https://padlet.com/badigun1/bkjbtiiubtkhxo8g period 3 en-us 2021-08-16 16:59:17 UTC 2021-08-18 16:43:12 UTC hello@padlet.com https://padlet.net/icons/png/1f427.png badigun1 https://padlet.com/badigun1/bkjbtiiubtkhxo8g/wish/1680753181 being in love and having a low self esteem are terrible combos]]> 2021-08-16 17:04:16 UTC https://padlet.com/badigun1/bkjbtiiubtkhxo8g/wish/1680753181 badigun1 https://padlet.com/badigun1/bkjbtiiubtkhxo8g/wish/1680780233 growing up I wasn't really insecure. I would get called names at school like fatty and burnt because I was dark and chubby but it didn't matter to me. it wasn't until my parents started stressing me and my brothers that my self-esteem started to plummet. my mom always treated me and my brothers like maids. every day we were told to clean the whole house and it felt like spring cleaning every day. if we messed up when cleaning we would be hit or yelled at. she always made me feel like I was less than her. I was constantly put down by my parents for speaking about issues in our household. Me and my brothers felt it was toxic. my dad was the same. he would shout and hit for the smallest little reasons. constant gaslighting and never peace in our household. it shattered my self-esteem at such a young age. Even though they did all that, I loved them because they were my parents. right now, my situation is much better and my parents have stopped the hitting and shouting, but the damage was already done]]> 2021-08-16 17:22:26 UTC https://padlet.com/badigun1/bkjbtiiubtkhxo8g/wish/1680780233 badigun1 https://padlet.com/badigun1/bkjbtiiubtkhxo8g/wish/1682537045 when I was in first grade, I had my first crush. we were best friends. I felt special around him but my low self-esteem made me vulnerable. he made me feel bad about myself and my image. he called me names and was just like my parents. my only escape was moving school. I moved in 5th grade and it felt good. I had friends that cared for me and made me feel happy. in 6th grade, I got my first boyfriend. he had made me feel happy as well but he would flirt with other girls. I don't know why he would ask me out if he didn't like boys but he did. I didn't care though because I was in love and was desperate. I ended up leaving all my friends for him. he ended up leaving me for someone else. I felt terrible and never wanted to love again. I decided that I didn't want to keep that bad cycle going by working on myself. my mental health is better and I'm still working on myself. ]]> 2021-08-17 16:59:25 UTC https://padlet.com/badigun1/bkjbtiiubtkhxo8g/wish/1682537045 badigun1 https://padlet.com/badigun1/bkjbtiiubtkhxo8g/wish/1682556264 home life wasn't always the best. when my mom left, i had to do everything. i had to cook and read my dads emails. its a lot of pressure on a 14 year old. but i still did it because i loved them. i learned to cope with that stress by practicing school work.]]> 2021-08-17 17:11:39 UTC https://padlet.com/badigun1/bkjbtiiubtkhxo8g/wish/1682556264 badigun1 https://padlet.com/badigun1/bkjbtiiubtkhxo8g/wish/1682560513 all of these events express my theme. they talk about issues where love can ruin mental health and mental health can ruin love. this connection may make it easier for the reader to understand the situation/passage]]> 2021-08-17 17:14:16 UTC https://padlet.com/badigun1/bkjbtiiubtkhxo8g/wish/1682560513