The thing that affected me most was the cold war which last three months with my mother. To start, I did not tell her what I thought. Then, I left her alone and ignored every words she said because I thought: “You do not know me at all, why should I talk with you? Conversation is meaningless, you should know me better.” Finally, my mother lost all her patience and we had a big fight. After that fight, we did not talk to each other in one month.

I started reflecting on myself because I realized that I was totally a bad temper. I would lose my patience in three sentences during the conversation with everyone. If my mother even could not bear this habit, how could other people?

I decided to change. Since then I told my friend April: " As long as you see I am angry, please punish me."  I smiled when I lose my patience. I would answer ten times same questions and explain carefully with everyone. I tried my best not to frowning because I wanted other people to feel comfortable whenever they talk to me. I was trying to be nice for people around me, for myself. 

I am glad I decided to change. I found out that the world has changed too. Everyone is nice and would love to help me. I can understand academic knowledge easier. Even flowers are more beautiful than before.