Laman Penuh Kisah. by Rakian Arutama

hi there!

2022-05-19 12:22:51 UTC

kak aru kak aru kak aru! maaf banget aku baru bisa mampir kesinii t________t

ANYWAY, aku mau berterima kasih banyak karena kak aru udah mau luangin waktunya buat pacaran sama aku! it was a really good time when we have each other, kakak treated me so well, aku nya dibayiin dan di sayang sayang banget t_____t beside that, KAK ARU LUCU NAN GEMES BANGET HUWEEEE T^T

kapan kapan kita ketemu lagi yaa kak? jangan bosen bosen loh ya sama iyel! DADAH KAK ARUUU! MWAAAHH!

Thank you for your two days, Aru!

fiorecord — 2022-05-25 05:55:41 UTC

First of all, aku mau bilang kalau aku sukaaaaaaaa banget sama vibe carrd kamu. Apalagi nama-nama paketan ini. Kebacanya tulus dan mengundang.

Dua hari ini sebetulnya kita sama-sama chill dan malah cenderung sibuk ya, jadi sebagai bestie kayanya kita bestie-yang-sering-ketemu-jadi-sante-aja. Wkwkwkw. Tapi aku seneng banget berkesempatan jadi bagian dari hari Aru.

You were gentle and polite, saat aku yang lama off, kamu punya inisiatif buat nanya. Semuanya kerasa tulusnya. Hello, low maintenance friend. Serandom apapun topik yang aku angkat, kamu bisa tanggapin dengan baik. Thank you very much, Aru! I don't feel lonely with you for two whole days, thanks for being a great buddy!

Dearest Aru,

2022-06-02 15:48:09 UTC

I sincerely apologize that I passing by just now. But, I wanna say thank you for accompanying me through the days. You're so cute and you never fail to paint a smile on my face. I was really enjoyed our time, even tho only for 2 days but you really made my day.

Moving on to bed session, still, you were so cute, and also obedient. You know what, and how to do it properly, to make me feel comfortable, as always. I love the way you bring your heaven to me.

I hope our paths could cross again with a better version of us.

With love, N.

Kak Aru,

2022-06-28 11:47:18 UTC

first of all, aku mau bilang makasih udah nemenin aku yaa. Walaupun cuma beberapa jam aja, it was really nice talking to you. I love the way you appreciate something. Aku juga suka vibe kakak yang positif dan bisa excited dengan ceritaku.
Kakak juga lucu banget asli. Apalagi kalau lagi cerita kesenangan kakak.
it was really a good time, being with you. So, once again thank you Kak Aruuu :D

Buat Kakak!

2022-06-28 19:11:00 UTC

Haloooo kak Aruuu. Adek kayaknya gabisa berhenti bilang makasih makasih makasih ke kakak, karena kakak udah keren banget!

Tiga hari pacaran sama kakak sungguh membahagiakan dan menyenangkan. You have this ability to make people happy dan kakak bikin hariku berisi energi positiff!!!

Thank you for making me feel very very loved kakak. I hope the love you give to the world and those around you, comes back to you million times better. You deserveee it!

Sampai ketemu lagi kakak, sehat dan bahagia selaluuu okay!!!!

Dari adek Gigi.
P.S. jangan lupa minum air putih banyak kalau begadang!!

Sweet little kitten.

2022-07-04 06:02:57 UTC

I'm pretty bummed that we only had a few hours on our hands. I wish we had more and I will make sure we'll have more, the next time we meet. You are a dream come true. You excel at keeping the other party on edge, making them desperately crave you. I had the most fun, kitten. Although, again, I wish we had more time to do something so much more. I found it cute when you said you were sleepy, by the way. Truly very baby of you and it took all the willpower within me to not pepper kisses all over your cheeks and hug you, right there and then.

I surely hope we can meet again, sometime soon. I'll see you around, cantikku.

Xx,
Yours.

Buat Kak Aru

2022-07-04 06:30:38 UTC

Kakakk, maaf ya aku baru muncul sekarang.
Aku mau ucapin terima kasih buat kakak yang udah nemenin aku dua hari kemarin.
Just like i said, aku seneng banget ngobrol sama kakak. Rasanya tenang, terus mengalir aja topiknya. Andd, you were so cute, kita berdua gemes hehehe. We literally talked from nothing to everything. Aku suka banget sama pembawaannya kakak yang kalem, tapi gemes juga.

Kakak sehat sehat terus ya, jangan banyak begadang, terus minum air putih yang banyak. I’ll see you again another time. Sekali lagi terima kasih banyakkk

Best regards
Z

Mas awu boop ur nose

2022-07-09 11:31:09 UTC

Greetings mas aruuu!!!!! This is ur little miaw miaw speaking, ok i'm gonna stop 🙂. MAS ARUUU terimakasih udah nemenin aku selama 3 hariii, maaf akunya malah hectic sendiri, kalau ngechat mas aru isinya sambat capek kerja wkwkw tapi mas aru bener-bener obat capek aku paliiiiinggg ampuh!! Setiap aku cerita selalu didengerin, terus dikasih semangat teruus. I feel soooo loved beneran gatau kenapa selama 3 hari perut aku penuh sama kupu-kupu mulu (wadu serem). Maas aruu bahagia terus yaaa dan sehat selalu, i had a lovely time with you, see you when i see you mas aruu!!

Kak Kian. 🤍

2022-07-12 18:35:49 UTC

Kak Kian, Kak Kian, Kak Kian~
Maaf baru menyempatkan diri untuk mampir. Aku mau ngucapin terima kasih banyak (lagi) ke Kakak, karena udah nemenin aku selama 3 hari, eh hitungannya 3 atau 4 hari ya kalau yang sehari kejeda? Pokoknya aku seneng banget bisa habisin waktu bareng Kak Kian. Kita kemarin ngapain aja ya? 🤔 Mulai dari nonton Studio Ghibli bareng, sposess, trus nulis bareng juga (AKU BENERAN SENENG POL BUAT YANG INI, I LOVE YOUR WRITINGS. MAKASIHHH).

Sebenernya Kak Kian ini emang pandai bikin hal-hal kecil jadi menyenangkan. Aku ngerasa nyaman banget pas sesi sama Kak Kian, dia tipe yang super duper soft banget kalau ke pacar [meng-melting]. Nggak lupa, Kak Kian juga orang yang perhatian. Jadi, beneran ngerasa disayang banget selama sesi sama Kak Kian. Rasanya pengen kasih Kak Kian cinta banyak-banyak biar Kak Kian bahagia terus, biar Kak Kian gak ada sedihnya.

Sekali lagi terima kasih ya, Kak? Nanti kapan-kapan aku bakal balik ke Kak Kian, untuk melanjutkan cerita yang belum selesai [jiakh]. Nanti aku mau ajak Kakak rewatch Harpot yang The Goblet of Fire! Atau mau nonton Ghibli lagi? Apapun deh.

Till then, please take care of yourself. Jaga kesehatan, jaga pola makan, jangan lupa minum air putih juga. Trus, jangan kebanyakan begadang, oke? See you when I see youuu. 🌻

Kakak!

2022-07-13 04:32:19 UTC

Dear, my kakak.

Kak Aru meoooong! Makasih banyak buat dua harinya, ya. Nggak kerasa banget soalnya sama Kak Aru tuh santai banget hihi jadi sesinya enjoyable. Kak Aru juga gemes banget bisa aku ledekin terus jadi ada hiburan setiap hari ... 🐱

Selain seru, sesi sama Kak Aru juga menyenangkan karena Kak Aru juga sosok pendengar yang baik. Pokoknya setiap aku curhat tuh didengerin terus ditanggapi dengan baik juga. Aku seneng, seneng, seneng, senengnya banyak!

Kak Aru, makasih banyak udah tahan sama berisiknya aku, sama gak jelasnya aku, dan sama semua yang aku obrolin walau kadang aneh-aneh. Maaf kalau misalnya aku ada ngomong sesuatu yang bikin nggak nyaman. I'm so thankful for you, Kak Aru. Kak Aruku sayang. Semoga Kakak selalu dapat yang terbaik.

Your little sister, A.

My dearest Crab Sir 🦀

2022-07-23 09:04:55 UTC

I wasn't lie when I told you that your appearance feels like waves crashing upon the shore. It brings some sense of calm and certainly washes way my worries everytime I talk to you.

It's really easy to fall for you and all of your little gestures, your hugs and kisses, and your words to encourage me, and your ways to makes me flustered, all red 🍅

Aru, until I come again to claim my hugs and kisses, please always be happy and surround yourself with beautiful souls only.

Yours,

Lusada 🍅

Dear, Aru.

2022-07-25 10:17:59 UTC

it was a rollercoaster ride for me, because i was crying the whole day yet i smiled when i saw ur texts it was super comforting thank you!! i thought it was gonna be awkward but its not, again thanks to you.

aru is a kind of bf who REALLY care about his partner and very considerate if any of you have doubts TRUST ME YOU WONT REGRET IT :D

about movie date, honestly i didnt expect we'll talk a lot (which is a goof thing) we both confused and simping over the lead IT WAS SUPER FUN HAHAHAHA even though my movie choice kinda :/ but then again you know how to make me feel better i'd def wait for our next movie date hehehe <3

see you later,🌹.

Dearest Kak Aru.

2022-07-27 11:06:48 UTC

Hello, kak Aru! Thank you so much for spending 2 days with me. Kak Aru such a lovely person, a person who has sooo many affections. I feel so much loved, Kak Aru! You treated me so well, soooo warmhearted, manis, jadi bikin nyaman dan nggak sekali-duakali aku senyum-senyum, malah selama 2 hari kemarin senyumku nggak pernah hilang dan aku selalu deg-degan.

I truly hope you are happy, as much as the happiness you have brought to me and other people. Sehat selalu, jangan lupa makan (makannya yang teratur kakak!) dan banyak minum air putih juga. You are doing your best, Kak Aru! See you when I see you.

With love,
🥟 (untungnya ada emoji dimsum 😂)

iyan! mon chérie!

2022-07-31 16:25:10 UTC

hai! thanks for all the memories and love you gave to me these past 3 days ya, iyan! makasih banyak udah selalu dengerin aku cerita, nemenin aku nonton dan begadang, semuanya deh. i said that you are the embodiment of warmth and i feel like everyone would agree.

kamu hangat banget banget and i feel so secure and comfortable to be around you, to talk with you for hours. i know you paid attention to every details that i wrote in the form, soalnya aku dapet semua yang aku mau, thank you so much for that huhuhu (masih galau gamau putus)

aku juga suka waktu kamu nanggepin ceritaku terus kamu jadi ikutan cerita. i am so grateful we have shared so many stories and created so many memories together although the time we have is short. i love familiarity and i am glad you brought it to our relationship. you've done great, iyan!

semangat terus yaaa! i hope all my love and prayers reach you so you can always be happy whenever and wherever you are. see you real soon!

- m.

Teruntuk: Kak Kian

2022-08-18 15:10:02 UTC

Selamat malam, Tuan Rakian Arutama (soalnya nulis ini pas malam). Hehe (merasa bersalah karena baru sempat mampir ke sini) :D

Nanti kalau aku ucapin makasih lagi kakak bosen gak, ya? Kalau iya aku tetep mau bilang makasih, sih. Thank you so much buat Kak Kian karena udah nemenin aku lagi 3 hari kemarin. Nggak jauh beda dari pertemuan pertama kita, Kak Kian masih tenang, menenangkan, hangat, menghangatkan, dan lembut, penuh kelembutan. Mungkin bedanya, semua hal yang udah aku sebutin tadi makin bertambah kadarnya. Atau emang aku aja yang tambah tinggi tingkat kebucinannya? Tapi emang kalau sama Kak Kian gak bisa kalau gak bucin.

Terus, aku seneng banget karena kemarin kita banyak agenda pacaran walaupun pas pagi/siang ada aja yang ganggu pacaran. Dan untuk pertama kalinya, aku bisa melaksanakan reading journeyku bareng pacar hahaha. Bukan cuma pas kita membaca bersama, tapi pas aku baca buku sambil nemenin kakak tidur. Entah kenapa memori yang itu membekas sekali (maafkan, memang anaknya hopeless romantic banget).

Kak Kian harus sehat terus, makan yang teratur, dan jangan kebanyakan begadang (please banget yang ini). Semoga Kak Kian senantiasa dikelilingi hal-hal yang membahagiakan, walaupun sebenarnya Kak Kian juga merupakan sumber kebahagiaan itu sendiri. Sampai jumpa lagi kapan-kapan ya kak! I'll see you soon (aku mau rent Kakak seumur hidup, canda seumur hidup). Sampai jumpa pokoknya, ini bunga buat kakak.🌻🌻🌻

Buat Akian

2022-08-26 13:45:42 UTC

Halooo Akiannya akuuu. Makasih yaa, udah nemenin aku tiga hari kemarin. Aku seneng banget pacaran sama kamu. Kamu orangnya lucuuu, stop protes karena di mataku kamu itu lucu. Akian softttttt banget dan perhatian sama hal hal kecil. Aku merasa sangat dicintai banget sama kamu. Akian juga suka kangen padahal baru ditinggal sebebtar hahahaha gemes bangett. Suka minta pukiss gemes gemes pengen aku unyel unyel dua jam!! Akian, makasih juga ya, udah bantu support aku, selalu ada pas aku lagi capek-capeknya kemarin. Makasih udah jadi pacar aku yang paling keren sedunia. Oh ya, aku juga minta maaf kalo selama sama kamu kemarin aku ada salah kata atau perbuatan yang kurang berkenan buat kamu. Maaf sering aku tinggal dan ketiduran karena ril capek abisss. Setelah ini, kamu jangan keseringan begadang ya, ganteng. Jaga terus kesehatannya, makan makanan yang enak-enak. Semoga bahagia terus yaa, Akian ❤️✨

Buat kak Ruru!

2022-08-30 10:49:49 UTC

HALOOO KAK RURUU!! MAAFFFF aku lama banget baru isi padletnya BUT ITS NICE TO KNOW YOU and thank you for want to accompany me and listen to my daily activities! kak ruru its a nice boyfriend guys TRUST ME, you will feel loved and happy when you with him. ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ FOR KAK RURU YAAYYYYY

-m

Dearest, Rakian Arutama

2022-09-13 09:02:51 UTC

halloww kakak<3 thank you udah nemenin aku seharian kemarinn, terima kasih udah temenin dan semangatin aku kerja 🥰 daan terima kasih juga udah dengerin cerita2kuu, kamu pendengar yang baik dan mature enough aku senang bisa cerita2 sama kak aru.

i had so much an amazing time, the way you treat me i really love it, thank you!❤️
i hope you are doing well. stay healthy dan be happy yapp!🌹

My Ruru.

2022-10-02 04:44:33 UTC

Hello, Ruru. Sorry for passing by just now, I had an exam last week. Guess who’s this? Your Papi. Now that I’m here, I just wanna thank you for keeping me company for the past 3 days. Those days were precious to me, and I’ll cherish every moment I had with you.

Everything you do is cute cause you are the cutest human being on the planet. I love having a late-night convo with you, it’s also cute and funny how you share your opinions about the movie that we watched together. I feel like I could pinch your checks at that moment. If I may say, I love how you paid deep attention to my form and obeyed the do’s and don’ts. I truly appreciate it. You made me feel loved.

As for the bed session, you excel at it. You were so adorable (as always) and compliant. You know how to do it well without forgetting to make me feel comfy.

I forgot to mention how sweet your reaction was when I sent you those videos I got from the concert.

I love everything you did to me. Lastly, please don’t forget to take a good care of yourself, eat good meal, stay hydrated, and most importantly, be happy okay? You deserve all the good things in this world. Good luck for your next journey! Hope to see you real soon.

-C 🤍

Sweet man, Mas Aru 🖤

orlandojonathan02 — 2022-10-07 05:05:59 UTC

Hello mas? you're such a beautiful creatures in my life, you make everything looks perfect to live. i really greatful to know you. mas, makasih banyak ya? udah nemenin aku, i felt all your love and affections so well. you take very good care of me, gently loving me, and know how to make me feel better with all your words. very calming.

Once again, let me say it again. thank you, mas. thank you very much for accepting me being your tiny bunny. i love you wholeheartedly, please take care of yourself ya, let's meet some other time, ganteng 🤍

With love,
your tiny bunny

My cutie little Aru.

2022-10-11 20:00:20 UTC

In all candor, the idea that you are so charming has never crossed my mind. I can see very clearly and emphatically that you have a way of making the person you care about feel appreciated, and you do so in a very effective way. A clingy Aru also adds the juice because, man, he is just so darn cute. To be fair, he did tell me that I'm adorable, but he had no idea that this compliment concealed something deeper about his personality as well. I really, truly, madly, deeply adore everything that he did because it screams lovely all over the place. Mon Aru, could you kindly ensure that it remains in this state?

Kak Kian!

khaIayak — 2022-11-02 05:42:35 UTC

You're the literal sweetest human alive, being your boyfriend was the best thing that ever happened to me. we're talk for just a days but I can tell that you're a genuine person. All thanks to you who gave me endless love and affection. You took care of me so well and listened to everything I had to say. You balances my energy and everything feels easy, everything we talked about just kept flowing and we never ran out of things to talk about. I really love your warm hugs, kisses, an cuddles :( I promise I'll see you around, Oki? See you when I see you!!

my beloved, Arutama.

2022-11-13 13:32:19 UTC

hello, kak arutama.
i really spent the past 2 days well with you. thank you for being comfort place to lean on. thank you for making me feel loved again hehehe.
thank you for appreciating every little things i did.

thank you udah jadi tempat yang nyaman buatku. seneng banget bisa menghabiskan waktu bareng kakak. aku merasa sangat dicintai dan dihargai.
ALSOO thank you for listen my random stories.
kamu juga good listener, kamu beneran dengerin semua-mua ceritaku🌟 kakak juga suka update kegiatannya huhu gemes bgt♥️

dan juga, makasih sudah meluangkan waktu untuk quality time di malam harinya dan gift nya di hari specialku, aku seneng bangeett!!

may all the good things come to you, please take care of yourself ya kakak ♥️

-ra 🥀

Kak Ruru!

heartender — 2022-11-14 13:19:32 UTC

It's your Nameow writing! Thank you for accompanying me through the Monsterday evening last week. Maaf ya aku baru sempet mampir kesini 😔 But, I enjoyed our session a lot. You're such an easy person to talk with, also a good listener and super sweet. Your company just light up my evening like that.

Kakak pembawaannya calm and warm, juga soft banget. Kalau diibaratkan makanan, Kak Ruru tuh kayak Hwang Hyunjin versi roti tawar kupas 😋 Sayang banget kita nggak sama-sama belum berkesempatan nonton konser Stray Kids tahun ini. Semoga next tour kita bisa ketemu mereka ya kak! Once again, thank you kak. Wish you all nice things ever exist.

—N.

My Kakak, my little prince!

2022-11-21 19:20:34 UTC

Our two days spent together doesn’t justify how many goodness you put into this world, and I am lucky enough to have you putting it in mind. I couldn’t be more grateful. I’m grateful for the silly giggles and endless hugs we share, how I know I wouldn’t trade it for the world.

I think I haven’t said this yet, but I can’t thank you enough for letting me love. Thank you for accepting them too. You are truly one of the best person I could think of when I think of wanting to spare my love with. And I mean it in the best way possible, I am grateful that our paths crossed, a lot, hehe.

I’m wishing for you to love the most remarkable way, anyone would be veeery lucky to be loved by you, I am one of it! 😆 I also hope your heart is always at ease, and no obstacle could come between you and your endeavors. You truly are an amazing person, despite despite despite. Thank you for absolutely… everything! Thank you for the way you lovingly listens to my rambles. Until we meet again ya, Kak 💗 Thank you.. again!

- Your little baker. 🤍

Dear Aru,

2022-11-27 07:00:50 UTC

The night was fun though I only got the chance to meet you in hours. I love the way you keep the ride fun although we finished the session pretty late. What a bummer that I couldn’t do more with you… felt short like I can’t get enough of you, pretty sure I am going to meet you again on the next time. Thank you for the companion, sweetheart.

🖤

Arutama, Aru-ku yang utama.

2022-12-15 10:14:38 UTC

Terima kasih udah nemenin aku di 3 hariku yang hectic minggu lalu. I think I failed to tell you beforehand that I had a deadline at the time, but you supported me successfully. Aku sangat sangat sangat merasa didukung oleh kamu... Remember when I used our chat room to report my progress? Itu aku BETUL-BETUL dikejar deadline, yang bener-bener ketat banget. I would've been very stressed if I didn't have you to talk with. So thank you once again. Aku nggak tau apa yang kamu ingin raih dalam hidup, but please know that you helped a person get through a crucial time through your reliable company.

Aru, I had 3 delightful days sharing a casual and comfortable love with you. Thank you for reciprocating me well, evrything was perfectly subtle but also loving. That is not an easy thing, so I commend you for that!!! Terima kasih udah membuat aku merasa disayang, dengan cara yang santai dan tidak pernah memberatkan. Aku harap kamu merasa diperhatikan juga selama kita bareng kemarin...

Overall, it's been lovely sharing mundane things with you, and you're as good of a companion as I can wish for. I hope you stay healthy and I hope life gives you good things, love. Take care.

-Your clementine.

popo!🥔

2022-12-24 04:14:01 UTC

my warm and loving popotatatoto! i had no regrets for extending my hands to you, you surely held them with care, in the most tender way possible. you're like a bowl of warm soup, personified. you came in a whole package of fun, loving, and all the great qualities that makes you a gentle and warm lover.

you know what? i couldn't stop grinning each time we spout nonsenses hahaha we're surely suffering from an acute asbungitis, but i love it—our asbun-ness is like a cherry on top. and our similar sleeping hour is something that i'm also grateful because i'm funnier at weird hours🧎🏻‍♂️

not to mention our pengakuan dosa session hahahaha udah ah i won't elaborate on this but danggg, we surely have a lot in common. and thank you for adoring my far-from-perfect writing(s), i really appreciate your kind words, you surely make my day♥️

popo popo! you're a very lovely lover and no one shall say otherwise. take care of yourself well, popo. hope this won't be our first and last encounter but giving the circumstances, let's just leave it to the stars and let them decide, shall we? X.

the little carrot, serving you one last bowl of warm soup. 🥔🥕🍲

Dear Kian,

2022-12-25 06:58:44 UTC

Hello K(yu)ian!

Kalau boleh jujur i really love your carrd, seems so elegant and shows how gentle you are! Also your typing is so neat and surprisingly you also like to use emoji, suka deh bacanya berasa beneran temenan hehe :D

Thank you for accompanying me for the past two days! I truly enjoy talking to you, the way you looked out for me when i was afk for quite some times, your warm reminders, really shows that you treat your partner tenderly.

It was so easy to be intrigued by you if anyone is looking for movie buddy (your watched movies are chefs kiss tho karena sama kayak aku :D). Seru banget kehebohan kita pas nonton, would gladly love to spend time watching other movie with you, kita sama-sama heboh dan berisik jadi seru!!!

Please don't forget to take care of yourself, just like how you remind others too, jangan skip makan dan stay hydrated ya! Jangan sering begadang juga! Semoga lancar semua urusan pekerjaannya ya!

See you when i see you, Kian!
-A

Kiki-nya Kakak.

2022-12-29 05:00:53 UTC

Hi, Ki. I’m so sorry for the super late visit. But still I can’t forget thus sparks on my chest when you’re mine. Kiki thank you for light up my days, bring back thus sparkle to my heart. I really enjoy the moment we’re together. You’re sweet, kind, pretty, and very bery kind. Makasih banyak ya Ki. Semoga dilain kesempatan kita bisa ketemu lagi. Titip salam sayang, sayang Kiki.

'Can I stay a bit longer? Stay forever.'

kissedbruises — 2023-01-15 02:05:05 UTC

Aru, Aru! Thank you so much for being a sweet companion to my lonely night. I enjoyed watching this warm movie with someone that is just as warm, if not more. You're so talkative, and fun, and witty throughout the movie. I'm happy to watch this movie with someone that was excited for it as much as I was. Definitely a night worth remembering.

Thank you, Aru. Til we meet again next time with a different classic to watch? Hehe.

dear, kakak sayang.

2023-01-24 14:30:37 UTC

hallo kak kian! maaf karena baru sempet isi padletnya sekarang ya.. semoga kakak ga keberatan huhu 😞

yang pertama aku mau bilang makasih karena kakak udah mau nemenin aku selama 5 hari kemarin, udah mau diajak date ramean juga. aku seneng banget walaupun ini pertama kalinya kita ketemu tapi aku bisa nikmatin waktu pacaran berdua maupun waktu ngelakuin kegiatan bareng temen-temen yang lain. disamping kesibukan kakak ataupun badannya yang lagi kurang sehat, tapi kakak selalu nyempetin buat ikutin rangkaian kegiatan dari group datenya ini jadi aku seneng banget punya pacar yang kooperatif kaya kakak! i'm truly grateful i met you, kak kian. 🥺

kak kian tuh orang yang super duper manis! aku beneran selalu senyam-senyum tiap kakak nyelipin kata-kata kaya "cantikku", "sayangku", "cintaku" di setiap bubble chat yang kakak kirim. abis itu waktu kakak tiba-tiba muncul ngasih sertifikat buat aku karena kakak tau aku sedih gara-gara kalah di chemistry game, i swear to God it's the sweetest thing i've ever received. aku beneran ga ngerasa sedih lagi, aku suka gimana kakak nyelipin bunga daisy di sertifikat itu karena kakak tau itu bunga favorit aku. it's just a little thing but it can make my heart feel full. once again, thank you so much kak kian! 🥺

maybe that's all i can say for now. kak kian, please be sure to take care of yourself ya? eat well, drink enough water and get proper rest. until we meet again, kakak sayang 🤍

with love, your cutest kitten. 🐾

Dear Mas Aru

2023-02-02 14:26:47 UTC

Mas aru, thank you so much for the past 3 days ya. Thank you for taking care of me. Thank you for making me smile. I’m really happy to meet you mas. You such a warm person, mas aru. You make me feel so comfortable. Makasih juga ya udah dengerin aku cerita and give me an advice. Take care and see you later❤️

Dear, Cowok Gemesku.

2023-02-13 18:54:22 UTC

Hello,

The Kiyan to My Tara.

First of all, thank you for taking care of my heart warmly and gently last two days. I must say that drowning myself in your ocean was the best thing I’ve ever done, also be the first and happiest contentment I’ve ever felt in the year so far.

If I may describe Kiyan as a food; he’s a bowl of warm Mandu soup. Warm and comforting, a typical of simple but hearty dish you might ask for another bowl.

Just like the Mandu soup, Kiyan’s presence will bring full of contentment and happiness when he’s around. His antics (asbun) will make you craving for more time, just for another round of talking to him. You will never running out of topics—also you will never get that cheeks down even for a second—everytime the notifications from him popped up on the screen. I can vouch for that.

Kiyan, thank you for making my first try (ykwim) ever being this memorable. Words like grateful or happy are understatements to express how I feel, having realized that I was in the good hands to experience this whole new things with you.

I hope we’ll meet again anytime soon, but until then please take care of yourself well, ya?

Please make sure to have your three meals a day, adequate water intake, and make sure to have enough rest.

See you when I see you, Kiyanku.

Tara,

Cowok lucumu. ☺️

Hello again, Cowok Gemesku.

2023-03-06 13:55:09 UTC

Hello again,

Cowok Gemesku.

Semoga nggak bosen lihat aku mampir ke padletmu yaa. Sekali lagi, terima kasih udah nemenin dan bikin aku work out 🤬 sampai pipiku kekar selama tiga hari kemarin, Kiyan!

Makasih karena udah mau menerima kedangdutanku, asbungitisku, dan bahkan play along sama semua skenario random yang lewat di kepalaku yaa. Jangan kapok dan semangat menghadapi ujian berupa aku ya, Yan? (Nyengir)

Actually, there’s nothing much to say… karena waktu-waktu yang aku habisin sama kamu—semuanya masih sama.

Masih sama seru dan menyenangkannya (bahkan lebih), masih sama cengirable nonstopnya, masih sama ngalor-ngidulnya, dan yang pasti masih sama penuh asbunnya. But anyway, it was more impressive since I got to see the Blabbering Kiyan! side when he talked about things that excite him, and I hope there will be another chance to encounter those side of you again in the future!

Quoting that one line from the headline of last week’s newspaper:

“Kehadirannya selalu membawa rasa gembira, celetukan jenakanya tak jarang memunculkan gemuruh riuh di dalam dada, sedang eksistensinya meradiasikan rasa nyaman yang menghangatkan jiwa.”

You are really that kind of person, Kiyan. You never fail to carve a curve on my face and I wish everyone gets to meet you at least once in their lifetime!

As always, take care of yourself well, Kiyan. Please make sure to have your three meals a day, enough of water intake, and make sure to have enough of rest (jangan sering begadang nanti aku pukul lewat mimpi!).

Till we meet again, Kiyanku.

Tara,

Mu.

dear, aru

2023-03-13 13:11:30 UTC

it is indeed feel so nice, to have someone as the calm to my storm. the sky to my storm. i have always been grasak grusuk dan selalu seperti anak kecil yang lompat ke sana kemari. tapi sama aru, aku merasa tenang dan how do i say this, i feel enough. thank you for your kind heart and your sincere words.

aru udah beberapa hari ini nemenin aku kerja, nemenin aku dengerin lagu bareng, nonton bareng dan udah bare with my disorganized thoughts ahhahah, i really appreciate you for that. really. you are the best!

mau tulis banyak, tapi semoga aru juga tau kalau aku bersyukur bisa ketemu aru di sini, despite time and place yang bersebrangan dan dunia fana ini, aku bener bener ngerasa beruntung bisa ketemu kamu (tiba tiba soft hour)

until then, pake jaket ya kalau hujan dan mau pergi keluar, drink enough water, eat regularly, grab some meals, take a deep breath once in a while, i cherish you a lot.

warm regards,
c

To my dearest : Rakian Arutama 🤍

2023-03-13 14:04:26 UTC

hello again kakak! terima kasih sudah menemani aku lagii, i really enjoyed spending my time with you <3

thank you for existing, thank you for being such a best boyfriend, for all of your affections and pampering me well.

i will always say thank you for it, for making me feel better and i feel like i have a comfort zone.

makasih jugaa udah temenin aku nonton gose (yeay yang ini seruuu!!!) dan juga menanggapi semua ceritaku hehe.

lastly, makasih yaa kakak udah caring sama akuu <3

please take care of yourself. jaga kesehatan yaa, makan & minum air putih yang cukup, and i hope you will always happy kakak!

thank you and i love youu 💐🤍

Dearest Rakian.

2023-03-14 13:02:42 UTC

When I said the meeting was too short perhaps I was secretly hoping there'd be another time to reside longer with you. Rakian, you were a really warm company and it was just perfect having you around; I think I got too comfortable so it was like you lulling me to sleep coincidentally. But it felt nice tho. You were like my favourite cup of latte, warm and sweet enough, but not too much. Again, thank you for being my blanket last night. May you have more gentle nights after another one.

Love, A.

Dear, Julian.

2023-04-01 10:54:24 UTC

Loving you was like loving myself.
To finally see myself without the bits and pieces that I despise.
To finally be content with myself.
To finally know that, there is someone out there, who was woven by the same threads as mine just in a different pattern, and he's so.. so lovely.
And that maybe, I am, too.
And that maybe, I will be okay.
We will be okay.

☆

I spent the last two days with so much glee. It's always a treasure, to find someone who speaks the same wavelength of enthusiasms as I am toward the same thing I'm passionate about. You're nothing but gentle as well; you pulled my strings in every right place. You made it hurt a little so that there's something more than I could remember other than your grace, which you have a lot of. And to keep you in two ways rather than one? Only a fool would refuse that.

Dear, Julian.
We didn't end up exactly like Romeo and Juliet. We ended better, easier, and well.. more realistic. But biopic films automatically get nominated in the Academy so, what's realistic isn't always so bad, no? It is safe to say though, that what I felt for you was genuine and only of my own, Shakespeare cannot possibly rewrite that.

Dear, Julian.
Thank you. Every moment I spent with you was an adventure that had me at the edge of my seat, not wanting for the curtain call to start. But it did, anyways, and I applaud ourselves for that.

☆

From,
Rivio.

To the Kittenest Cat, kak Ruru.

everthlysias — 2023-04-19 09:26:51 UTC

Something about you really were enchanting to me. Was it your smile that pulls on my heartstring or was it your gentle gestures? I wasn't so sure about it myself. One thing I'm sure about you is how mesmerizing you are.

I've been known as someone who's good at words, I'm fluent at putting letters together, yet here I am after days passed by. I'm that mesmerized by you, how you robbed every word I know off of my mind and replace it with images of you— Rakian Arutama, God, even spelling your name out made me smile. I feel like a broken record, kak Ruru. All I wanna say is I love you each time I'm thinking of you.

It was so nice talking to you, having the chance to love you, and I'm glad, more than glad, to know you. Got to call you mine, even marrying you at some point in life (should I be sending you a divorce letter?). Thank you for accompanying me, please be happy, kucing lucuku.

If fate leads me back to you, would you be so kind as to let my arms be the place you lean on again? Until then, I'll cherish our memories.

With love,
R.

I Have Found the Whom Who My Soul Loves

2023-04-30 09:14:02 UTC

I have found the whom who my soul loves. The answer is.. you. Never once has the name Yiyan appeared in my mind without the feeling of gratitude without all the memories that I cherish and hold close. First thing first, I'd like to say that I'm incredibly thankful for your companion for that night, it's been such a lovely time I've ever had in this week and I thank God for letting me spend those days with you.

Yet there nothing awkward at start, our conversation flows smoothly. You.. actually the most gorgeous man to ever exist I am so so lucky. With you I feel comfortable. I know I can talk anything. I began to wonder how long you do been on my mind:
“Since I met you, you never left”
I caught myself smiling without reason then I realized I was thinking of you.

My souls starts to fly, you make me blush and my heart skip a beat. I smile more, I laugh more. You get the best version of me when I feel safe, comfortable with you. I can be myself. I think about you constantly, the moment if my boyfriend leave my side I feel sad and I want to see you again, I want to talk to you non stop, and finally your happiness is my happiness.

Time really flies when with you. Not gonna lie I was a bit sad our time ended. I'm pretty sure your future lover will be so darn lucky for having you. I've never been so good with words but I hope you know that I truly cherish the days we've spent together, and all the conversation we've had.

Dear the waves to my shore,

2023-05-06 17:49:58 UTC

Aru, love, hello! I don’t know where to start, but probably I will start with a thank you? Thank you for lending your ears and shoulders for the past few days. When I said my days are easier when I am with you, I really meant it. Things went really weirdly well when we were together. Thank you for 'bribing' everyone with martabak so they were really kind to me. I am grateful to ever have the chance to spend days with you. You are so attentive, you are a good listener and a good adviser. Thank you for being so patient with me; things were a bit messy but you were still there with me, holding my hand tight. I will wait until the day you put a ring on my finger in front of abang-abang gorengan, or the day when we can spend the day watching romcoms and chick-flicks, with no work involved. I hope you are staying healthy, will you? I will try to eat more veggies from now on, as I hope you will try to sleep earlier than you used to. Let’s live well, eat well, so we can love well. Thank you for taking good care of me; I will always remember you whenever I get a good seat when I commute home.

Yours, forever and always,
R.

Dear my prince charming,

2023-05-09 14:07:31 UTC

Ever since I came upon your letter, it felt like I'm a princess and you are my prince charming. I'm not saying this before, but the second letter you delivered to me, it sucessfully put me all smiley throughout my day. As you were saying that you were so excited for our meetings, you have to know I was far more excited than you are. So thank you, for accepting my invitation at the first time. Thank you for treating me so kind, so gentle, so warm. Thank you for making me feel loved. Even tho we didnt do much in our date, even tho it was only a lot of random talking here and there, I truly enjoy it. Thank you for making my dream relationship comes true. A slow yet warm relationship. I'm sorry if I didn't do much to express my love for you. Sometimes I'm just not good at showing my love and affections. But I hope you know that I really appreciate every little thing you did for me. I hope this writing is enough to let you know that I love you a lot and I'm grateful for you, Mas. Thank you for being someone who is so sweet and lovely. Please stay healthy. Hope your sleep cycle is getting better day by day, Mara is hoping that Mas is always surrounded by happiness and good things in this world. See you when I see you Mas sayang 🤍

Dearest Kak Yian

2023-05-29 08:45:39 UTC

Halo kakak! How's there? Maaf ya, aku baru sempet mampir kesini after a long long long time. Actually, I would to say all my thoughts properly here. So, I decided to take a longer time then. Deeply sorry.

But, for the first, I would to say my gratitude. Thank you kakak for being my super sweetest boyfriend. You take care of me well, with your love towards your words. Thank you a lot, I feel so loved. Kak Yian is tipically boyfriend who's gonna treasuring a lot, praising, and always give the warmth on my days. For real, I feel so grateful and precious.

I'd love spending time with you, I feel so comfort here, Kakak. Also, I'd love when we're doing the steamy session. You prove your love lustful, but really, so lovingly. You're a sweet and soft man, in bed. Gentle and sexy as you are. I just love the way you treat me. You give the warm atmosphere between your arms.

Dear Kak Yian, I hope you have a good time and things happened. Please, take care of you well. Don't be sick and skip your meals. I hope you always have a good sleep time. I hope the moon will hold you tight. You deserve a lot happiness. Just hope for someday we can meet foe a better time ya. Until then, be healthy, Kakak. See ya when I see ya.

- your little doll

🐱

2023-06-18 13:39:29 UTC

I'm glad I found my way back to you, Kakak. I must be thankful to all my lucky stars for bringing me back to you! I'm so happy I can feel your love again, for the love you always have for me feels the safest. I just know that you adore me a lot (:P) so I feel like my plate is full and I'm not starving. I hope you know that I feel the same towards you, Kakak.

Kakak, thank you for always working hard and being the kindest soul. Whenever you passed my mind, I remember the spring season, when the sky is so blue and the sun is shining brightly. I wish you nothing but your happiness and the same amount of love you give to everyone to be back at you.

With love, S (or J 👀).

Dear R.

temumanis — 2023-07-04 02:31:40 UTC

As I said before, no immense amount of thank you is enough for the time we spent together. Tapi aku tetap ingin berterima kasih karena kamu meluangkan seluruh waktu, tenaga, pikiran, untuk menyayangi apa adanya aku dan semua yang ada di diri aku. Semua tindak-tanduk dan ucapan kamu membuat aku merasa kalau aku sangat dicintai dan benar-benar layak untuk dicintai.

Bahkan di saat-saat kamu bekerja pun, kamu masih meluangkan waktu untuk berkabar, bukan cuma itu, kamu balas semua chat aku dengan penuh perhatian. Nggak ada satu orang pun yang membuat hatiku penuh sepenuh waktu aku bareng kamu.

Juga, aku sangat senang ketika dimanja kamu, dipeluk, dicium, dipangku, aku bisa mengistirahatkan kepalaku sejenak di dada kamu supaya semua suara di sana digantikan oleh degup jantung kamu.

Jaga diri kamu baik-baik dan pertahankan asupan minum kamu yang memang sudah baik, I'm proud of you! <3

- Faithfully yours, Niranjana.

Aru, aru!

2023-07-06 06:27:32 UTC

It's me, again! Thank you for accompanying me talking about so many things and listen to the song together, always good to having you around...

Hope you are surrounded by good people and nice things only since you deserve it so much!

And take care!
Sincerely, 💐

You're filled with love, Aru.

2023-08-06 03:33:03 UTC

Hey, Aru. I'm sorry I just got the time to come by, but I just had to let you know that even though it's short, I really enjoyed the time that I've spent with you. Slow talks, light jokes and the sweet kisses that we've shared; it soothes me. In just a few hours you've managed to make me feel warm with your love. Thank you, Aru. I am also happy to find a fellow with a similar music taste as mine! I hope we can have more opportunities to do listening sessions together.

I hope our paths are able to cross again (and with longer time, perhaps?). Until then, please take care of your health. See you when I see you, Aru.

With love,
A.

Kearu!

dreaminstarlite — 2023-08-10 07:38:47 UTC

Hai, its me again I'm back can we talk ASAP (nyanyi) hehehe makasih banyak yaaaa? I really enjoyed our two half-days sesh yesterday.. for all the laugh, you have no idea.

Waktu dengerin lagu bareng juga, thank you for being you, like you always do. I hope you can listen to the playlist well!

And for the movie! I think I give it 5 star because of your company, lets have some fun again! Thank you for being the first one to congratulate my existence 😁 serta mulia!

Until then, eat regularly, semoga sekarang udah nggak begitu sakit tenggorokannya ya! I want to see you for a long time, pake jaket kalau keluar, pake kaos kaki juga kalau kedinginan.

Warm hugs,
C

Kak Kian...

sagittarisu — 2023-08-25 04:48:17 UTC

ARGH mulai darimana, ya... Kakak lucu... (penting dan harus disampaikan pertama kali)

Okay, let's get serious for a bit. You were... Adorable... (MULAI). Like, I actually smiled adoringly reading your replies. Too bad, our time was limited. I'll make sure to meet you again the next time I have free time. (aku di-bully kerjaan...) (ngadu.)

But really. Kian knows what he's doing, charmingly, effortlessly, as if he's had it in him to be a natural charmer. Thank you for giving me the best of your spells, it definitely works. So much, that I'm already craving for more in the morning... (udah boleh gamon?) (bahaya banget pelet hourly (perdana nyobain), udah gitu sama KAK KIAN. kelar sih, hidup gue. this isn't for the weak.)

But most important of all, thank you so much for making it easy for me to learn, which was the purpose of this session in the first place. Thank you even more for creating a comfortable atmosphere for the both of us, I really appreciate it. I got distracted from the objective several times, because that was genuinely enjoyable. Even though we were practically still in the early stages of making love, that was enough to ignite the fire in me. That's okay, there will always be a next time to continue where we left off.

Okay... Sebelum aku menulis sepanjang truk gandeng 10 baris, aku hentikan diriku disini, ya. I could write more to appreciate you, tapi aku mesti jaim sedikit. (bukan sih, sebenernya aku nulis ini di tengah-tengah lagi kerja jadi mesti berhenti.) (maaf jujur banget.) Until we meet again... Take care.

Dearest Kakak Yian.

2023-09-11 11:21:09 UTC

Halow, Kakak. Hihi.

I'm deeply sorry cause I just dropping myself here. Would to say my excitement when I could meet you again. Kakak is still the same person that I knew bfore. With your warmth, soft, and sweet of yours you could give me comfort on my past days.

I feel safe when I'm with you. The way you treat me, the way you throwing funny jokes, the way you accept my adgefsgsgh behave. Huft. All those are adorable. Kok bisa sih Kakak sabar banget ke aku yang lagi tantrum ini. Hings. Buttt, I feel much grateful tho. Thanks a lot for everything ya, Kakak. I hope all the beautiful things will come to you always. Please take care and be happy ya Kakak.

K for Kitten😁☝️

2023-11-27 18:21:56 UTC

hai kakak Kian! aku mau bilang, aku berterima kasih banget karena kakak udah menyayangiku selama sesi. aku senang karena kak Kian udah bikin aku nyaman, dan mau dengar ceritaku, sama nenangin aku. aku juga suka gimana cara kak Kian buat selalu ngabarin aku di sela kesibukan kakak, selalu ngingetin hal-hal yang kerap aku skip kayak makan dan lainnya, intinya selama 3 hari itu aku sangat bahagia sekali.

semoga kita bisa bertemu lagi ya! it's nice to know you kak. 🤍

-K

Kakak, Kakak, Kakak Kian!

2024-03-06 04:35:10 UTC

Haaaai, kakak! Masih ingat dengan siapa di sini? Yes, yes, yes Mawcil is here. Mawcie kecilnya kakak mau bilang terimaaa kasih yang banyak sekali untuk Kakak Kian tersayang. Terima kasih telah membuat Mawcie merasa disayang oleh kakak. Mawcil sangat senang bisa menghabiskan waktu bersama, beneran senang banget!

Sebetulnya satu hari aja kayanya masih kurang deh, karena kakak itu sangat perhatian dan gentle, aduh lembut banget Mawcil mau ikut meleleh...Kakak juga pintar manjain ya? Mawcil jadinya mau manja-manja terus sama kakak, ngusel-ngusel, peluk-peluk, cium-cium kaya kucing meow meow. Also, our steamy session was truly amazing ASSDHKJKJKL I can only down on my knees for you just because you're so hot!! Aduh gimana ya aduh, pusing plus agak gila sedikit hehehe. I can say that you're really my type when you do me good :>

Kakak Kian please take care, until we meet again? Semoga apapun yang kakak lakukan selalu diberi kelancaran dan semangat terus! Jaga kesehatan ya kakak, Mawcil loves you! <3

- Mars, 2024

Kiki to my Zizi

2024-09-12 04:41:04 UTC

I think they must have the word for it for naming the part when someone just be able to stop time and give this lengthy side of it is so devoured well in actions and words. That is probably how I experience three days with you!

Thank you so much for accepting and reacting well for my sudden bursts of ideas or stories! I genuinely feel expected and understood. Despite how short it was, I should let you know that you just help me to endure a weekend that seem torturous by simply conversing with you and reminding me about the ground that I step on.

I wish I can multiply my personalities to be or even as brighter as you are because you definitely are deserving of good things. Am very sorry if I haven't been able to resonate back at your frequencies...

May you always be well done, Kiki <3

Hello, Rakian.

zarchiev — 2025-06-03 05:41:53 UTC

Just wanna say thank you so much for your words and the solution. Kemarin sebenernya butuh pandangan yang setidaknya ada di pihak saya and you did it well. Pada akhirnya saya lepas beban itu dan beneran ngerasa plong banget.

You really read me like a open book and at some point make me speechless. So, thank you so much for your advice and everything.

Beaandbrews — 2025-08-13 10:02:56 UTC

Hii Rakian 💛

Sorry if this letter reaches you a bit late… I just want to say thank you for showering me with so much love.

I was so happy when you greeted me with the sky report the first time. We didn’t talk much that day, and I guess we were a little lost in translation? Jk. 😆

I love the way you call me and how attentively you listened to my yap, even looking up at what I was talking about. It made me feel so cared for… and honestly, I miss you? AHAHA. Okay, I’m losing my focus here 😅

Our second meeting was also so fun!! I was so excited to see you 🫣 We got to watch a movie and put on matching layouts 💕 I’m so glad you loved it. You’re such a caring and considerate boyfriend. From the very first time we met, and even when we were watching the movie, you always made sure I was enjoying myself. Not to mention, you’re very supportive too!! So being around you makes me feel so safe.

Thank you for being such a lovely boyfriend. Please stay healthy, and let’s see each other again soon, Kian 💛

Dear Kakak....

2025-08-18 13:10:14 UTC

Hi, Kakak! Um, first of all... Adek mau bilang terima kasih yang banyaaak sedunia, karena Kakak bersedia temani Adek selama dua malam kemarin. Padahal awalnya Adek ketemu Kakak sudah larut malam sekali, tapi Kakak tetap bersedia.

Kakak sabar banget sama Adek yang malu-malu di awal. Hihi. 🫣

Adek senang sekali bertemu sama Kakak yang super dahsyat #SalamSuper dan meladeni semua ocehan Adek yang fafifuwasweswos.

Kakak, semoga Kakak selalu dalam keadaan yang sehat dan bahagia, ya. Adek mendoakan supaya Kakak diberkati dalam kebaikan. Till we meet again, Kakak. 🤍

Salam hangat,

Kitten J.