Kylan's letters. by Kylan

My beloved one, Mr.K💞

aletheabernadine — 2022-02-14 17:45:58 UTC

Hello my dearest ex i’ve ever had hehe. Aduh gimana ya masih gamon nih, gamau putus:(

Kak Nu pacar yang gak direncanain banget, tiba tiba aja gitu muncul emang takdir gak sih hehe. Makasih ya kak udah mau jadi pacar aku, kakak beneran pacar yang paling paling paling spesial. Paket komplit kalau pacaran sama Kak Nu. Baik, cakep, gak judgemental, sweet, lucu, romantis banget parah. Kak Nu tuh bisa banget bikin orang nyaman apalagi kalau lagi curhat atau deep talk gitu, berasa dihargai dan ga akan di judge sama kakak. Aku bakal kangen banget sih curhat curhat sama kakak😔

Kak Nu bikin mood naik banget, bikin hari yang kerasa berat dan menyebalkan jadi hari yang indah. Seberat apapun hari itu kalau ada Kak Nu kayak ringan aja gitu. INI SERIUS AKU GA BOHONG, kayak aku ngerasa punya “rumah” buat pulang jadinya kerasa ringan hari hari beratnya. Kalau sama Kak Nu beneran kerasa disayang banget🥺 Kak Nu beneran sayangin aku sepenuh hati, I think I’m the luckiest girl in the world when I’m with you☺️

Bahagia selalu ya kak? Sehat sehat juga, harus selalu sehat biar bisa selalu nemenin orang orang yang butuhin cinta kasih dari kakak hehe. OH DANNN, Kak Nu ini full of magic and surprise. He gives me a magical playlist omg i never gonna forget it. Thank you so much love!

Thank you for being born kak, see you very soon love!💞

-N

cekrekan lampuku, saklar kylan.

2022-02-17 16:02:42 UTC

people tend to feel only one emotion at a time. when i first met you, uncertainty of the future was eating me up. it was dark. it felt like i was walking in an endless tunnel with no lights to guide the path. i was walking blindly; carelessly. i had no idea where i was going, but i just knew i had to walk.

meeting you was something that never crossed my mind. to have you... reaching for my hand when i was certain i'd get lost. to have you telling me that it was going to be fine. that i was walking the right path. and that you would walk with me along the way. for the night, at least. for the night. you'd be there for the night.

and for a while, our paths were aligned. for a while, i was no longer walking blind. listening to you talk about simple things in life had distracted me from my own thoughts. you were like the rays of the sun--peeking through the crack of the tunnel wall. one i didn't know existed. one whose light was enough to show that i, perhaps, have hope too in making it out alive.

the words you say might not mean much to yourself, they were just simple passing of encouragements that you said so easily like you didn't even have to consider of my achievements to think that i'm worthy. that just by being alive, by being here--by holding on, i am doing great. and that you couldn't be more proud.

i kept thinking of the words you said. the way they touched me in a place i never thought mere words could reach. it clings; it demands to be heard. loud. clear. i'm doing great. i'm doing great. i'm doing great. and in absolute clarity, i know someone who thinks the same.

nerding out with you had surely brought laughter to my seemingly endless night. you talked about mr. rochester like an old friend; about percy like some neighboorhood kid you'd give candies on halloween; about sadie like she's some cool kid with a rad jacket you got to hang out with at the nearest starbucks. it was fun.

dumbledore once said that happiness can be found in the darkest of times, if only one remembers to turn on the light.

it seemed like a dark tunnel in my head. but what if it's actually a room, with a functioning electricity running behind its walls? what if i tell you that you had helped me find the light switch? or what if i tell you that you, kylan, is the light switch itself?

i'll leave the question for you to answer on another day. see you. and thank you.

ur sisterss, kaura ✊🏻

2022-02-20 06:15:47 UTC

ABANGGGGG!!! Aku mau ngucapin terima kasih yang sebanyak-banyaknya sama abang karena udah nemenin aku seharian ini dan nanggepin segala kerandoman aku. Ternyata kita banyak kesamaan yaa, HAHAHAHAHA. Lucu banget. Mana sama-sama tukang ngantukkan. Abang pelor banget wleee. Abang tuh lucu banget, cocok banget dijadiin partner gelud aku. Tapi abang juga perhatian banget!! Apalagi kalau udah ngeprotect. Beneran abangable banget. Aku jadi ngerasa kayak punya abang beneran aja gitu. Aku suka banget cerita banyak sama abang! Abang juga good listener!! Dewasa sikapnya, tapi kadang suka ngga mau ngalah sama aku 😡. Sama adek aja perhatian banget, apalagi sama pacar ya bang? 😏 Buchen to the bone banget. AAAAAAAA!! Pokoknya aku seneng banget ngobrol dan sharing banyak hal sama abang. Seneng banget bisa ketemu orang sebaik abang.

Abang aku mau minta maaf yaa kalau aku ada salah sama abang, baik yang aku sadari ataupun ngga aku sadari. Maap yaa bang kalau aku suka ngeselin atau tengil muehehehehe. Hshshshs aaaaa maapkan aku yaaa bang, nanti aku sogok sama permen 500 rupiah. 🙏🏻

Buat abang, sukses selalu yaa! Semangat sama kerjaannya! Jangan lupa jaga kesehatan dan jaga diri baik-baik yaa bang. Stay safe di sana dan stay hydrated juga abang! Semoga abang selalu dikelilingi oleh orang-orang yang baik! Bahagia selalu abang dan jangan lupa senyum. Thank you banget udah mau nemenin perbucinan aku terhadap bias wkwk. See you next time abang!!! Sayang abang banyak-banyak.

-kaura cantiks 🤟🏻

For my baby Kylan! ❤️

2022-02-20 14:18:48 UTC

Haloo Kylaaaan my baby, you're the kindest person i've ever met. Pada kaget gak ya kalo aku bilang Kylan ini bayi hahaha, Kylan really look cool outside but he's really a pure baby inside 🥺 my precious baby, must protect! Thankyou for accompany me these weeks, aku beneran seneng banget bisa ketemu kamu lagi. Kylan gak ngebosenin sama sekali, dia juga bakal jawab semua bubble chat kamu meskipun banyak banget bubblenya. Always make me feel wanted and loved, always appreciate what i did for him even just a little things. Really love to see his good morning mesaage and goodnight message, Kylan ini suka kangen jugaa bikin aku ngerasa sjdgdgdklal soalnya dikangenin terus (meleyot)
He's really good at NSFW session hehehe bikin ketagihan teruus 😳
You deserve all the good things in this universe. There is always one thing to remember be grateful for all the positive things that you have received and keep going. always keep improving and have a rest whenever you tired. You are great and wonderful person, thank you for being the best version of you in this world. Aku disini bakalan selalu ada buat dukung kamu dan siap menjadi tempat buat kamu cerita.

Your lovely, Kakak Z

helloooo kylan!

2022-03-01 01:03:31 UTC

thank you for talking with me, i feel so much better after talk to you. makasih udah ngasih advice yang bener-bener aku butuhin. nice to know you, kylan! kamu baik banget, seru diajak curhat-curhat. makasih yaa, walaupun cuma sebentar tapi really help me a lot. semangat terus! 🤍

HELLO KYLAAANNN!!!

aletheabernadine — 2022-03-02 15:31:57 UTC

First of all, thank you for being my best bestie ever🥺 Kak Kylan bener bener bestie yang super duper the besstttttt. Bener bener dengerin cerita aku secara detail, gak pernah hakimin cerita dan masalahku, kasih advice kalau aku butuh which mean Kak Kylan gak akan kasih advice kalau aku gak minta ALIAS KAK KYLAN PENDENGAR YANG BAIK DAN GA JUDGEMENTAL🥺. Mau ngomong apa lagi ya, intinya Kak Kylan best of the best deh. Thank you ya kak, nanti kapan kapan aku cerita cerita lagi okayyy?? See you soon, Kak☺️

Raccoon on the loose!

ettubroutus — 2022-03-05 06:25:12 UTC

Just like everything good, let's start this off with a greeting!

To my dearest raccoon, my one and only boba, quirky choco ball with a freaking sandal on his head, Kylan. Pouring this into words right now, I don't even know where I'm going or what will end up being written in here, but I hope this could very well deliver what I needed and wanted to say to you in an at least comprehensible way (taking note on how this is literally midnight and I might or might not be a little tired).

I'll start this off by saying thank you. Thank you for trying your best in accompanying me for these past two days. Thank you for being there cracking jokes and sending cute, funny stickers to lighten the mood always, thank you for being so understanding with the limitations I have during our session, thank you for being kind and soft and sweet whenever you were around. It is quite a shame that we didn't manage to talk that much on the second day though, but I don't really mind── because unforeseen agenda are unpredictable indeed, and how could I blame you when you're the one having your leisurely Sunday taken away from yourself? You've done well in trying to balance being there for me and finishing your stuffs, all things considered, and the fact that you still managed to check up on me in-between your activities is also wholesome, so that's another thing I'm grateful of.

Dating you felt natural in a way, and I'll try to elaborate more on this part. I feel like it's a good thing that quite a lot of our personalities match, starting from our interest in writing, to watching Christopher Nolan's movies, the state of being unbothered by gore in whatever situation we're in, our tolerance for cannibalism (I hope no one's reading this line out loud or we'll both end up being in trouble), and the lack of braincells when we're sleepy── which, reminds me of how cute and adorable you can be when you are! Even without the uwuify command enabled, sleepy Kylan is the softest genre of Kylan as far as I see. I mean with that much baby talks and clinginess, how can it not be?

I'm also going to point out how you got your ways with reacting to people. The responses you give me for my words, when I tell you about the things I like, my day, my likings, my shared knowledge of how humna flesh tastes better when being consumed through straws, make me feel good. You listen well and you respond well, that's one of the best qualities anyone could ever asked for in their partner, and you're a natural. So the lack of the requested timeline interactions and public displays of affection aside (although I'd be lying if I say I don't wish we did more of those, nor I don't wish for you to reply to my PDA baits more so they could actually look like communicative two-way interactions), you manage to make this session enjoyable still in the way you responded to my words, presented yourself, and adjusted the mood. I laughed and I had fun, you knew how to make me feel comfortable enough around you and that's what's important. I'll keep this one brief by saying that I hope you have no regret in spending this session with me, because I have none towards you. We did this with the mindset of propering ourselves, so now that this session has ended, I hope we could know which aspects we both need to improve ourselves in for lack of a better word.

A little piece of advice? Stop feeding chickens to chickens, for real! And maybe remember to always prioritize your self-contentment before anything else (your self-contentment being napping and anything else being the tasks), because a happy baby is the best kind of baby.

I hope you'll always do well and you'll always be well. Stay healthy, and don't be a stranger.

Kylan the lover!

2022-03-05 09:22:29 UTC

Hello, dearest one! I feel so thankful that you're the one who fulfill my day. You're my type, actually.

You being youself, effortlessly caught my attention. Effortlessly makes me fall deeper. There's no word can describe how much I feel loved and how much I feel grateful to one of person who taste the joy of your love.

It's my second time with you and there's no regret. Zero regret. If someone ask me, third time? Definitely I'll do it. Kylan such a good baby, but can be a lil brat sometimes. Good-listener and cute! He loves to make me "mleyot" hahaha.

I'm sorry if (maybe) I make you drained. You deserve a good rest, good meal, and good love from your surroundings. I love you, Kylan. I really. See you when I see you! ❤️

Hallo Kylan.

2022-03-06 15:41:33 UTC

Hallo Kylan and Seant anak gemes, kalian itu 2-2nya bayii hahahaha. Kylan love language = ngeselin dan nyebelin, terus Seant love language = physical atack HAHAHA ngegas pokoknya, baru akur pas mau hdksbkskngj. Kalian berdua jago banget deh Love-Hate Relationship nya sesuai ekspektasiku. Beneran rasanya pengen aku karungin bawa pulang kalian berdua sangking gemesnya. Makasih yaa udah hibur aku, bikin aku seneng liat kalian pacaran selama weekend 2 hari kemarin. I hope ur day always great, see you di lain waktu Kylan and Seant. 🥰

kyan aku <3

2022-03-15 02:37:53 UTC

halo kyan ? ini aku yaya ☹️ aku sebenernya gak rela kalo kita putus :(
kamu dua hari ini keren banget, aku mau apresiasi. u motivated me whenever i have problems and i am so grateful to have u. you’re very sweet as well :( aku rasanya mau peluk peluk cium cium kamu terus :( i feel so much butterflies in my stomach whenever u call me pretty, bayi gemes, and sayang. tetep jadi kyan yang aku kenal ya? ilysm<3

For Kylan!

2022-03-19 04:37:43 UTC

Thankyou for spending time with me ya kylan!! Kamu baikk bngt and your words always make me feel loved🥰. Jangan lupa jaga kesehatan yaa jangan lupa untuk cinta sama diri kamu jugaa kylan. Stay safe stay healthy

HAI KYLAAANN!!!

2022-03-21 12:05:04 UTC

PERTAMA TAMA MAAFKAN AKU KARNA BARU KE SINI KARNA AKU kemarin lagi anu... ((alasan)) HIKS tapi maafkan😭🙏🏻

OH IYAAA, KYLAN MAKASIH BANYAK YAA KARNA SUDAH MAU PACARAN SAMA SEANT *love sign* GUE SENENG BANGET LIAT KYLAN SEANT PACARAN AKSHDKDJSLSK😭😭😭 kylan sama seant tuh apa ya... kalo bisa gue bilang, you guys belongs to each other. AAAAAAAAAA THE CHEMISTRY IS IMMACULATE T____T kalian juga menjalani love-hate relationship dengan sangat sangat baik!!! gue selalu kegemesan sendiri liat kylan seant kalo udah ribut ribut lucu😭💖 kylan juga GEMESSS POOLLL AS A BF. perhatian dan suka nyariin seant gitu akshslsjdsj LUCU T____T jujur ya, gue sebenernya nangis pas di akhir sesi... soalnya ngeliat kylan sama seant tuh bener2 kayak ngeliat soulmate. the way kylan always try to comfort seant dan seant yang keliatan sayang banget sama kylan.... AKU YANG NANGIS☹️😞😔😟😢😭💔 TERUUSSS, ini honest review juga ya kylan tuh cocok banget dijadiin best friend! i love how you always try to bring up some topics to keep the conversation going, AND i love it when you catch me up first!!!! POKOKNYA KYLAN SERU BANGET ENTAH ITU JADI BOYFIE ATAU BEST FRIEND💖💖💖 sukses selalu yaaa kylan!!! KAMU KEREN BANGET.

dengan cingtah, Raya <3

💌

2022-03-22 05:51:56 UTC

Halo, Kyan! Coba tebak ini siapa? Kalau benar dapat love, kalau salah juga dapat love. Aku kasih sekarang dulu, ada tiga ♡♡♡ sengaja yang enggak berwarna biar bisa diwarnain!

Ini dari aku, partner art date kamu yang tanpa rencana, tanpa kepikiran apa-apa, langsung bikin dalam beberapa waktu, lalu jadi dengan sesuatu yang tak terduga. KEREN BANGET KITA. Aslinya aku udah teriak-teriak, tapi jangan, malu. Saatnya apa? Betul, sembunyi :D

Dari awal, kamu selalu nyerang aku dengan kata-kata dan perbuatan kamu. Aku AoS, tapi kok??? WoAnya nyerang aku??? Manis banget, aku malu. Aku benar-benar enggak bisa nebak apa yang bakal kamu bilang, dan ketika kamu udah mulai... aku kehabisan kata-kata karena🤯 sumpah aku bingung bilangnya, jadi pakai emot yang paling pas aja ya. Dan kamu tau, kamu paling paham harus bicara apa ketika aku bingung pilih kosakata. Aku selalu takjub akan hal ini, dari gimana cara kamu ngerespon, memuji. Bagian dari diri kamu yang selalu bersinar kayak matahari. Enggak salah aku rasa, Son of the sun?

Dan aku baru sadar satu hal. Kita cuma sehari ya? Kayak ada banyak banget yang bisa kita habiskan dalam waktu sehari, padahal dalam sehari itu, aku biasa ngerasa cepet yang cepet banget. Tapi aku menikmati waktu kita yang jalannya tanpa aba-aba, ngalir kayak air.

Terima kasih banyak untuk harinya ya! Senang bertemu kamu dan menghabiskan waktu bersama. Jangan lupa jaga kesehatan, makan yang teratur, minum yang cukup, dan kalau bisa, jangan tidur terlalu larut (yang paling terakhir juga untuk diriku sendiri!). Mari berteman! Kalau ada yang ingin kamu bicarakan dan bingung mau ke mana, atau butuh teman cerita, apapun! DM dan room chatku selalu terbuka!

Dear, Little Foxie.

elvanosada — 2022-03-23 02:45:55 UTC

Hey you, my little foxie. My baby is a literal baby that can drive me crazy just from the way you talk and behave. I'm not sure how many times I said that I want to "mengibarkan bendera putih" to surrender just because you're too cute and lovable. I could feel your sincerity too, and it's a very good feeling till goodbye becomes the hardest thing to do.

It's hard to say goodbye when you feel like you've met someone that fits so perfectly.

"Sayang" slipping so effortlessly from my lips because that's how lovable he is. The conversation flows so easily, effortlessly, natural, and it's pure joy talking with Kylan. And for the plotting/prompting, I tell you guys, he's the best person for it. The ideas are so fun, fresh, enjoyable, and of course heartfluttering. He's good in plotting too, his writing is *chef's kiss*, enough to make me feel all giddy and loved. And for the PDA, it's his element too. Mau dibucinin in public? Then go to Kylan, he's so good in it.

Little foxie, I truly enjoy spending time with you. I didn't even expect that the session would be as fun as this. You made me go that far in dirty talk and imagine session, and it was both steamy and full of love, I could feel how passionate it was. Hot and love, become one.

I hope one day we could meet again. Please always be healthy, don't forget to eat and drink well, okay baby?

I'll see you soon.

Regards,

E.

To my most adorable lover and writer.

rosyflush — 2022-03-28 04:03:46 UTC

Hello there, my little Ky. First of all I'd like to apologize for only dropping by here now since life had been quite a pain in the ass (figuratively, of course) but I hope it was treating you well these past days.

I truly am grateful for you for keeping me company during those moment when I felt most drained and just overall tired of everything else that all I wanna do in pull up my blanket and take a nap. Your bright(er than the sun itself) presence made my days a lot more better and bearable. Your way(s) of showing off affection is something else (for the lack of better phrase) and I have to admit I'm not usually the type to get so extra with PDA but you made me want to show the entire universe if I got this heckin' lovely boy as mine.

And your writing. Oh, your writing. I have a very limited vocabulary but I have to describe it then I think your words made me feel like being engulfed in a warm embrace but also stripped naked to be feasted on. Every word and sentence is picked and threaded beautifully to create such a stunning piece. I hope you everyone else will get to feel how elating it is to be the receiving end of your poem/letter and for you to never stop writing.

All in all, what I'm trying to say is I'm glad that we chose each other (though I wish we could have more time. Since we barely get to do anything during our session) and I hope you'll always be surrounded by those who love and cherish you, sweet soul!

💌🔔‼️

2022-03-30 18:39:59 UTC

halo?? kakkkk, you know? knowing you is one of the best decisions i've made it feels like i'm the luckiest person of this planet for having a chance to know you hhahahahshsha. thank you and i love you😺

KAK SERIUS LOVE YOU BANGET. AKU BENERAN GAK EXPECTED SIH YOU CAN TREAT ME LIKE WOW WOW WOW. AKU BIKIN CAPS LOCK BIAR DUNIA TAUUU HEHEHE...
ooo iya 🥇🏆 ((BUAT KAMU SOALNYA KAMU KEREN😣😞😀)) pls tlong dijaga award dari aku.. hehehe...

>>👸🏻

For kylan

2022-04-07 16:38:23 UTC

Hi kyan! Thankyouu always for accompany me hehe. Selalu feel safe and comfort kalau ngobrol sama kamu. Kek nya kita emng udh "klik" gitu ga si😉😉. Jangan bosen2 sama aku ya kian. Smoga gigi kian membaik lagi biar bisa mam enak terus😚. Dont forget that u r loved yaaa kian!! U deserve all the best things in world. U r worth it kian inget!!😠😠

Dear kyan🥺🥺

2022-04-12 16:00:56 UTC

MAAFIN AKU!!! AKUU LUPA ISI HIHIHI. Untung diingetin 👉👈. Makasih ya kiyaaan untuk beberapa jam yang kita lewatkan bersama🥺🥺 it was means a lot for me! Aku beneran lagi drained dan thank u udah tenangin aku yang pusing gajelas! Makasih atas semua validasi yang kamu kasih sama aku. Gatau gabisa bayangin gimana kalo malem itu aku ga ketemu kamu, kayanya aku cuma bisa uring²an ga jelas. Your warmest hugs and your sweetest words bikin aku beneran mau nangis! Once again, terimakasih karna udah memenuhi apa yang aku mau di form. Hehehe see u! Besok kita kapan-kapan ketemu lagi ya. Semoga jadwal kita engga bentrok👉👈

my favourite form of loving,

2022-04-21 12:18:05 UTC

how do i start this without sounding too hopelessly head over heels? without making it known that i'm longing already? i truly have never felt such warmth from a pair of hands before yours. to say that i was loved is truly an understatement for what i felt was beyond that. i was cherished— every part of me was.

i blurred into you the moment you greeted me good morning with your food report, and you blurred into me when you spoke so excitedly about that shared favourite series of ours. i was happy. again, an understatement. but i don't know the bigger word. i don't know which one could encompass this lingering feeling within me that has yet to walk away.

you would be a pair of lips if you were a body part, you said; you breathe love, and everything you speak of, laces with tenderness. you described me oh-so-very gently that i almost mistook your reasoning for poetry. to you, i am a soft, soft pair of lips. but what if i told you that i don't want to keep your name in my mouth; i want to utter everything i can but not your name for i want to engrave it on the palms of my hands instead. that way, i'll still have traces of you within me even in death. love as big as ours must have no end, no?

i still want to write more stories with you to store in our kitchen cupboards as well as paint more flowers in your garden.

and you were more than what i had in mind. more than janu, more than keenan. and more than them, combined. you're simply kylan to me, the lover i've always dreamt of and now, my favourite form of loving. do know that it was an honour too, to be loved by you with so much tenderness.

as i've written before, my love, a lifetime is still not enough. let's make the next one ours, too.

yours forevermore,

Luna

hi kycilnya kakak kitten!

2022-04-25 01:26:34 UTC

thank you for the 2 days kamu pacaran sm elvanoo ya! dari awal liat kamu sama el udh gemes BGT beneran epitome “galak tp sayang bf” dan “bulol suka iseng godain bf”! eh tp kamu juga suka godain el sih 😋

suka bgt liat kamu sm el, beneran GEMESS dan chemistrynya dapet!! and i love that detail about you guys being best friends who became lovers, and even when both of you were doing a steamy session, while rough, it still feels tender 🥹🫶

masih kaget 2 hari bareng kalian tp kesannya kyk udh kenal lama, but yes thank you again!! kylan you were perfect beneran plek-ketiplek yang kita pengen liat and you did everything that we wrote! and i love how you always try to include in the convo by texting us, beneran my bestie masuk kantongku yu <3

anw aku juga minta maaf kalo ada salah kata/perlakuan/kalo banyak mau ya shsjs, i still feel bad about day 1 tp kycil dan kak el pengertian banget mau adjust sm kita! so thank you for that 🥺 sayang kyel banyak pokoknyaaaa!

my delicate kylove;

2022-04-28 11:11:22 UTC

hi, ky. firstly, my apology for dropping by very to write this love letter for you. it took me pretty long to form the right words as i was afraid that this would not do justice at how lovable you are. i still am struggling to find the right sentences for you, but let me try, alright?

it was a shame that i was not in the right state of mind when i was with you, but i couldn't thank you enough for being there and holding my hands throughout my hard days. i told you this before, but i will say it again, your presence and your energy managed to reassure me that i can get through the day. thank you for loving me even when i felt like i was not even present the entire time. thank you for doing so much, reassuring me that i'll get through the day just fine, making sure that i get the proper rest that i need at the end of the day. your presence truly feels like a little white warm light that radiates my dark days.

in addition, thank you as well for making me smile with your playful bickerings and your not-so-funny-but-very-funny-to-me jokes. as i was rereading our conversation, i was baffled at how you responded to my idea of having a mental ward date and jail-court date.... it was very very entertaining and to this day it hasn't failed to make me break into a smile at how adorable the image is.

thank you for being you, my kylove. you are such a delicate feather— my bulu ayam, yes. thank you for loving me so gently and delicately, and thank you for giving me sparks and giggles even during my tough days. i wish you will always receive the same amount of love, warmth, and reassurance, just as much as you gave out to others. be easy on yourself, ky. you are doing well, always.

-a.

2022-04-29 04:37:18 UTC

hai hai kycil! maaf yaa telat bgt (pls jangan musuhin aku 🥺) baru sempet huhu. anywayyy makasih 2 harinya yaa! i enjoyed it very much, bener bener sesuai ekspetasi. you both potrayed the love-hate relationship very well; the bickering, lovey dovey and all 😆💗 terus aku suka bgt whenever you tried to make your kakak kitten beg!!! gemesss bgt bgt. kalian berdua juga super friendly, rasanya kayak we’ve all known each other for a long time gitu bener-bener chat yang di luar kamu sama el lovey dovey tuh seruuu bgt! you guys did a really really greaaat job. and i hope you enjoyed it as much as me and my friend enjoyed seeing you two pacaran 🥺 aku juga minta maaf ya kalau selama sesi ada salah kata atau perbuatan… i sincerely apologize. also! always stay safe and healthy ya! hope we can meet again someday, kycil 🤓🫶

Dearest, K

2022-04-29 10:18:06 UTC

hi! i just wanna say thank you so much for accompany me last night. even though it was just a short time, but surely it was a great time to spend with. i love how our convo ran well and how you respond to me. gemes banget kylan yang katanya bayi ini bisa jadi pacar terseru buat ngobrolin novel ^____^ thank you for being such a kind-hearted guy and taking care of me as well. you are loved by many, K. ngl that i'm grateful to meet you. hope you will always be surrounded by kindness and happiness around you. see you, K! thank you!

— Rä.

To My Dearest 🐾,

2022-06-18 18:02:07 UTC

I truly am sorry that it took me so long to form this so-called love letter because it’s too hard for me to find the right words to describe your love. Every time I think I’ve finally found the perfect sentence, I feel the need to rephrase it again and again because no matter how many words I wrote, it still feels like an understatement. Your love is so much more than what I described in this letter.

I read this somewhere: You won’t live forever in their memories, the way you treated them will. The second I read that phrase, I immediately thought of you. I might forget you in the next few months (or maybe years.. we never know), but I can guarantee that the way you made me feel will engrave perfectly in my heart, forever. I mean, it’s not every day that I meet someone who makes me feel as loved, seen, and heard the way you made me feel, right? The days I spent with you are truly one of the happiest moments I’ve ever had, and I want to thank you for that. You were indeed my best four days.

For I am not good at expressing my feelings through words, let me describe your love using Ms. Swift’s lyrics: I once believed love would be burning red, but it’s golden like daylight. Love is supposed to be calming and bring you peace, and that’s exactly what your love feels like—no rush, no demands, just comfortability, and genuine happiness.

Do you remember when I told you that the color of the blue sky reminds me of you? If you do, please forget that because I want to take my words back. It’s not that the blue sky doesn’t remind me of you anymore; it still does. Looking at the bright blue sky will always remind me of how your presence reassures me that everything will be fine at the end of the day. But now I just realized that you are much more than that. You’re not just one color; you’re the whole rainbow. You’re not merely a blue or yellow, you are every color that exists.

And once again, thank you. Thank you for bringing so many colors into my life. You turned my white canvas into a beautiful painting called memories. And those memories.. I’ll cherish them forever, I’ll keep them close to my heart. I am sorry for the constant blabbering, I just want to let you know that your presence had such a big impact on me (in a good way, obviously!), and I bet everyone who knows you will say the same. And by that, I hope you’ll realize that you are worthy of the amount of love you give to everyone.

I hope everything will go your way, the way you wanted. I hope you get to live the life you’ve always wished for. And please keep in mind that my loves and prayers are always with you. Live well, kaki. Keep on sharing the love you have but don’t forget to share it with yourself the most!

Yours truly,
Y 🤝