Happy 300days with me, Dandan! by bunbun

frometoyouu — 2019-02-23 11:13:39 UTC

Hey, big baby. Guess what????? 😋

frometoyouu — 2019-02-23 11:15:53 UTC

Do you know what day it is? It's not our anniversary, because the date 30th isn't in this month, hng (｡•́ - •̀｡) today is our 300days being together! Yeay! (ﾉ*>∀<)ﾉ♡ happy 300days with me, dandan. My love, my sunshine, (still) my big baby, my man, my wonderful person, my happiness!!!!!!!!!!

A letter from me to you💌

frometoyouu — 2019-02-23 11:17:59 UTC

⚠️!!!! ATTENTION !!!!⚠️
Can you please listen Bruno Mars - Talking to the moon, dandan? Because when i wrote this, i listened that song.

Dandan, erg, i mean kuki– 300 days aren't short days, that means almost a year we were together. So much has happened and so much feeling we've been taste it. Sadness, happiness, disappointed, angry, afraid, almost everything we've felt. The feeling of up and down or even down day by day maybe we'll feel it. But the thing you should know is, I still feel the same way to you. In fact, it goes up every day. I love you so much. Really much and really do.

I know it's not easy being with me. I know it's exhausting. I'm sorry if I'm annoying, i'm sorry if I bother you too much, i'm sorry to always have to fight you, i'm sorry for being jealousy person. I ever said to you at our 2nd monthversary that "i'm afraid with my own feelings. i'm afraid i'm not good enough for you, i'm afraid you will not love me as much you loving me now, i'm afraid i'll be jealous easily" And now my fear is happening-

O1) I'm not good enough for you (yes, i am)
O2) Your love is going down (is it because we've been together so long?)
O3) I'm jealous so easily (i'm really sorry because of this. I'll try to not do that again. Because i know, is it too tired, right? Because you ever said it, it's tired for being jealous)

Dandan, with you, i learn many things. How to build patience when everything is messed up, you trust me even i dont trust myself. You taught me how to love someone, you show me how it's like to be loved by someone. You gave me everything that i need, you did everything for me. I'm so thankful because of it.

Each days that i spent with you is very special. I love the way you love me, i love the way you call my name, tease me, hug me, kiss me, need me, treat me, clingy to me. I just love the way you are.

Dandan, whatever you feel. If it's pain, leave it behind. Hold my hand tightly and i'll take you anywhere to make you forget. If it's happiness, take it with you all times and remember it every day. So, you can be happy all the day. I'll be there with you when the rain starts to pour. Don't worry, you have me. Always. I want to be your home. It's not home that you should go back, but home where you'll always feel you want to go back.

You ever said that you want to be my happy pills. You did it, dandan. You did it since the day 1 we talked. So, i'm hoping we can always together as long as we're here. Because i need you as my life support system as well as i'm here will be the person make sure your smile always there even things get harder. I'll be here, beside you. Always.

Ng, dandan i miss those things. Your laugh at me, your clingy side, your hugs and kisses, your words when you said "BUNAAA BUNAAA BUNAAAA" "aku kangen" "Bunaaaaaaaa" "bales" "bun?" "BUNAAA!!!!!!!!!" "Buna peluk" "Buna kok kkt aku ga dibales?" "Bun, kkt aku ga masuk?" i miss when you tease me a lot. I miss when we watched movie together or played game together. I really miss those things. I miss you like everyseconds of the day. When you did it, i felt so happy. Like so damn much happy. It means you miss me, it means you need me, it means you love me.

Dandan, you ever asked me if I'd be happy if you had a friend? I'm happy. So happy. But I'm scared and sad at the same times. I'm afraid your attention is divided. Am I being selfish? I know, I'm. I'm so sorry about that ㅠ ㅠ

I want you to be comfortable with me, I want you to be calm and happy with me. But then, I realized, that what you want doesn't always go as you want. I fought with you very often this month and you once told me that it was too hard to be with me now. Hngㅡㅠ ㅠ

Whoa whoa whoa. This is so long letter. So let me just end this letter sebelum aku ngomong kemana-mana🙄 sebagai penutup surat, let me again to say I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.

Thanks speech❣️

frometoyouu — 2019-02-23 11:19:17 UTC

Dandan, thank you for the time you spent with me.

thank you for being the one who made my day better.

thank you for cheering me up when i'm not in a good condition.

thank you for being my shoulder to lean on.

thank you for always taking care of me.

thank you for staying with me even when you had a lot of reason to leave me.

thank you for making it more easier when life gets hard.

thank you for came into my life.

thank you for existing.

I love you so much, in everyseconds of the day. Let's be grateful what we have now and be happy. Once again, happy 300days with me!!!!!!!!!!!! (｡･･｡)♡

Rawr.

frometoyouu — 2019-02-23 12:16:45 UTC

Hey, my soon to be husband.

frometoyouu — 2019-02-23 12:17:09 UTC

DEDEK DANDAN GODAIN DADDY

frometoyouu — 2019-02-23 12:17:29 UTC

Huh??? Siapa tuh!!!!!

frometoyouu — 2019-02-23 12:17:48 UTC

TBH AKU KANGEN DIBULLY KAMU

frometoyouu — 2019-02-23 12:18:10 UTC

GAMAU.

frometoyouu — 2019-02-23 12:18:35 UTC

frometoyouu — 2019-02-23 12:22:49 UTC

Cukup disamping aku aja aku udah seneng hehehe

frometoyouu — 2019-02-23 12:23:07 UTC

Sekarang aku udah jadi amit kata kamu?

frometoyouu — 2019-02-23 12:23:23 UTC

OF COURSE, I REMEMBER IT.

frometoyouu — 2019-02-23 12:23:37 UTC

Rweallllllyyyyyyy?

frometoyouu — 2019-02-23 12:24:23 UTC

Ugh-

frometoyouu — 2019-02-23 12:24:44 UTC

Aku galak terus????

frometoyouu — 2019-02-23 12:25:12 UTC

Hehehehehehe I LOVE YOU SO MUCH

frometoyouu — 2019-02-23 12:25:31 UTC

Part 1. Dandan being malu-maluin

frometoyouu — 2019-02-23 12:25:49 UTC

Part 2. Dandan being malu-maluin

frometoyouu — 2019-02-23 12:26:10 UTC

I hate you!!!!!!

frometoyouu — 2019-02-23 12:26:28 UTC

Makanya menang main game dong!!

frometoyouu — 2019-02-23 12:26:45 UTC

UW UW UW

frometoyouu — 2019-02-23 12:34:03 UTC

AKU MAU PROTES. KAMU JUGA CUTE KE ORANG SELAIN AKU.

frometoyouu — 2019-02-23 12:40:25 UTC

Tbh, aku sering buka padlet hadiah dari kamu loh

frometoyouu — 2019-02-23 12:43:25 UTC

AMPUUUUUNNNNNNN

frometoyouu — 2019-02-23 12:43:46 UTC

I CANT WAIT FOR THE NEXT BIRTHDAY

frometoyouu — 2019-02-23 12:44:08 UTC

crying a river

frometoyouu — 2019-02-23 12:44:32 UTC

WHAT WHAT WHAT

frometoyouu — 2019-02-23 12:44:48 UTC

I miss you so much too. T A T

frometoyouu — 2019-02-23 12:45:08 UTC

I need you. So much, baby.

frometoyouu — 2019-02-23 12:45:33 UTC

I'm deeply madly in love with you until now

frometoyouu — 2019-02-23 12:45:51 UTC

Kangen manja-manjanya kamu. Sekarang kamu enggak manja ke aku aja :(

frometoyouu — 2019-02-23 12:46:22 UTC

JANGAN NAKAL.

frometoyouu — 2019-02-23 12:47:04 UTC

Lovey dovey thing? OF COURSE, WHY NOT? !

frometoyouu — 2019-02-23 12:47:24 UTC

Padahal banyak yang nempel sama kamu sekarang, huh.

frometoyouu — 2019-02-23 12:47:43 UTC

Let's play plato again!!!!

frometoyouu — 2019-02-23 12:48:49 UTC

I miss your morning kiss T A T

frometoyouu — 2019-02-23 12:49:00 UTC

I really love when you called my name

frometoyouu — 2019-02-23 12:57:01 UTC

Maafin aku udah ngilangin hadiah stiker kkt dari kamu T A T

frometoyouu — 2019-02-23 12:57:15 UTC

Tbh, i downloaded kkt because of this-

frometoyouu — 2019-02-23 12:57:26 UTC

We bullied a lot since we met

frometoyouu — 2019-02-23 12:57:36 UTC

This padlet will be full of flashback. Are you ready for it?: p

frometoyouu — 2019-02-23 13:04:55 UTC

frometoyouu — 2019-02-23 13:05:13 UTC

Kenapa aku flashback?

frometoyouu — 2019-02-23 13:27:55 UTC

1. Karena aku kangen
2. Karena kita udah jarang manis-manis
3. Karena aku selalu bilang kamu berubah tapi gak ngerasa
4. Karena aku cuman mau flashback aja kok T A T