https://padlet.com/2502596/dcfety3mmhm2ete6 en-us 2022-12-06 16:39:39 UTC 2026-01-09 16:17:51 UTC hello@padlet.com https://padlet.net/icons/png/1f6aa.png 2502596 https://padlet.com/2502596/dcfety3mmhm2ete6/wish/2411838102 The memory of myself is always one, very lonely. One image that always comes to my mind is of myself crouched in a very dark doorway.
My mother was a big influence on me because my dad was away from home for long periods of time when I was a child. To this day I have very little time with him.
My mother would mentally control me and make me feel guilty. She didn't have to hit me or scold me, I was good at being good. I knew she would be happy with anything I did, so I went crazy doing those things. Because I craved her love and to gain her attention. I used to study hard just for my mum and to make her happy. That's what always motivated me.
We have four children at home and because I was good my mum gave me a lot of freedom, so her attention went to my younger siblings.]]> 2022-12-07 08:15:31 UTC https://padlet.com/2502596/dcfety3mmhm2ete6/wish/2411838102