a relationship with you” -Love Flutters by TheEastLight
I- “In this blue scene
In this world, it’s just you and me
I know, just by looking into your eyes
I won’t let go of your heart
WIth the sweetly whispered songs, it’s you” -I Want You by Shinee
X- “I want you, XO, I only have you
I only have you, I only have you
For you XO, accept me
Accept me, accept me” -XOXO by Exo

L- “Everything is so lovely to me. Im afraid someone might steal you. Everyday, I’ll make you beautiful and happy. You’re dazzling whatever you do. I gasp at your soft hair. Look at me one more time. You know that’s look for you is serious.” -Love fool by N.Flying
E- “Your smile is so pretty
Everything about you changes me
Even your messed up hair is so pretty
It fixes my messy heart” -Everyday by UP10TION
E- “I love you I need you
Just like this, forever, in your arms
I love you I need you
I’ve fallen for you like this” -Everyday I Love You by Loona

Please stop having so many E’s in your name, I’m gonna run out- Change your last name to Han

👀

Okay, but long story short. We’ve been through a lot. I just want to kiss you and your precious freckles. I want to tell you how much I love you. Our tracks may be about having an identity crisis and it happens to the best of us, but I want to be there for you. Be a purpose in your life. I may have a time where I get confused too but one thing’s for sure. I’m the person who loves you most. So, would you give me the chance to walk on a flower path with you until the end, Felix Lee? Do me the honor of being my boyfriend, hmm?