for my best bro ashshsh by Mahi

bunch of links to check out when you need a serotonin boost

melodymoon — 2021-04-05 05:53:34 UTC

https://youtu.be/XgR1qzICaOE
https://pin.it/6JQ7ogl
https://youtu.be/4GzcVceba6c
https://pin.it/2TyBxJv
https://youtu.be/5geONbY96lg
https://youtu.be/j1Yob1UIq4w
https://youtu.be/5Lrvetzpm_A
https://youtu.be/wXrABsslzCM
https://youtu.be/LJsCKkLLXsI
https://youtu.be/t_TRSPgmtxA
https://www.instagram.com/p/CL4IXBcAXqE/?igshid=1gtdw4nx32qwo
https://pin.it/5WvxtaL
https://youtu.be/DjA1saWtbTo
https://youtu.be/ftAnDmP3rOE
https://in.pinterest.com/zoevsky/_created/
https://youtu.be/k1hUgmFNU34
https://youtu.be/2VjWWvaxO_s
https://youtu.be/rBRsDsUbPng
https://youtu.be/xXgQmL8Gfko
https://www.instagram.com/p/CNKaMgbpGkF/?igshid=jdoh27rcp80j

a lil note for you xx

melodymoon — 2021-04-05 06:14:22 UTC

hey dumbass <# i know you said you needed some space but i hope this makes you feel a tad bit better. you still dont have to force yourself to talk okay? i said i'll wait and i mean it. you asked for what i actually think ab you right? but i couldn't give you a full message since i had to go eat :mahgawd: but here it is. ASHHHHHH YOU ARE MY BESTSTSTSTSTSTST FREND FR. i'm not saying this just to make you feel better, and not because i have to say it, but i realllyyyyy mean it. w/ my entire being. you've been through so much, yet you're here and standing, that's a huge feat in itself. i'm so frickin proud of you for that yk?? obstacle after obstacle, yet you're here and smiling and laughing along with me. i know you're still hurting and i'm so sorry that idk how to help, but hear me out. just because 20 people around the world don't agree with you, that doesn't make you less valid. we're both overthinkers and ik how you feel but you're so amazing and one of the greatest people i've met and it's their loss because they're missing out on a wonderful, chaotic helpful person in their lives. i mean it. and i'm saying it again, i'm so sorry for everything i did :( you don't deserve it and again, you may think i'm not being genuine but i swear i am. you've stuck by me through all my hard time and i'll be here for you during yours too <3. during the month (or maybe more) when we had each other blocked was when i was feeling so empty because you weren't there and everything was so meaningless. no one would listen to me the way you do, no one would scream abt random stuff or have existential crises lmaooo. our friendship is special and it's not worth risking for anything. anything.
don't you think it's so cool that we met and we live so close to each other? kinda meant to be right? platonic soulmates 🥺we shall meet one day, and we will complete our bucket list i guarantee you that !! bitch i love you so so much even though i may not express it often. everything i do w you is so fun and i'm always smiling because u make me happy asf. i love u x100000, you deserve the world bae 💜
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THIS PADLET IS STILL UNDER CONSTRUCTION.

melodymoon — 2021-04-06 06:58:11 UTC

i'll keep on adding and editing stuff, this isn't the finished product :)

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It's done now 👍

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a playlist which i love

melodymoon — 2021-04-06 07:12:39 UTC

https://open.spotify.com/playlist/37i9dQZF1DX0E9XMGembJo?si=02fe210fe3524871

this one always makes me feel like i'm in a different world. i'm probably too senti but it's a great distraction and i hope it helps :>

tharntype wallpaper i made cuz why not

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BRIGHT ICONS FOR U, SIMP

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melodymoon — 2021-04-06 07:51:59 UTC

consider this as a part of your early bday gift B)

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melodymoon — 2021-04-06 07:57:12 UTC

he's so hot and what for- h e l p

reposting the para i wrote last night so u don't forget

melodymoon — 2021-04-06 12:08:26 UTC

it's justified for you not to trust me and I don't even blame you since I'm around in soft and you may think that I still think like they do but I don't, not even a bit. Idk who to believe abt all that drama bc I heard like 50 different povs and it's a wholeass maze but I don't even care anymore about what the truth is and what isn't. you don't have to believe me and I'm not forcing you to, but I swear that I haven't spoken anything or snitched abt you after we made up because we apologized and put it behind us. you're one of my bestest friends and I came to the conclusion that I'm not gonna ditch or block or ever leave you after now because it's not worth it, nothing is worth risking our friendship in my mind. I know it's hard for you and I'm so sorry you're going through that since I must have been a reason for your pain as well.

I don't see you in a bad light like they do, in fact I see you as completely opposite. me and some others have agreed that what they did to you was uncalled for and unnecessary :( and I know it's tough not to think about what they think about you but it's not worth it. it didn't impact them as much as it did you and it's not worth your time thinking about it

it's easy to say and hard to do ik but yeah
i'll always be by your side tho <33