may i remember us forever? by rashaka nolan

a home called nolan.

2023-08-11 16:43:49 UTC

knock knock! hello, rashaka. that was how i first called you by your name, wasn’t it? but then i chose to call you nolan instead. turned out, i often call you by mine instead of your name, hehehe. i think it’s totally fine since you enjoyed it as well. :p

getting to spend my days with nolan feels like… magical. i don’t know why but we feel connected like we’ve known each other for ages. i also discovered myself when i was being with you, nolan. i got to see myself being an open book easily towards you. it’s as if i’m being home. when you’re around, i feel relaxed, safe and comfortable so i just need to be myself, expressing myself constantly and being in love with you excessively.

we really talked about nothing to everything. having a conversation with you would never be a boredom. there were a lot of times, i wish that i could trespass into your beautiful mind. every single words you say, they left a big impact in me. we exchanged opinions, shared stories, threw some jokes and talked about various things. time flies when i was with you. and i keep falling for you over and over again as time goes by.

we also had a steamy session. it’s such a well spent night. being worshipped by you in every inch of myself made me feel like the luckiest person alive. you really know how to make me feel loved and appreciated by your little touch—well, it’s not a little touch at all. when i said i’m on my knees only for you, i meant it, nolan. i’ve never been underneath anyone but you. the way you set your eyes on me while exploring my body and making me scream your name only would always be an amazing experience i’d remember for such a long time.

dear nolan, i hope you can really see yourself the way i see you. how powerful your warm words is, how beautiful your mind is, and how wonderful your touch is. please remember that i’ll always be you +1 vote in whatever you choose.

just know that if the cooking youtube channel uploads new video or love spells is being played in certain places, i’ll think of you only. until we meet again, dear nolan.

affectionately,

the one whom you called ma chérie.

The midnight skies reside in your eyes, instead. It is as though you carry a pocketful of stars, ready to sprinkle their light on anyone who crosses your path.

2023-08-13 06:56:39 UTC

Your love feels like familiarity. It was true, what you said in your interview (referring to your pretty Carrd that I admire so much), about making your lover a part of your day. It almost feel like I'm there with you, witnessing you going around here and there, watching you choosing the horror movie you'll watch for the night.

Being loved by you feels like I've known you for years. How you talk to me casually, how you always being close to reach and not even once makes me feel like I'm alone, never being away for too long. I should apologize to you in that part, though, for leaving you too often and getting too much into the role of being your sleeping beauty that always falls asleep without knowing. You're so understanding still. I should thank you thousand times for your amount of patience.

Your small gestures make me flattered and it feels like you carry it at ease. I was kind of worried after seeing your love language that doesn't collide with mine, but dear, aren't you a charmer. You charmed me in your own way that I didn't expect before. You have your distinct way to make people comfortable.

Nolan, anyone who's loved by you is lucky. Anyone who got to know how gentle (yet quite a tease sometimes, quite funny too) you are in loving. You know how that feels when you eat your childhood food again, in a foreign city, as an adult? That is exactly how it feels to be by your side. The comfortable and familiar warmth, you make me feel like I am home.

I feel like I have known you forever now. You are doing very well in introducing the part of your life to someone, you are very welcoming. I truly feel like I can be myself in front of you, and I am genuine in every word I said here.

You have the whole world in your head and you let me take a peek, make me feel mesmerized. You are a wonderful lover. Until we meet again. :)

rashakanolan — 2023-08-18 20:37:02 UTC

To my Dearest Noyan.

spidermarvel41 — 2023-08-20 06:51:23 UTC

Thank you Noyan for being such a sweet, mature, funny person in the past two days. I'm so happy to be able to feel how to belong to you completely, I'm very comfortable when I'm around you, in your arms, your kisses, everything I feel lovingly and warmly. I am very grateful that fate brought us together, because you are really a very kind, humble and caring person. I am also very comfortable when we exchange stories about many things, chatting about your days and my days, making my day better. I hope we can meet again at the right time and bring happiness! Keep up the good work to get through the day without me, I'll always have your back.

Mi amor, Nolan.

adelinehansley — 2023-09-09 16:20:19 UTC

My loved ones, Nolan. Thank you for allowing me to love you and feel loved by you. Even though we only had a day, it was beyond great! I'm so glad that I met you.

The love and joy we shared, the most incredible night that burned the cold night air also our further research about the journal, I will never forget it, one of the greatest day I ever had. You succeeded in satisfying my desire.

You're a sweet and gentle partner. I feel so loved and cared for. Talking to you is always a pleasure because you're a good listener and respond to all my ramblings, you are also a fun person! You can easily make others feel comfortable around you.

Nolan.. I was surprised and delighted by your gift! Bisa banget buat aku senyum-senyum sendiri, feels like I want to listen to it all the time. Manis banget.. thank you, love! As I said before, the day with you felt like a magical adventure that I cherish so much.

Time flies really fast.. but hoping our path will cross again and we can be in each other's arms again in the future! Xx.

Avast ye! Man overboard!

2023-10-07 04:37:10 UTC

Hello, Hello, Captain. I hope this doesn't sound silly, but I absolutely love being completely smitten with someone, especially with you, Kakak. I'm sorry it's taken me a while to visit your site, but please understand that I was a bit unsure about what to write here.

You have been such a wonderfully sweet boyfriend, a loving partner, and I'm truly grateful for all the kind words you share when we're together. Even though I've been a little preoccupied lately, I want you to know that I cherish every moment we spend together. Sometimes, I catch myself missing you and end up paying a little visit to your account.

I really hope that in the near future, we can reunite because I'm not sure how much longer I can bear this distance. Until we see each other again!

Your little navigator.

Hello, Mr. Snoppy!

2023-10-08 05:24:01 UTC

Guess who this is? I'm the one who you keep warm at night with an abundance of love, so the night that was dark and nothing to be happy about before becomes so warm and comfortable.

Nolan, thank you for loving me in a way that I never loved like that before. You're so subtle, but your love hit me at the exact right spot. I can't help but giggle every time I see your name on my notification bar.

And how we talk about anything—anything can be so beautiful when I talk about it with you because you listen to me carefully. I feel like I matter when I'm with you; you make me human. Love doesn't have to be grand; it's as simple as you picking me up before we go to school and I packing you lunch so we can eat that together.

Thank you so much for everything you have done to me, Nolan. I wish you well in every path that you take, please always take care of yourself, ya?

With love, K.

Hello there, Shaka.

2023-10-30 18:07:32 UTC

This is Ayi speaking and I just wanna drop by here to say thank you. First thing first, I wanna say that time flies when it’s with you, yeah? haha.

I think I would never forget our first encounter where you were being funny, cute, but lovely at the same time for me. Days with you were never felt empty as we always blabbered about anything to each other and let our heart guide our minds the way we wanted.

You are such a sweet, gentle creature and I feel like you are able to bring the sense of home wherever you go. And I want to thank you for bringing me to your home, Shaka.

Thank you for letting me stay for a while, letting me into your world, sharing your laughs, introducing me with your good sense of music, and most importantly, thank you for your kindness and your love.

Please always be healthy and happy, Shaka Shaki.

-🦋🤍