Think about a time you chose not to speak out in class or in a workshop. Why didn’t you speak up or answer a question? by Naomi Binnie https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018 CLAPS 2018 - Naomi Binnie - 11/16/2018 en-us 2018-11-13 00:41:32 UTC 2018-12-11 19:55:56 UTC hello@padlet.com https://padlet-assets.s3.amazonaws.com/icons/Dootheets.png How to post? nbinnie https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/303525777 Click the plus sign icon at the bottom right of the page and type in your answer. Clicking out of the text box will post your response!]]> 2018-11-13 00:44:52 UTC https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/303525777 https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305370230 anxiety, fear of appearing "unintelligent" or "not worthy" of being in the classroom, fear of giving the wrong answer, imposter syndrome, etc. etc. etc.]]> 2018-11-16 17:39:56 UTC https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305370230 I didn't have an answer https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305370283 2018-11-16 17:40:02 UTC https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305370283 https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305370365 I didn’t want to take up more time. And I just mentally checked out because I was too tired to engage that day.]]> 2018-11-16 17:40:10 UTC https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305370365 Not wanting to dominate the conversation as a white woman https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305370368 2018-11-16 17:40:10 UTC https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305370368 https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305370378 Because I was trying to be conscious of how much I was speaking and leaving space for others]]> 2018-11-16 17:40:11 UTC https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305370378 Because everyone was already staring at me for being the only student of color in the class - I didn't want to make it even worse by speaking. kawanna_bright https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305370380 2018-11-16 17:40:11 UTC https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305370380 Sometimes I accidentally take control of the conversation vicki_lazaro https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305370405 2018-11-16 17:40:13 UTC https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305370405 https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305370423 Fear of judgement ]]> 2018-11-16 17:40:16 UTC https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305370423 https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305370437 Thought my comment was stupid]]> 2018-11-16 17:40:17 UTC https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305370437 https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305370456 As a white person, I try to be aware of how much space I take up. I usually cede the space to others first. ]]> 2018-11-16 17:40:19 UTC https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305370456 Felt unsure my perspective would be welcomed by my peers https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305370467 2018-11-16 17:40:20 UTC https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305370467 Fear of retaliation https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305370495 Not wanting to expose myself to retribution ]]> 2018-11-16 17:40:23 UTC https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305370495 https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305370511 Afraid my question was dumb]]> 2018-11-16 17:40:24 UTC https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305370511 Too tired to participate https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305370521 2018-11-16 17:40:25 UTC https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305370521 https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305370535 Anxiety. Heart pumping fear]]> 2018-11-16 17:40:27 UTC https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305370535 I don’t want to be wrong in front of my peers or my instructor (but especially my peers) https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305370543 2018-11-16 17:40:28 UTC https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305370543 Because I had asked a similar question before and it was side stepped and minimized as unimportant minutia https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305370549 2018-11-16 17:40:28 UTC https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305370549 https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305370556 Didn't feel ike I had an interesting thought ]]> 2018-11-16 17:40:29 UTC https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305370556 https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305370572 Anxiety ]]> 2018-11-16 17:40:31 UTC https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305370572 Too anxious to talk in front of others/share thoughts/ideas https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305370576 2018-11-16 17:40:31 UTC https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305370576 Afraid my answer wasn't good enough https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305370590 2018-11-16 17:40:32 UTC https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305370590 https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305370605 I thought it might derail the conversation and send us down a weird rabbithole]]> 2018-11-16 17:40:34 UTC https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305370605 I wasn't confident in my answer and couldn't understand others' confidence helregel https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305370607 2018-11-16 17:40:34 UTC https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305370607 Didn't feel engaged or interested in the question https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305370634

]]> 2018-11-16 17:40:38 UTC https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305370634 I didn't want to sound stupid https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305370643 2018-11-16 17:40:39 UTC https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305370643 https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305370652 I don’t feel qualified ]]> 2018-11-16 17:40:40 UTC https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305370652 Fear of taking up too much space https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305370682 2018-11-16 17:40:43 UTC https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305370682 https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305370685 Other people dominated the conversation]]> 2018-11-16 17:40:43 UTC https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305370685 https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305370699 Someone is monopolizing the conversation. 

]]> 2018-11-16 17:40:44 UTC https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305370699 i wanted to hear others' responses & reflect first https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305370707 2018-11-16 17:40:45 UTC https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305370707 Shy https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305370716 2018-11-16 17:40:46 UTC https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305370716 SOmeone already said what I'd been thinking https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305370719 2018-11-16 17:40:46 UTC https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305370719 D https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305370737 2018-11-16 17:40:48 UTC https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305370737 Didn't have anything to contribute to that particular topic https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305370753 2018-11-16 17:40:49 UTC https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305370753 https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305370756 Fear of no response to my speaking up. Devaluing it.]]> 2018-11-16 17:40:50 UTC https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305370756 https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305370774 din't want to take up other people's time.]]> 2018-11-16 17:40:52 UTC https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305370774 https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305370776 feeling unsure about how it would be taken.]]> 2018-11-16 17:40:52 UTC https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305370776 https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305370839 Lack of confidence ]]> 2018-11-16 17:40:58 UTC https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305370839 Having a bad day https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305370840 2018-11-16 17:40:58 UTC https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305370840 Feeling like I couldn't articulate it well https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305370843 2018-11-16 17:40:58 UTC https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305370843 Didn’t feel like I could contribute https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305370853 2018-11-16 17:40:59 UTC https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305370853 https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305370870 Too shy]]> 2018-11-16 17:41:01 UTC https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305370870 https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305370875 I often felt like what I had to say wasn’t smart enough/accurate enough when I got to grad school. ]]> 2018-11-16 17:41:02 UTC https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305370875 https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305370882 Figures people knew the answer and I was the only one that did not 

]]> 2018-11-16 17:41:02 UTC https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305370882 https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305370896 Was afraid what I said would expose my ignorance and reveal how clueless I was on the topic]]> 2018-11-16 17:41:05 UTC https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305370896 https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305370916 Tired of having to represent the “other” view]]> 2018-11-16 17:41:06 UTC https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305370916 https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305370917 Felt like I was taking up too much space ]]> 2018-11-16 17:41:07 UTC https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305370917 Not sure my contribution was worth taking up time https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305370934 2018-11-16 17:41:08 UTC https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305370934 Fear of humiliation from having a wrong or unpopular view https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305370941 2018-11-16 17:41:09 UTC https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305370941 https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305370952 I'm a white man who takes up a lot of space in a room, so I hang back and actively listen.]]> 2018-11-16 17:41:10 UTC https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305370952 I felt like there was no space in the conversation for me to contribute https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305370954 2018-11-16 17:41:10 UTC https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305370954 Not sure what I wanted to say or how to phrase it https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305371050 2018-11-16 17:41:20 UTC https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305371050 Intimidated https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305371091 2018-11-16 17:41:25 UTC https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305371091 https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305371095 Anxiety. Heart pumping fear]]> 2018-11-16 17:41:25 UTC https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305371095 Wanted to hear everyone else first then ran out of time https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305371122 2018-11-16 17:41:27 UTC https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305371122 Afraid of being wrong https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305371126 2018-11-16 17:41:28 UTC https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305371126 vicki_lazaro https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305371147 I want to give others an opportunity to speak.]]> 2018-11-16 17:41:30 UTC https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305371147 i need time to think and sometimes i need more time than there is in the workshop https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305371156 2018-11-16 17:41:31 UTC https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305371156 https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305371157 Exhausted always explaining things to white people/men

]]> 2018-11-16 17:41:32 UTC https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305371157 https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305371234 Unpopular opinion]]> 2018-11-16 17:41:40 UTC https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305371234 Because I always feel I talk too much, so I try to not speak in some situations. kawanna_bright https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305371425 2018-11-16 17:42:00 UTC https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305371425 https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305371443 Afraid of being laughed at.]]> 2018-11-16 17:42:02 UTC https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305371443 https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305371482 Didn’t feel like i could articulate my thought well enough]]> 2018-11-16 17:42:06 UTC https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305371482 Fear of being shut down...it’s happened before! https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305371633 2018-11-16 17:42:22 UTC https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305371633 Didn’t feel like I knew enough https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305371661 2018-11-16 17:42:27 UTC https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305371661 https://padlet.com/nbinnie/claps2018/wish/305372187 Conserving energy


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