𝐕𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐋𝐮𝐯𝐬 <3 by ✰렌𝕽𝖊𝖓✰

9/24/2021 Friday 10:06 Pm..

Higuchichannnnn — 2021-09-25 02:13:29 UTC

I dont know what to fucking say im so fucking pissed of right now i just want to punch the living hell out of someone and watch them fucking groan in pain. i dont care if im being heartless right now, thats just how i am when im pissed, If u got some fucked up shit to say to me, say it to my face bitch and when u fucking do u wont have one, My day has been a fucking mess today thinking about my mom, getting fucking lied on, DRAMA like fuck, Is my life gonna get better or is it going to get worse and worse, theres only so fucking much a person can fucking take im so fucking close to giving up, this is why i fucking hate people and keep to my self because some people will make you hurt them and do some fucked up shit, Love is dangerous remember that, you can be fucking and then a minute later arguing about some stupid shit, Im going to therapy on Wednesday maybe that will help and if it dont i dont fucking know this world is fucked up..I just wish there was fucking piece instead of everyone fucking going after each others throat all the time there people dying every fucking day...fuck i dont know what to think anymore fuck it, Theres this girl.. im so fucking in love with her like i cant fucking explain it..We get to see each other at school and everything meet up in the bathroom and every time i look at her i fucking get butterflies, ive never been this in love with a person, ive never been in love anyways intill i met her, its always been her, we both are going through some bad shit but its okay we BOTH are going to get through this, I Love her so fucking much....i would die for her, i would kill for her, i would give my fucking heart to her so she can live, i would jump in front of a train for her, Id jump off a bridge just to be with her im serious this shit if she died right now i would end everything EVERY FUCKING THING FUCK IT, IF SHE FUCKING LEAVES ME IM GOING WITH HER, FUCK FRIENDS, FUCK EVERYTHING, I Love her, shes probably crying right now and theres nothing i cant do because im not with her smh, if i only could spend a fucking hour with her i would....fuck now im crying anyways ill just go. bye for now.

Higuchichannnnn — 2021-09-25 02:32:50 UTC

9/25/2021 Saturday, 9:54

Higuchichannnnn — 2021-09-26 01:56:23 UTC

Theres so much going on in my life right now, i dont know what to do anymore, every fucking day i have to deal with pain, Theres so much drama going on i dont know what to doooo someone please help me, i need all the support i can get...

9/27/2021 Monday 9:10 Pm

Higuchichannnnn — 2021-09-28 01:14:49 UTC

Today has been okay i guess, the drama has been clearing up, Theres still a little sadness there but its fine

9/28/2021 Tuesday 8:57

Higuchichannnnn — 2021-09-29 01:01:52 UTC

She broke up with me.... :), My (ex Friend) told 6 people that i was cheating on my gf and that i kissed 2 people which was not true... so she broke up with me, instead of asking if i did or not which i think is really fucked up because i would never lie to that girl, then come to find out she fucking likes one of my friends :)...what am i going to do...I lost her and my mom.. i have fucking no one.....i have no one to talk to every single night anymore or to call, im just by myself :D, just like i use to....I still love her, i still have feelings, but they arent strong anymore like they use to been, im just going to move on and focus on my mental health, find out who i really am anyways, that is it for today...Goodbye Love yall.

Higuchichannnnn — 2021-09-29 01:02:27 UTC

9/29/2021 10:45 PM Wensday

Higuchichannnnn — 2021-09-30 00:23:23 UTC

in my feelings..

Hey depresso

Jotson1 — 2021-10-03 00:24:30 UTC

i get where your coming from.
recently i had a breakup, why? My girl was feeling depressed, and she thought it was cause of me. she wasnt satistfied so she got rid of me.
Ha...
but... dispite me falling apart. ill always be here to talk
ill be the one that will listen to your story
- User:24lawr Name: Null

Thank you for the support everyone has been giving me i love you all, Stay safe and keep your head up, if u want to talk to me about anything im here for you. -Depresso/Higuchi

Higuchichannnnn — 2021-10-03 02:29:19 UTC

My life has been a living hell..my step dad's mom died...his dad...my mom..my dad left me..my mom died two days after her dad.. aug 8 and aug 10...Just to think when my birthday comes...she wont be there....hugging me...telling how much she loves me and how important i am to her hurts me.... i miss her so fucking much...i remember waking up..and i saw through the window red and blue flashing lights.. i was so confused...my step dad walked in the room and said... "Shes gone.. your mom is gone" and i remember saying to the hospital? because she was very sick at the time..and he looked at me pointing up at the sky... my body was paralyzed.. like everything just stopped..and then my little sister came in crying..Thats what broke me...seeing my little sister crying like that..it broke me into fucking pieces...a few minutes later..i walked in the living room seeing a bunch of police officers and one of them hugged me saying "im so sorry..." and i looked over at my step dad he was balling his eyes out screaming "My wife my wife...shes gone..." ive never seen him crying like that...NEVER....and the police asked what happened? and he said that last night before she died..they was watching a movie like normal..eating snacks.. laughing.. and she went to sleep so he went to sleep...he said the next morning he woke up.. and went over to wake her up and started shaking her...but she was stiff as a board................but still breathing.. he checked her pulse and everything and thats when he called to police..everynight.. me and my mom would eat egg rolls together and watch movies intill like 5-6 Am...and then once i started to get sleepy i would give a her a big hug and say "I Love you mom.." and she would always said "I Love u to go get some sleep for mama" and when i left the room i always had a smile on my face...For the people that still have moms...enjoy her while u can...because when shes gone...your life is going to change forever..

Higuchichannnnn — 2021-10-03 04:26:23 UTC

why u playin with my mind huh? why you playing with me time huh? i was waiting for that day i saw it comin i think you just like attention tryna tell me all your problems.. i got issues on my own i aint got time for all this drama you told me "that u dont really wanna talk" then why u callin huh?..Yeah, don't take opinions from people that won't listen to yourself money's where you find happiness, you'll always be poor If you don't like the job you have, then what do you do it for? The cure to pain isn't something you buy at liquor stores, nah The real you is not defined by the size of your office The real you is who you are when ain't nobody watchin' You spend your whole life worried about what's in your wallet For what? That money won't show up in your coffin Yeah, anger's a liar, he ain't got no respect I fell in love with my pain, and I slept with my regrets I've always had a problem with relationships But that's what happens when you see the world through a broken lens Mistakes can make you grow, that doesn't mean you're friends Who you are is up to you, don't leave it up to them, My biggest failures in life are knowing I never tried, woo! I look at the world from a different angle People change, even Satan used to be an angel..

Higuchichannnnn — 2021-10-03 04:53:44 UTC

Higuchichannnnn — 2021-10-03 05:14:33 UTC

Hey depresso

Jotson1 — 2021-10-07 13:20:06 UTC

Things just got worse for me... if i cant fix whats wrong with me im being put in a mental hospital...
I may be gone longer i guess
but im gonna try.
-null

uhm hey

crazedmagician — 2021-10-12 04:42:29 UTC

hey uhm Im new to this because I never had the time to vent well here goes nothing-

So uhm life has been tough recently I have lost my grandpa, my grandma that I never really met or spent time with, and recently my brother-in law on august 28 he uh he shot himself in the head he was only 14 a year older than me I-I dont know- I wish I got to spend more time with him because we were really close even though we didnt spend that much time together but he was very special to me- I uh remember calling my sis inlaw and telling me that he had died and it was so sudden I went into the bathroom and started crying to myself You would think he had it going good if you didnt know him personally because his mom supported him in lbgtq+ he had a boyfriend but he also had a tough life Im still taking in what happened and its hard for me because I have lost so many people I feel like my parents dont realize what im going through and im struggling because im under stress 24/7 and I dont really have the best relationship with my dad and like they say- parents are hypocritical so yea hope you guys do well and take care of yourselves because as we all know life isnt all sunshine and rainbows :´} -

-the person who probably wasted your time reading about my current situation- ladow/the crazed smiler

Bruh imagine coming on vc and talking shit like Lmfaooooooo anyways im done idk anymore, um, UM, yeah whatever, um, UM, i dont know what to do anymore anyways bye bye

Higuchichannnnn — 2021-10-20 01:24:28 UTC

smh theres is more drama happening and i dont know what to do anymore, but, ill try my best to be a good person, people are too toxic on here FOR NO REASON.

Higuchichannnnn — 2021-10-23 02:56:12 UTC

Im_also_Known_as_Lia — 2021-10-23 03:45:18 UTC

Hey Depresso its michiko,
I came here to tell u that your more that Ok...Ur awesome :D. There are people out there like u. People have to fight for what they are dealing The same thing that u have rn.I love you as my friend and as my rp person.So keep on having positive thoughts and keep on being a better person that you are:D.
Love ya,Michiko

Im_also_Known_as_Lia — 2021-10-23 21:21:09 UTC

Who changed my Format thingy

Higuchichannnnn — 2021-10-24 01:08:34 UTC

Im_also_Known_as_Lia — 2021-10-24 01:13:33 UTC

not me

Im_also_Known_as_Lia — 2021-10-24 01:20:54 UTC

Am lonelyyyyy

3:03 am Monday Oct 25

Higuchichannnnn — 2021-10-25 07:04:10 UTC

Depression isnt about just being sad, sometimes its not even knowing how your feeling and its wondering why your living in a world where people can only assume depression makes you crazy, but you know whats really crazy..? being surrounded by people who choose to think they understand, They say they get it, if your crying your broken but people fail to notice the most hurt look the strongest, They really be the ones trying to lend you a hand, so be nice because you never know whos going through it, be kind words really do hit. Be aware those you love may need you more than they show be cautious because you just never know. one day it will be to late. Because you thought depression meant just being sad and everything is actually okay, it was more serious than that, We got to take depression more serious than that.

I hate how people say theyll never abandon you, and then they do it in the most horrible way and at the worst time.

Jotson1 — 2021-10-29 12:25:24 UTC

BESTIE I FOUND THISSSSSS

Im_also_Known_as_Lia — 2021-10-30 02:28:44 UTC

12:07 pm Monday November 8

ShadowDemon — 2021-11-08 19:06:07 UTC

im sad i don't know what to do anymore i really do feel like a shadow wondering in the world i feel empty i mis the old days i miss alot of thing and all it took was one screw up

11/9/2021 Wednesday 9:19 Pm..

09e08w — 2021-11-10 02:20:36 UTC

Did the hot sauce challenge with my 2 boyfriends sadly one of my boyfriends died by one of the hot sauces now i'm grieving and attending his funeral tomorrow.

Listen raid if your gonna come here and vent like u suppose to we good, but if u start drama im kicking you out.

Higuchichannnnn — 2021-11-10 02:31:35 UTC

what i rlly feel about him (dont judge )

2021-11-10 02:32:22 UTC

𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙙𝙤 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙡𝙞𝙯𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙜𝙤𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙣𝙢𝙚𝙣𝙩 𝙥𝙖𝙮𝙨 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙧𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩???? 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙜𝙤𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙣𝙢𝙚𝙣𝙩 𝙝𝙖𝙨 𝙩𝙤 𝙛𝙤𝙧𝙘𝙚 𝙥𝙚𝙤𝙥𝙡𝙚 𝙩𝙤 𝙜𝙞𝙫𝙚 𝙖 𝙛𝙪𝙘𝙠 𝙖𝙗𝙤𝙪𝙩 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙗𝙚𝙘𝙖𝙪𝙨𝙚 𝙣𝙤𝙗𝙤𝙙𝙮 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙡𝙡𝙮 𝙜𝙞𝙫𝙚𝙨 𝙖 𝙛𝙪𝙘𝙠 𝙖𝙗𝙤𝙪𝙩 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙞𝙨𝙣'𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙨𝙖𝙙 -𝙬𝙝𝙞𝙡𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙧𝙚𝙨𝙩 𝙤𝙛 𝙪𝙨 𝙝𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙡 𝙛𝙖𝙢𝙞𝙡𝙞𝙚𝙨 𝙬𝙝𝙤 𝙖𝙘𝙩𝙪𝙖𝙡𝙡𝙮 𝙥𝙖𝙮 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙪𝙨 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙖𝙘𝙩𝙪𝙖𝙡𝙡𝙮 𝙘𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙪𝙨. 𝙖𝙡𝙡 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙙𝙤 𝙞𝙨 𝙩𝙝𝙪𝙜 𝙖𝙧𝙤𝙪𝙣𝙙 𝙞𝙣 𝙖 𝙛𝙤𝙨𝙩𝙚𝙧 𝙝𝙤𝙢𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙩𝙧𝙮 𝙩𝙤 𝙖𝙘𝙩 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪'𝙧𝙚 𝙨𝙤 𝙏𝙪𝙛𝙛 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙮𝙤𝙪'𝙧𝙚 𝙨𝙤 𝙢𝙖𝙩𝙪𝙧𝙚 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙮𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙬𝙝𝙚𝙣 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙖𝙡𝙡 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙙𝙤 𝙞𝙨 𝙜𝙤 𝙤𝙣𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙚 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙨𝙚𝙚 𝙞𝙛 𝙪 𝙘𝙖𝙣 𝙗𝙚 𝙘𝙖𝙧𝙚𝙙 𝙛𝙤𝙧. 𝙮 𝙙𝙤 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙘𝙤𝙢𝙥𝙡𝙖𝙞𝙣 𝙖𝙗𝙤𝙪𝙩 𝙝𝙤𝙬 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙠𝙣𝙤𝙬 𝙬𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙨𝙝𝙚 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚𝙨 𝙮 𝙙𝙤 𝙪 𝙘𝙤𝙢𝙥𝙡𝙖𝙞𝙣 𝙬𝙝𝙚𝙣 𝙖 𝙜𝙞𝙧𝙡 𝙙𝙤𝙚𝙨𝙣'𝙩 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪?? 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙘𝙤𝙢𝙥𝙡𝙖𝙞𝙣 𝙖𝙗𝙤𝙪𝙩 𝙝𝙤𝙬 𝙥𝙚𝙤𝙥𝙡𝙚 𝙝𝙖𝙩𝙚 𝙤𝙣 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙬𝙝𝙚𝙣 𝙞𝙩𝙨 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙛𝙖𝙪𝙡𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙨𝙪𝙧𝙧𝙤𝙪𝙣𝙙 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧𝙨𝙚𝙡𝙛 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙥𝙚𝙤𝙥𝙡𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙩𝙤𝙭𝙞𝙘.... 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙩𝙧𝙮 𝙩𝙤 𝙨𝙪𝙧𝙧𝙤𝙪𝙣𝙙 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧𝙨𝙚𝙡𝙛 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙥𝙚𝙤𝙥𝙡𝙚 𝙤𝙣𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙠𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙮'𝙧𝙚 𝙜𝙤𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙩𝙤 𝙘𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙖𝙗𝙤𝙪𝙩 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙬𝙝𝙚𝙣 𝙣𝙤𝙗𝙤𝙙𝙮 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙡𝙡𝙮 𝙘𝙖𝙧𝙚𝙨 𝙖𝙗𝙤𝙪𝙩 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙬𝙝𝙮 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙤𝙣𝙡𝙮 𝙥𝙚𝙤𝙥𝙡𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙘𝙖𝙣 𝙨𝙪𝙧𝙧𝙤𝙪𝙣𝙙 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧𝙨𝙚𝙡𝙛 𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙩𝙤𝙭𝙞𝙘 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙘𝙖𝙣'𝙩 𝙜𝙚𝙩 𝙖𝙬𝙖𝙮 𝙛𝙧𝙤𝙢 𝙞𝙩 ??? 𝙞𝙩'𝙨-- 𝙨𝙖𝙙 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙨𝙖𝙮 𝙮𝙤𝙪'𝙧𝙚 𝙜𝙤𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙩𝙤 𝙠𝙞𝙡𝙡 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧𝙨𝙚𝙡𝙛 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙨𝙖𝙮 𝙮𝙤𝙪'𝙧𝙚 𝙜𝙤𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙩𝙤 𝙘𝙪𝙩 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧𝙨𝙚𝙡𝙛 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙨𝙖𝙮 𝙮𝙤𝙪'𝙧𝙚 𝙜𝙤𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙩𝙤 𝙙𝙚𝙡𝙚𝙩𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙖𝙘𝙘𝙤𝙪𝙣𝙩 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙡𝙚𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙗𝙪𝙩 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙮 𝙩𝙞𝙢𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙙𝙚𝙡𝙚𝙩𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙖𝙘𝙘𝙤𝙪𝙣𝙩 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙖𝙡𝙬𝙖𝙮𝙨 𝙘𝙤𝙢𝙚 𝙗𝙖𝙘𝙠 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙖𝙡𝙬𝙖𝙮𝙨 𝙢𝙖𝙠𝙚 𝙖 𝙣𝙚𝙬 𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚 𝙖𝙣𝙮𝙗𝙤𝙙𝙮 𝙜𝙞𝙫𝙚𝙨 𝙖 𝙛𝙪𝙘𝙠 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙞𝙨 𝙬𝙝𝙮 𝙮𝙤𝙪'𝙧𝙚 𝙖𝙡𝙬𝙖𝙮𝙨 𝙜𝙚𝙩𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙗𝙪𝙡𝙡𝙞𝙚𝙙 𝙮𝙤𝙪'𝙧𝙚 𝙖𝙡𝙬𝙖𝙮𝙨 𝙜𝙚𝙩𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙨𝙝𝙞𝙩𝙩𝙚𝙙.... 𝙤𝙣 𝙮𝙤𝙪'𝙧𝙚 𝙖𝙡𝙬𝙖𝙮𝙨 𝙜𝙚𝙩𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙗𝙚𝙩𝙧𝙖𝙮𝙚𝙙 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙣 𝙩𝙝𝙤𝙪𝙜𝙝 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙘𝙤𝙪𝙡𝙙 𝙟𝙪𝙨𝙩 𝙗𝙚 𝙖 𝙢𝙖𝙣. 𝙮𝙤𝙪'𝙧𝙚 𝙣𝙤𝙩 𝙛𝙪𝙘𝙠𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙨𝙥𝙚𝙘𝙞𝙖𝙡 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙣𝙚𝙚𝙙 𝙩𝙤 𝙜𝙧𝙤𝙬 𝙪𝙥 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚 𝙖𝙘𝙩𝙪𝙖𝙡𝙡𝙮 𝙠𝙚𝙚𝙥 𝙩𝙤 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙬𝙤𝙧𝙙𝙨 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙬𝙤𝙧𝙙𝙨 𝙢𝙚𝙖𝙣 𝙣𝙤𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙮𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙨𝙖𝙮 𝙞𝙨 𝙖𝙡𝙬𝙖𝙮𝙨 𝙛𝙖𝙠𝙚 𝙖𝙨𝙛.. .𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙄 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙤𝙧 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙖𝙡𝙡 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙙𝙤 𝙞𝙨 𝙝𝙪𝙧𝙩 𝙥𝙥𝙡 𝙞𝙣 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙚𝙣𝙙. 𝙄 𝙙𝙤𝙣'𝙩 𝙠𝙣𝙤𝙬 𝙬𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙙𝙤𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙗𝙪𝙩 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙣𝙚𝙚𝙙 𝙩𝙤 𝙨𝙩𝙤𝙥 𝙬𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙮𝙤𝙪'𝙧𝙚 𝙙𝙤𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙮𝙗𝙤𝙙𝙮 𝙚𝙡𝙨𝙚 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙪𝙖𝙡𝙡𝙮 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙡𝙞𝙯𝙚𝙨 𝙬𝙝𝙚𝙣 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙮 𝙖𝙘𝙩 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙞𝙩'𝙨 𝙬𝙧𝙤𝙣𝙜 𝙗𝙪𝙩 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙟𝙪𝙨𝙩 𝙙𝙤𝙣'𝙩 𝙨𝙚𝙚𝙢 𝙩𝙤 𝙜𝙚𝙩 𝙞𝙩 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙠𝙚𝙚𝙥 𝙘𝙤𝙢𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙗𝙖𝙘𝙠 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙠𝙚𝙚𝙥 𝙜𝙤𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙞𝙣𝙩𝙤 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙨𝙖𝙢𝙚 𝙨𝙝𝙞𝙩 𝙖𝙡𝙡 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙩𝙞𝙢𝙚 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙬𝙤𝙣𝙙𝙚𝙧 𝙬𝙝𝙮 𝙙𝙪𝙢𝙗𝙖𝙨𝙨. 2022 𝙡𝙚𝙩𝙨 𝙗𝙚 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙡 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙮𝙚𝙖𝙧 ? #𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙮𝙤𝙛𝙛𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙚

1:35 pm Thursday November 11

ShadowDemon — 2021-11-11 20:39:08 UTC

i keep falling and getting back up on and on and on again and and im starting to loose trust for people maybe i should fall and never get back up

This is for everybody that has ever tried to encourage people to stay strong <3

crazedmagician — 2021-11-12 01:11:48 UTC

6:48 pm. Thursday November 11

ShadowDemon — 2021-11-12 01:50:00 UTC

people keep pushing me away i give up on helping people haha look at me slowly crumbling into nothingness

Yea...

crazedmagician — 2021-11-14 02:12:16 UTC

yes im TIRED

Torn apart
Insecure
Really trying my best
Emotionally broken down
Doing what I can to help others so that they don't end up like me and the rest of us 😀🙂🥲

12:09 pm Tuesday November 16

ShadowDemon — 2021-11-16 19:13:45 UTC

My friend killed her self *sighs* this is why i hate suicide but im getting annoyed with life im am now a shadow struggling i am giving up soon

9:57 am Monday November 29

ShadowDemon — 2021-11-29 16:58:46 UTC

im slowly dying inside i mis the little chats i was in were we would just RP to bad there none anymore and it wouldn't feel the same anyways

ShadowDemon — 2021-12-15 18:40:40 UTC

Hey, I have been dating this guy for months and I talk to my best friend and her friend about everything to do with him. I recently fell ill with covid and couldn't return to school after break. I find our from my bf himself that my friends friend told him she liked him. He also said that my best friend told her to give my bf a ring and a love notes saying how much she liked him. I go back to school on Monday and dont know what to think. I literally am gonna yell and cry and like drop her and the other girl. Am I the asshole for dropping them and making a big fuss? Idk what to think.

2022-01-09 03:32:35 UTC

2:23-2:47 pm 1/Thursday13/2022

Berry_aint_scary — 2022-01-13 19:47:44 UTC

It feels like things in life keep getting worse, they say it's gonna get better, I pray for the better but all I feel is suffering, even as an 8 year old I felt this way just not as bad, I promised I wouldn't hurt myself anymore, but it's like I break every promise I make. But it's like I don't want it to go away, if it does then I feel empty. Thats how hurt I've been, I always hurt people no matter how hard I try, I can't change. I always help people with there problems, I'm scared to open up because of how my mom treated me. I'm tired of this. My mom never meant to hurt me but she did so bad, I'm scared, tired, and cold. I was forced to grow up, all I've been trough forced me to mature and be aggressive, because of that I don't fit in and i'm looked down on. The expectations are too high, they say if it's too high for me i'm not ready, but i'll never be ready. I'll never be enough. I'm too sensitive. I can barely get through school, they say i'm too young for this, but i'm not old enough to do other things. My looks have been commented on, and it hurts. Aren't kids supposed to be happy and innocent? Why do I put myself down? Theres only so much I can take, I think of ending it but i'm not ready, no one seems to like me for the way I am, no respects me. I'm so scared.

It feels like I can barely be happy, every time I am, my brain just sends bad memories and things I don't want to think, but I can't really show my sadness or else most people will just worry about me, I don't really want that. But the one time I show it, no one cares and just ignores me.

Berry_aint_scary — 2022-01-14 19:22:18 UTC

Somebody just fucking kill me already...

Im_fucking_dead — 2022-01-18 15:06:06 UTC

I know everyone here is going through something so here is a small message for all of you. (Oh who am I kidding, it's kinda long.)

Berry_aint_scary — 2022-01-18 20:06:20 UTC

Even if you don't believe it, your special and beautiful. Don't go so hard on yourself, you were strong enough to tell real people online how you feel, that's something special. It might see like there's no good in the world, but little things always count. Like when you make someone smile, when your spending time to someone you love and enjoy talking to, seeing a puppy, snow, etc. I love you even if I don't know you because one thing I know is that your doing great. You have been here for this long, look at you! Your such a superstar, you have been such a trooper because you have been living through this! It's okay to feel sad, mad, stressed, etc. Sometimes you need some space and that's okay!Your trying your best and that's all that matters. You can try little things like complementing yourself, writing/drawing your emotions, or just do whatever makes you happy! Try and reach out more and learn to let others in sometimes. Your doing great, so great in fact I have said it so many times! You are loved. I really wish I could hug you right now because you deserve it.

Yours Truly, -Berry

Hey...everyone sorry for being gone for so long.

Higuchichannnnn — 2022-02-24 07:05:21 UTC

wtf lol gimme a fallow

famous_jayce — 2022-03-12 22:08:28 UTC

5/5/22 Thursday 7:00pm.

Hola_Hola — 2022-05-05 22:59:10 UTC

I have been under a lot of stress between dating someone and making them happy, and school. I had PSSA's today and for the past 2 weeks (they are just big test's). There's a lot of stuff happening in my life right now. I'm in so much fucking drama I just wanna kms. People are starting to hate me more and more and I'm getting bullied more and more. I just so fucking over it. I plan on kms on 8/11/22 (my b-day) I hope you guys enjoy your lives.

Hey

TiktokerGirl1 — 2022-08-11 14:49:24 UTC

darkwolf_gothicqueen — 2022-09-23 19:21:05 UTC

Hey, Higuchi. Now don't yell, please, but I wanted to say I am back. But I am only available Thurs-Fri. You can also find me on Question Cove. Love ya!

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HawkeyeZR — 2022-11-21 17:56:50 UTC

I'm back, man I was so cringe- Anyway, I'm just gonna vent now.

Berry_aint_scary — 2023-01-05 13:25:02 UTC

So since the last time I have been here things have gotten worse. I'm not sure I have really ever talked about my mom here but I guess this vent is gonna be about her. I mean she takes good care of my health, but only physical health. She curses at me even tho I ask her to stop, she also says some pretty hurtful things that I won't say on this chat- Also not too long ago she got mad at me for asking to put the volume down on the living room tv and when I ask her to she said; "Why should I?" Then I told her because it was loud and then she said; "Why should I care?" I was surprised at her response and simply covered my ears with a pillow from the couch and started tearing up. She then threw the remote at me and said to put it down to my liking in an annoyed tone. So I did, but I ran to my room and just cried. Then I looked in the mirror where she hit me and noticed there was a red mark where she hit it. I knew it was gonna go away in a matter of minutes but it just made me feel worse. I can't even talk to her about things because she gets mad and/or doesn't even care. Also, when I ask her to listen to me she says; "I'm older so I don't have to listen to you." Even if I just want to resolve something and also says; "You're trying to manipulate me, and I'm not gonna let that happen." I'm a child! And she also doesn't seem to care when I cry, and if she does shes just annoyed. Also sometimes I ask to stop a certain thing or stop making a certain joke but just says; "Shut up." Of course there are more things but those are the main things.

Damn, you guys life seems sad.

stuend1 — 2025-03-19 19:12:48 UTC

Your life seems sad, I just can't help put put in my two cents. Take it with a grain of salt.

All I can say is that even with how bad it is right now, life still continues. Everything comes with it's pits and falls, but it's not the end yet. As more pressure gets applied, you'll be able to spring back. You'll learn how to survive it, how to fight back, you'll adapt. That's all you can do, that's all anyone can do, adapt. Look at yourself, look at what you fight against. And adapt, become stronger through it.

And again, I'll say, my life isn't as bad as all of yours, so take my advice with a grain of salt. I could be completely wrong, but oh well.