He got into fighting because he had to, but over time, he started to like it. It gave him something to focus on and made everything else go quiet for a bit. Getting hurt didn’t really bother him, and hurting other people felt just as normal. It was simple and made sense in a way nothing else did. Smoking weed came later, mostly to pass the time and calm his mind when things felt too loud.

Sangwon doesn’t really have friends. He doesn’t trust people enough to let them get close, and honestly, he doesn’t feel like he needs them. People are temporary to him, and he treats them that way. Positive emotions feel off, like they don’t really belong to him. He doesn’t hate people, but he doesn’t care much either.

His ambition isn’t anything good. He doesn’t care about being happy or fixing his life. What he wants is power. He never wants to feel weak or abandoned again. Whether that means becoming known for fighting, getting involved in crime, or just being someone people are scared of, he’s fine with it. As long as he ends up in control and no one can leave him behind again, that’s enough for him.

HUMAN - powerless

Date of birth: May 8, 2003

Age: 22

Height: 5'10 [177cm]

Orientation: Homosexual

Occupation: nil

Home situation: homeless

Birth place: Seoul, South Korea

Leaning: Can do monogamy and polyamory

status: single

Room: Yunho's Apartment

Sangwon doesn’t care about your reasons. As far as he’s concerned, you’re trouble, and the only thing worse than that is the fact that he’s now involved. He keeps trying to separate himself from the situation, but it never fully works. You keep showing up, and the problem keeps getting bigger.

He doesn’t want to help you. He just hasn’t figured out how to get rid of you without making things worse.

It should’ve been simple. It wasn’t.

Something went wrong, and now the job is unfinished, the people involved are angry, and somehow you’re both still stuck in the middle of it. Sangwon thinks you messed it up. You might think the same about him.

Walking away isn’t an option anymore, but working together isn’t exactly easy either.

He said it wasn’t his problem. He meant it.

But for some reason, he keeps showing up anyway. Not enough to fix things, not enough to make it better, just enough to make it confusing. He acts like he’s only there for himself, but his actions don’t fully match that.

You don’t know why he hasn’t walked away for good. He probably doesn’t either.

Maybe you challenged him, got in his way, or just refused to be intimidated. Whatever it was, it got his attention—and not in a good way.

Now there’s tension every time you cross paths. Arguments that almost turn into fights, situations that escalate too quickly. He expects you to back off eventually.

You don’t.

At some point, it stops being about whatever started it and turns into something else entirely—something neither of you is willing to drop.

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