I am an inverter. I don’t speak unless someone talks to me first. I may appear reserved at first but once you get to know me, you’ll see a completely different side of me. Even when I’m already comfortable, I still don’t talk a lot. I can be loud sometimes, but most of the time I’d rather listen. I tend to joke a lot and say some weirdest stuff but only to people I trust.

I'm also the type who doesn’t take things too seriously. Even when the situation is heavy, I still find a way to make jokes. It’s not always to make others laugh, it’s just how I cope with things.

Because of our constant moving, I lost contact with most of my childhood friends. On the brighter side, I got meet many people from different places. Despite the changes and relocations, I can still truly say that I had a good childhood, and I genuinely enjoyed those early years of my life.

Anyway, It's really hard to pass through every major subject. I have to sacrifice a lot of time, energy, and sleep just to barely pass or even fail. It honestly takes me twice as long just to understand the basic concepts of some topics. Mastering even one could take me a whole week of non-stop studying. And what makes it worse, I am a procrastinator, so I really struggle a lot with managing my time and balancing everything like school, rest, and life. There are days when I feel completely burned out, but keep going because I know giving up won't make things easier.

But more than anything, what I really want is to live a simple and peaceful life together with the love of my life. That’s the one thing I truly look forward to. I want to build a home where we both feel safe and loved. No shouting, no walking out, no silent treatment. Just a place full of comfort, support, and peace. I don’t need a big house or a fancy life, just a small space with the right person, where we can grow, laugh, and go through everything together.

I also enjoy walking at night, alone or someone I am close with. I like it when everything is quiet and peaceful. Just hearing the sound of the wind, the leaves, and insects helps me feel at ease. It’s in those quiet moments that I feel most relaxed.

My girlfriend also inspires me a lot. She’s been with me through my ups and downs, and just knowing that someone believes in me helps me keep going. She makes me want to be better not just for myself, but for the future I want to build with her. They’re the reason why I try my best. They’re the people I think of whenever I feel like giving up.