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“Life is Short so don’t waste your thoughts overthinking, Life is short so don’t worry about the future, Life is short don’t wait for someone to come to you, you go for yourself”

"He was crying, Kyle."

"He was sad someone he likes betrayed him"

"He isn't feeling well and he needs space"

• Zeniba

Found this yesterday when I was thinking back about February, and started crying (if you know about February, then you know. I don't tell people about that)

No, be yourself and go after your dreams, because life is not long enough to fake it. 💜 Your worth it!

"If you look around, and everything seems dark, look again. Maybe you're meant to be the light"

"I don't know if it's gonna work out, I don't know what's gonna happen, but I can promise you this, I will never stop trying, because when you find the one, you never give up."

Walter Mitty: When are you going to take it? (referring to taking a photo of 1 super rare animal)

Sean (A Famous Photojournalist): Sometimes I don't. If I like a moment, for me, personally, I don't like to have the distraction of the camera. I just want to stay in it.

Walter Mitty: Stay in it?

Sean: Yeah. Right there. Right here.

"Don't mess it up."

Yet every breath you take is a reason to keep fighting

"You just hate the moment."

A thousand moments that I had just taken for granted, mostly because I had assumed that there would be a thousand more

The moment that you died,

my heart was torn in two,

one side filled with heartache,

the other died with you.

I often lie awake at night,

when all the world's asleep,

and take a walk down memory lane,

with memories that I keep.

Remembering you is easy,

I do it every day,

but missing you is heartache,

that never goes away.

I hold you tightly in my heart,

and there you will remain.

Until my life on Earth does end,

when we will meet again.

(I scarified my hair for this rip)

"You get mad over the dumbest things."

"Your a cheater, a liar."

In the time I called everyone else a monster, I probably became a monster myself.

Book's Cover

Never judge a book by its cover, but perhaps you can a man by his yard.

There once was one who worked on mine, turned barren land to grand design. from dirt and rocks to vibrant crops reversing cursing state of decline.

Soon green from growing grass at last, it boasted beauty to any who passed.

With entrance paven to humble haven, he proudly presented to any who asked.

But that was once upon a time, now life has left each bud and vine.

Neglect has led to growing dread of no return to prior shrine.

As nature's mirror, this lawn's reflection is that of caretaker's introspection.

Where vibrance lacks, his vigor slacks, like spreading outward soul's infection.

I'll try my best to alter course from which was born a selfish source, but damage dealt I fear will be felt by those to come despite my remorse.

It makes me feel good, better.

"At what cost?"

. . .

It fucking sucks.

I feel hungry, but I don't feel like I want to eat, the part where you put the food in your mouth and chew.

The worst thing was that the teacher made us cookies and I was hungry, started crying a very tiny bit. "You look like your going threw a major anxiety attack." Said my friend who was sitting next to me.

When you get what you want in your struggle for self,

And the world makes you king for a day,

Then go to a mirror and look at yourself,

And see what that man has to say,

For it isn’t a man’s father, mother, or wife,

Who’s judgement upon him he must pass,

The fellow whose verdict counts most in life,

Is the man staring back from the glass,

He’s the fellow to pease, never mind all the rest,

For he’s with you clear to the end,

And you’ve passed the most dangerous, difficult test,

If the man in the glass is your friend,

You can fool the whole world down the pathway of years,

And get pats on the back as you pass,

But the final reward will be heartache and tears,

If you’ve cheated the man in the glass.

Don’t leave anything for later

Later, people grow up

Later, words go unsaid

Later, you lose interest

Later, opportunities slip away

Later, the day turns into night

Later, you regret not doing something

Later, life goes by and you had the chance

Found your husband cheating? Get a divorce.

Get your own place if you feel uncomfortable in your own home

Travel the world if that's your dream

Be yourself.

You were hurting and needed a drastic change? Your hair looks horrible from cutting it you should go bald or don't

Who am I to judge.

[AS]

I don't like tomatoes.

I'm going fishing,

Cause I'm on a mission.

(This is a vent 😋)

"She can't keep them all safe they will die and be afraid."

"yeah, well I hate you till I die"

"*dies later that day*

I guess that means im loved?....

You make me do too much labor.." - Paris

Wrong time.

In a land with no mirrors,

no waters reflection,

would we turn instead to introspection?

Where visions of vanity vacate and vanish,

what’s left to weigh remains inside,

to place outward appearance in back of mind,

and let what’s within amorously emanate righteous ruminations that radiate and shine.

I’d like to live with no sense of presentation,

and prevent alteration of authentic essence,

but mirrors reveal insecure revelations,

pokes holes in the hopes of achieving independence.

Just let me live without my reflection,

for I fear the face looking back with flaws even though I know the truth will show through the cracks and gaps of mask’s suppression

Him.

( 11 months later )

I SHOULD HAVE LISTENED TO YOU GUYs

Or exceptionally great

You don't even have to be good.

BUT I DO, I HAVE TO BE ALL THOSE THINGS AT ONCE ALL OF THE TIME.

Yes, I do.

"Your cruel, and you say you love animals, what a shame"

Yeah what a shame, I may care, but hey. We humans die every f*cking day, so why should I feel bad

"How dare you!?"

Yeah yeah

*The boy asked looking at the man greatly sad but anger shone through his eyes*

"Even worse.."

*The man finally spoke giving into talking with the boy*

"𝙃𝙚 𝙢𝙚𝙖𝙣𝙩 𝙞𝙩 𝙞𝙣 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙮 𝙤𝙣𝙚"

"Just not 𝒀𝑶𝑼𝑹 universe."

*As he set his glass of wine down on the smooth wooden table, the man shifted in his crooked chair, his eyes drifting around the dark, cold void he had spent his life in. The boy remained silent, staring down at the floor. It was wet and sticky beneath his bare feet, the sensation unpleasant but manageable. The air around him was thick with emotion—he could smell the anger, sadness, and fear radiating from the walls. The voided universe mirrored feelings through scent, a grotesque but bearable truth. Yet, amidst it all, the boy noticed something strange. The man carried no scent at all. Whatever emotions he might have felt had been consumed by the void long ago, leaving only emptiness in its place.*

"．．."

"You wanna know something?"

* The man scoffed catching the boy off-guard by speaking again, the boy's breathing got heavier not wanting to hear what else the man had to say at this point.*

"You didn't even love him in every universe"

*He pursed his chapped yet soft lips looking off to the side for a split second*

"you weren't supposed to with any fate.."

".. Except for this one, the only one."

* He said, for a fleeting moment a bit of vulnerability flashed across the man's face*

*feeling a bit bad for the boy starting to break down and cry watching his knees shake as he fell down to the ground*

,,That can't be true."

*The boy spoke with a furious tone that was cracking under the pressure of sadness*

"It is, you're just too 𝙞𝙜𝙣𝙤𝙧𝙖𝙣𝙩 and 𝙨𝙩𝙪𝙥𝙞𝙙 to realize it."

"𝙔𝙤𝙪 𝙖𝙡𝙬𝙖𝙮𝙨 𝙬𝙞𝙡𝙡 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙉𝙞𝙘𝙤 𝙞𝙣 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙪𝙣𝙞𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙚𝙨𝙚

, 𝙣𝙤 𝙢𝙖𝙩𝙩𝙚𝙧 𝙬𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙡𝙚𝙨𝙨𝙤𝙣 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙡𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙣."

". . ."

"𝙄𝙩'𝙨 𝙖𝙡𝙡 𝙮𝙤𝙪'𝙡𝙡 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧 𝙗𝙚"

"How are you gonna break that habit?"

"With the help and support of you guys."

"..Do you still love dad?"

"𝙊𝙛 𝙘𝙤𝙪𝙧𝙨𝙚 𝙝𝙤𝙣𝙚𝙮."

Yes dear, very much

-7 years later- ( 11 yr old ) child

Docter: " Your child needs a brain surgery "

Okay. Give it to him

Docter: " it costs 50,000 dollars

I don't care how much it costs.

"mom y-y-you saved me!?"

Yes son, your my son forever I love you

-10 years later- ( 21 yr old ) child

"MOM MOM MOM MOM WAKE UP!!!!!"

Gang: she ain't your mom she was gonna kill you when you turned 25

"w-w-what?! no no no!!! SHE LOVES ME"

Gang: she hated you kid

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