https://padlet.com/blessedseventeen/bgxmam1h3aud6ojy en-us 2023-04-07 13:34:05 UTC 2026-03-16 16:31:32 UTC hello@padlet.com hirotaakanifuji https://padlet.com/blessedseventeen/bgxmam1h3aud6ojy/wish/2547206446 going to 3 years, i met you 2 years ago, when i was coming out of a bad place, when i was 14 years old, a person who being called "jo".

made me realize that i needed to accept things the way they were. you were non judgemental & just so warm that you made me stop judging myself so harshly & most importantly i slowly began to smile, laugh & cry whole heartedly. makes me feel ease inspite of language barrier. you made me seek happiness & comfort in the little things & the simple joys of life.

and we were lost to each other for a year, but last june we got together again, and i am forever grateful for that. your firm belief in the fact that yesterday maybe i made a mistake but yesterday's me is still me. i am who i am today with all my faults. tomorrow i might be a tiny bit wiser, & that's me, too. these faults & mistakes are what i am, making up the brightest stars in the constellation of my life. i have come to love myself for who i was, who i am, & who i hope to become. your speech points out that every broken things can be put back together made me fall in love with my broken self and all things broken around me. slowly but obviously you made me love myself a little more. i loved dearly back into my life, in tiny small steps. i am really glad that they are all back & are here to stay. thank you for being my sunshine & star i love. thank you so much for everything, phie.

]]> 2023-04-07 14:08:54 UTC https://padlet.com/blessedseventeen/bgxmam1h3aud6ojy/wish/2547206446 hirotaakanifuji https://padlet.com/blessedseventeen/bgxmam1h3aud6ojy/wish/2547228003 i love u. those few words are not enough to say how grateful i am to have u in my life. my connection to u is from another world. the universe made u come into my life at the right time. i needed you. i was in a blue world, so you came and colored everything, made me a better person. made me love myself. made me fall more and more in love with the person u are. i am very proud of you. my love. sometimes i wonder if i can love someone as much as i love u. it's amazing. it's beautiful to love you. it's beautiful to know that a man like you exists in this world. that little girl from two years ago that every day i am proud to say i love, i wanted to scream to the whole world that i love you.
 

]]> 2023-04-07 14:47:18 UTC https://padlet.com/blessedseventeen/bgxmam1h3aud6ojy/wish/2547228003 hirotaakanifuji https://padlet.com/blessedseventeen/bgxmam1h3aud6ojy/wish/2547255026 long time no see, phie.

i am thankful for your existence in this world. i count myself as one of the luckiest people alive because i live in the same world at the same time with you. i get to breathe happily knowing that you are healthy and happy. you are the reason of my smile. thank you for being the one i can turn to whenever i don't feel well. thank you for always being there for me, you are a gift to this world, someone we don't deserve.

]]> 2023-04-07 15:42:04 UTC https://padlet.com/blessedseventeen/bgxmam1h3aud6ojy/wish/2547255026 hirotaakanifuji https://padlet.com/blessedseventeen/bgxmam1h3aud6ojy/wish/2547267521 phie, rasanya sedih ya tahun lalu aku ngga bisa kasih ucapan selamat ulang tahun ke kamu. tapi aku seneng karena tahun ini masih dikasih kesempatan. 

blessed sweet seventeen, phie. berterima kasih ke diri kamu karena kamu udah bisa bertahan sampai hari ini ya, semuanya ngga pernah mudah buat dijalani, tapi aku selalu berharap kalo kamu bisa selalu bangga sama pencapainmu. gagalnya kamu, berhasil kamu, itu juga usaha keras kamu selama ini. aku selalu bangga karena kamu bisa hadir, aku selalu bangga karena kamu bisa jadi yang terbaik.
aku bukan temen, atau pun orang yang bisa nemenin kamu, entah dari deket, atau pun dari jauh, tapi aku selalu yakin, kalo ada mereka juga yang bisa bangga sama kamu. selalu bangga sama diri kamu sendiri ya. 

dunia emang semakin jahat si buat kita, dunia dari dulu emang udah gila, makanya kamu harus tetep waras buat hadapin semuanya. selalu bangga, bangga sama hal kecil yang selalu kamu kasih tau ke aku. "aku abis gambar ini lho", "aku abis buat ini lho", "aku percaya aku cantik", aku juga, aku juga percaya kamu lebih dari apa yang aku pikirin.

makasih karena udah mau nyempetin baca, long text yang rada cringe ini ya hehe [mnutupi wjh krn malu]

]]> 2023-04-07 16:08:49 UTC https://padlet.com/blessedseventeen/bgxmam1h3aud6ojy/wish/2547267521 hirotaakanifuji https://padlet.com/blessedseventeen/bgxmam1h3aud6ojy/wish/2547301911 i wish you the bestest birthday ever, and i really hope you get to celebrate it with your loved ones and will have a great birthday.

it's my first that i have the joy of being able to celebrate from your birthday, and i'm more.

honestly, phie, i don't even know where to start because i already wrote so many things about you, and the truth is that you're just such a lovely human being that is way to good for this world, and deserves more than the entire universe. you are beautiful and perfectly imperfect, but that's what makes you is you. 

phie, please paint more, laugh more, write more if you want, but never let someone tell you what to do because it's your life, and i hope you can live it to the fullest, so when time comes you can say goodbye with memories instead of regrets, but until then just stay who you are and enjoy of these beautiful moments together with me and make your birthday a day to never forget.

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