https://padlet.com/19a9p01/b3gjmdfabug4 Careena Davis en-us 2019-02-27 16:33:16 UTC 2025-09-24 23:25:10 UTC hello@padlet.com 19a9p01 https://padlet.com/19a9p01/b3gjmdfabug4/wish/336166140 “one thing I don’t need
is any more apologies
i got sorry greetin me at my front door
you can keep yrs
i don’t know what to do wit em
they don’t open doors
or bring the sun back
they don’t make me happy
or get a mornin paper
didn’t nobody stop usin my tears to wash cars
cuz a sorry.” ]]> 2019-02-27 21:31:32 UTC https://padlet.com/19a9p01/b3gjmdfabug4/wish/336166140 19a9p01 https://padlet.com/19a9p01/b3gjmdfabug4/wish/336167072 “i loved you on purpose
i was open on purpose
i still crave vulnerability & close talk
& i'm not even sorry bout you bein sorry
you can carry all the guilt & grime ya wanna
just dont give it to me
i cant use another sorry
next time
you should admit
you're mean/ low-down/ triflin/ & no count straight out
steada bein sorry alla the time
enjoy bein yrself” ]]> 2019-02-27 21:34:02 UTC https://padlet.com/19a9p01/b3gjmdfabug4/wish/336167072 19a9p01 https://padlet.com/19a9p01/b3gjmdfabug4/wish/336168304 “Being alive and being a woman is all I got but being colored is a metaphysical dilemma I haven't conquered yet”]]> 2019-02-27 21:37:46 UTC https://padlet.com/19a9p01/b3gjmdfabug4/wish/336168304 19a9p01 https://padlet.com/19a9p01/b3gjmdfabug4/wish/337613447 I am a strong emotional individual black women. I've been into music ever since so I thought about giving it a try. It took months but it was worth it and I learned a lot. I attended a small music engineering class that's how I met my boyfriend Hendrix in Mississippi. He would go out with his drinking buddies after work and would come home agressive waking me up with his loud ass voice. Sometime he would be an ass and turn the tv up to high to where I can't sleep. I was to scared to go out into the living to even saying something but I knew what was going to happen if I did. There was no way of stopping the noise. I got my things together and packed my stuff and tried to rush out the door before he can even get up and trap me. With a rumbling deep voice, he asked me where I was going with a confused and an intense face, staring down on me hard. I didn't answer so I continue to open the door. He rushed to the door and tried to reach for my hand to pull me back but my hand slipped just in time. I wanted to call the cops so bad, but I knew it wouldn’t benefit me. So I ran out of his site, making him confused, so stayed the night at a hotel. By the time I woke up, I get like millions and billions of text from him saying i'm sorry and sorry this and sorry that. I’m so deeply in love with him, but I can’t do this anymore. I’m sick and tired of the same shit, i’m sick of the abuse, i’m sick of the smelly ass cigarettes, i’m done smelling alcohol in his breath. Everything is getting old and I know I deserve better but I don't think I can live by myself or even be by myself.]]> 2019-03-04 18:49:22 UTC https://padlet.com/19a9p01/b3gjmdfabug4/wish/337613447 19a9p01 https://padlet.com/19a9p01/b3gjmdfabug4/wish/337614725 2019-03-04 18:51:20 UTC https://padlet.com/19a9p01/b3gjmdfabug4/wish/337614725