https://padlet.com/kaikaneasher/e4htrmm3rlqh6bi0 Made with serendipity en-us 2021-04-07 11:05:51 UTC 2024-10-16 15:42:34 UTC hello@padlet.com kaikaneasher https://padlet.com/kaikaneasher/e4htrmm3rlqh6bi0/wish/1390883907 For this song Its an outlet for me to vent about my dad passing a couple years ago. This songs lyrics have basically just been my struggle with this throughout my childhood and then meeting him in my teenage years when I was just not in a good place and then he was taken by the time I could ask him any questions and talk about similarities have become apparent. This is party of the reason why I want this song to be super stripped back and intimate because my whole life I have felt alone without my real dad and this is just to try and emphasize I feel empty just like the music. This track was super hard for me to write as during this lockdown is when I finally let myself grieve for him and this was a big outlet for a lot of my pent up emotions. I understand that this is supposed to be a finished piece but again I want it to be super intimate and raw because its my raw emotion and I want everyone to feel that without it being hit behind a bass part and drums and synths ect. 

]]> 2021-04-07 11:06:11 UTC https://padlet.com/kaikaneasher/e4htrmm3rlqh6bi0/wish/1390883907 kaikaneasher https://padlet.com/kaikaneasher/e4htrmm3rlqh6bi0/wish/1391003422 The bleached birdy sings,
whilst you sit beneath him 
the jesters playing games, pulling strings in my mindfield
I wish I was with you 
I should have made the effort 
Aint it funny how, no matter what your blood is in me 
11 years of life spent looking out my window
this day is make or break
Are you real or fake?
Face is the same
The way you carry your weight 
I'm yours
suck down the pain years wishing to be left in the drain 
life without goals you're going insane 
am i a fixer upper? or just a drug mule?
you can just call me the fool
Is this real or fake??
Our faces were the same 
Ill carry your weight 
Forever yours.

]]> 2021-04-07 11:57:49 UTC https://padlet.com/kaikaneasher/e4htrmm3rlqh6bi0/wish/1391003422 kaikaneasher https://padlet.com/kaikaneasher/e4htrmm3rlqh6bi0/wish/1416166892 https://soundcloud.com/kai-shaw-3/the-fool-more-work-done]]> 2021-04-14 12:55:16 UTC https://padlet.com/kaikaneasher/e4htrmm3rlqh6bi0/wish/1416166892 kaikaneasher https://padlet.com/kaikaneasher/e4htrmm3rlqh6bi0/wish/1416206962 When is came to recording I just recorded the guitar part whilst I sung the lyrics in my head so I knew how long the song and each section was. Then went back in with my vocals, I did the verse and the chorus separate. After recording the main bones of the lyrics I then went back in and did the backing vocals. I also wanted my vocal to sound almost like its developing and changing throughout the song to show me growing. ]]> 2021-04-14 13:04:26 UTC https://padlet.com/kaikaneasher/e4htrmm3rlqh6bi0/wish/1416206962 kaikaneasher https://padlet.com/kaikaneasher/e4htrmm3rlqh6bi0/wish/1506944290 2021-05-09 20:34:21 UTC https://padlet.com/kaikaneasher/e4htrmm3rlqh6bi0/wish/1506944290