pretty maxi dresses. gold jewelry. heels and wedges. plain oversized shirts. fitted jeans. soft pastel colors. pearl necklaces. dainty cardigans & sweaters. tote bags. nude nails. lace lingeries.
oversized everything. long sleeved shirts. minimalist. haired tied up into messy buns. ripped jeans. silver rings. thrifted clothes. worn out sneakers. dirty shoelaces. cherry chapstick. scrunchies. reusable totes. oversized jackets & cardigans. a heart locket. black, blues and neutrals. chipped nail polish. no makeup.

as a mother: 
❊ her world revolves around sion and this will never change. she tries very hard to make ends meet, especially in an attempt to not only give him a life he deserves but to also fill the void left by her husband. despite not interested in anyone, she fulfills the role of both mother and father as best as she can. sometimes, it takes a toll on her but she will never voice it to anyone. 

writing — dancing with her kid — tea  — sunrises — classic korean poetry— korean food— spring — psychological thriller movies and tv shows — crime and murder documentaries — flowers especially tulips — soju.

milk — nosy people — overfamiliarity — bright and neon colors — raisins or dried fruits  — autumn — matcha or cinnamon anything  — loud noises — too hot or too cold showers — pushy people.

failing to give her son a good life.  

snack binger. nailbiting. messy personal space. 

reading. hanging out with her kid. shopping at the market. 

i. because she bites her nails, her nails are actually very horrible and she tries to get manicures often but fails. so she just leaves it be.
ii. she actually still wears her wedding ring, just in a necklace around her neck.
iii. she will put her son before anything. even work or any other human.
iv. she has two side jobs: she runs a youtube account where she uploads recipes asmr style and she has a blog called 'SOLIVAGCNTLY' where she uploads poetry she has written under the pen name of 'gyj. her youtube channel has about 50k Subscribers and her blog has 34k follows.
v. her skincare and makeup routine consists of only 5 steps. she has no time for much.
vi. has a very high alcohol tolerance. can drink up to 8 bottles of soju. maybe more but she always stops at 8 because this is how many bottles she and her late husband drank together.