Personal blog by ARIAN LEE ESPA�A

Who am I ?

arianleeespana — 2024-01-03 07:52:30 UTC

To those who know me yet I am Arian Lee España 21 years old from San Roque Asturias Cebu. I am the youngest in the family with 4 siblings. My parents are Merly España and Avelino España. They are a great parents that why I am great too. We are catholic and have faith to Jesus Christ. I am now a 3rd year college and I am proud to be here. I am not intelligent but I am hardworking in terms of my dreams because I am a dreamer. My hobbies are watching k-dramas and paper crafting. I love to spend my time with my family and make happy memories with them. I am a person who's prefer to spend myself to the beaches and mountains to relaxed. I am a dog lover not just only dogs but to all animals rather. I'm not into hanging out with my friends because I am prefer to stay at home doing something productive like cleaning, gardening, cooking and designing my room. As a person we play so many role everyday and that's great about me. I can be whatever what I want and not others want to be me. In out home I am a good daughter to my parents and sister yo my siblings. In school I am doing well. I participated school activities and performances. I am choosey in terms of friendship because I want to be sure that I am in the right circle of friends. Besides of that you can trust me of your secrets and I wouldn't tell anyone without your permission. I am trustworthy person and approachable.

My biggest fear

arianleeespana — 2024-01-03 09:20:34 UTC

My biggest fear in life is if I lose my family. It become my biggest fear in two reason. First when they go to the other side of life, the eternal life and the Second one is when I choose/do something I want that can make them feel apart from me. We all know that no one will stay in the world. We all dies if our time is enough but like others I am afraid also when my parents will go to the other side of life. No one will be prepared and don't want to be prepared of that time. I grown up poor and that is something I want to deal with it before my parents pass away because I will feel regretted if they will died before I've got successful. I want to pursue my dreams because I want to repay all the succrifices of my parents. I want my parents experience the better life they don't experience because they deserve it. Another reason is when I choose/do something than my parents will feel apart of me. I am afraid when I lost them like through losing their presence, supports, cares, attention and trust because I pleasure my family and they are my strength. My family is my happiness and as of now I cannot leave without them and when time comes that I can stand alone I will help them like they did to me. I am a person to consider my parents feelings first before mine that's how I love them and afraid to be away from them.

What keeps you going?

arianleeespana — 2024-01-03 09:25:19 UTC

I have a lot of reasons to keep going. One thing I consider is to pursue my dreams which is to have a degree. It's okay with me if I will not become a teacher someday because in life if you dream such a thing and you don't make it for me it's not a failure it is part of God's plan. I do believe that God's plans are better than our plan. I keep going because of my family I want them to experience a good life they deserve. My dream is to make their dreams comes true that's why I keep going in my life even though the world is too hard but I keep fighting because in my minds my fight is their fight. I want my parents to be proud of me and I would like to see their biggest smiles when I become successful.