xeindomtsuyoi — 2021-12-16 04:16:00 UTC

hewo my baby <3 merry christmas! shooketh ka ba na si mama ang magmmessage sayo? I don't know where to start pero sige, magsimula tayo sa most imporant part. the day where you came into my life. this is it anak, I don't know if someone will read this letter of mine to yours but I don't care hahaha, it's between you and me.

between me and my only son whom I gave birth to.

I never regret bringing you into this world because mama found a home in you. i'm sorry if you grew up suffering just because I kept your identity hidden, i'm sorry for I ended up killing your own father, you know that I did that just for your safety, we already talked about this diba? :( but still, mama wants to apologize one more time.

you may be sharing the same blood with the Mendez, but you are very far different from them. I love you so so much, my baby :( whatever happens, you're still mama's baby. i'm happy to where you are right now, I grew up as a very fine man, whom i'm very proud of.

You're not just a son to me, you're my life, my soul, my heart and most of all, the reason for my existence. I've tried and failed many things in life but I will never stop giving 100% being the best mom I can for you. I will always be proud of you, not because you achieved something, but because you're my son.

I wan't you to keep going ahead even if it pains a lot, I want you to understand that life can be unfair but I also want you to remember that mama will always be there. I love you, my one and only calen luan.

- mama <3

My Luan <3 by Daeza