At times I’m scared of myself too,
Self hated and thanks
To the depression that takes over me
Min Yoongi is dead already (I’m dead)
Comparing my dead passion with others,
It’s now a part of my daily life

On the first visit to psychiatric ward,
My parents came up with me
We listened to the consultation together,
My parents said they don’t truly understand me
I don’t understand myself well either,
Then who would understand?
Friend? Or you? Nobody knows me well

The doctor asks me
I answered without any hesitation that I have done

Habitual saying uh
I don’t give a shit I don’t give a fuck
All those words uh
Those words are said to hide my weak self
Those days I wish I could erase
Right, that performance day
Which I don’t remember very well
The day I confronted myself
When I hid inside the toilet
Because I was scared of people

"Crying helps me slow down and obsess over the weight of life's problems"

"I Know You Don't Want Me To, But I Miss Home. I Miss Minnesota. You Need Me To Be Happy, But I Want My Old Friends, And My Hockey Team. I Wanna Go Home. Please Don't Be Mad"

"Do you ever look at someone and wonder, "What is going on inside their head?"

"Endure too much and it will be your loss"

"I prefer it if it just my loss, as long as I'm not a bother to others"

"I'm sorry I couldn’t save you I wish I had kept a closer eye on you I'm so sorry I didn’t realize how much pain you were in"

"I hate myself, I can't forgive myself, it's so hard"

"hanging in there ' living' is the toughest thing there is"

" "regret". This is the weakness and pitifulness of you in the past. What you did, and what you didn’t do. You will regret."