i started some a.d.d medication about a month and a half ago. it's been very effective but i'm still getting used to it. it's been tougher getting a good amount of sleep at night, any day i've taken the pill (only do it for school) i can't seem to get more than a rounded up 6 hours of sleep. but even with that much less sleep the day after, assuming i take the pill again (e.g tuesday going to wednesday), i'm more focused and functional than days i don't.

this is fine for now, but i do worry about long term effects of this, as well as becoming reliant on the pill for daily function (due to the cycle of pill -> no sleep -> pill vs pill -> no sleep -> tired and useless until i catch up on sleep)

overall i'm doing alright. better than i have in awhile, but there's still a lot stressing me in the longer term. largest of which will taken care of one way or another in a couple of months, which will be good. otherwise i'm pretty good.

People on the free way will look you dead in the face, cut you off, then go 55mph in the left lane. I'm at my limit and that's the problem. I don't get in the left lane to go the speed limit for it is non existent for individuals like me. I must be one with the road. I AM the road, and the slow ones impede on my personal desire to express myself through the sweet joy of speed . Traffic shouldn't exist if we're all going the exact same way. If you see 16 cars pass you up, why don't you just get over?