https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5 I will slit your throat if you copy. Be original you basic bitch 😤 some of theses poems I've wrote as long as 4 months Ago- but there's also some new ones. Also don't get cocky thinking every poem is about you love 🙄 if you really wanna know who it's about or for just ask <3 en-us 2021-07-27 01:03:11 UTC 2021-09-24 18:30:24 UTC hello@padlet.com https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1588585995046-2c473527351d?ixid=Mnw3ODI2fDB8MXxzZWFyY2h8OXx8TG9uZWx5JTIwQm95JTIwYWVzdGhldGljfGVufDB8fHx8MTYyNzM0ODAyNA&ixlib=rb-1.2.1 Heh_pardon_me https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1663612429 Bandaids everywhere
Cause there needed for my care 
I refuse to share 
So you just sit there

Bleed out if you like 
I promise I won't bite
Well actually I might 
But let's not fight ]]> 2021-07-29 02:04:24 UTC https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1663612429 Heh_pardon_me https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1663614678 My anxiety hits the roof 

What do I do ?

I don't want to lose...

Somebody give me some booze 

What's your issue?- 

Can I really trust you?! 

Ik we'll never be through. 

Even if you do what you do...

]]> 2021-07-29 02:06:22 UTC https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1663614678 Heh_pardon_me https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1663619104 My sweet baby boy
Never treats me like a toy 
He brings me lotta joy 
Oh my sweet baby boy ~ 

My sweet baby boy 
He gives me butterflies 
I never wanna die 
When he's by my side ~ 

My sweet baby boy 
I wait for his replies 
He's always by my side 
I'll stay till I die ~! 

]]> 2021-07-29 02:11:14 UTC https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1663619104 Heh_pardon_me https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1663620907 Do you think of me?
Like I think of you
Tell me Is it true
What are you going through
I wanna be there for you
Please help me I'm turning blue
Thinking bout you
Maybe you're through...
Tell me is it true
Are you turning blue ?...
Tell me how are you..]]> 2021-07-29 02:13:16 UTC https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1663620907 Heh_pardon_me https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1663629872
I stopped telling Mr.Right What happens at home at night 

I’ve been dying to cry into his arms 

But i think me and him have grown apart 

But that's ok 

I’ll just bother him day by day

He cant get rid of me 

I’ll forever stay 

]]> 2021-07-29 02:22:32 UTC https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1663629872 Heh_pardon_me https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1663633088 You're a hoe 

You get with everyone you know 

At least you try to 

I'll never get that part of you 

But all I know...

I'll never love you the way I used to show ]]> 2021-07-29 02:25:45 UTC https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1663633088 Heh_pardon_me https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1663635989 Why cant i hate anyone?

Break their heart just for fun ! 

Make them feel the same ~ 

Make them want to die in the worst way….

Cause them stress in pain 

But at the end of the day they’ll still say “I’m ok” 

So my question is why do you make me feel that way…?

You hate me and that’s...Ok! ]]> 2021-07-29 02:28:11 UTC https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1663635989 Heh_pardon_me https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1663636616 I’m so dead

I’m so weak 

I just wanna die in peace 

You won’t let me cut no more

That’s so sad

I’m so fudging sore ]]> 2021-07-29 02:28:49 UTC https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1663636616 Heh_pardon_me https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1663640333 When the lights go off 

i feel so small 

but when the lights are bright

 i feel like i’m high

 i have no reason to live but many to die 

so don’t mind me if i don’t care if you cry-]]> 2021-07-29 02:32:36 UTC https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1663640333 Heh_pardon_me https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1663641890 Theres a lot of things i want to say 

But dont get them out 

It's like someone's put tape over my mouth 

I wanna speak my mind but it doesn't even rhyme 

I'll just sit back and watch my time 

I'll watch the clock until it strikes 9 

That's when i have to go night nights 

But i'll stay up till 10 my dear 

I wanna die on time this year]]> 2021-07-29 02:34:15 UTC https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1663641890 Heh_pardon_me https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1663642862 I'm out of breath

No air to take..

Why does no one ever tell me,

When they break?!

My head aches

No meds to take..

I was born a mistake!

My wall's they shake..

Nowhere to escape...

Why does everything have to be so..

Damn fake?...

Your words are a steak-

for god sake...

Why can't i never catch a break.]]> 2021-07-29 02:35:17 UTC https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1663642862 Heh_pardon_me https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1663645922 I want to close my eyes and be alright 

The thoughts are overflowing 

So many at one time 

All stuck in my mind…

So much time to think so little to rhyme 

But in the end nothing will ever be alright 

And i’ll never truly be “fine”]]> 2021-07-29 02:38:40 UTC https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1663645922 Heh_pardon_me https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1664044903
It pains me that I can't save the day 

But anyway 

I promised I would stay 

And I'm keeping it that way ! 

Who knows what we may face 

I may seem like a disgrace 

But I can do anything..

If you just don't look away ]]> 2021-07-29 12:11:41 UTC https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1664044903 Heh_pardon_me https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1664046022
Everything I want 

Gets taken away from me 

But when it comes to you

You get everything.

Why can't I get what I want?

Instead of Sitting back

And having "Fun" 

No wonder I'm always on the run 

I can't take it here 

And I'm speaking up

Just this once. ]]> 2021-07-29 12:13:36 UTC https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1664046022 Heh_pardon_me https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1664049810
Hot and heavy

Why have they left me ?

I'm not ready !

I can't breathe steady...

I'm such a mess to plead.

Why can't they ever see...

When something's wrong with me!

There's no such thing as Jealousy. ]]> 2021-07-29 12:20:21 UTC https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1664049810 Heh_pardon_me https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1664050137
Something i don't give but you still take.

I shouldn't have to wait.

Wait for the turn i yern.

It's not like you deserve !!!

Why do i have to be so absurd ?

Ha haven't you heard ~ ?

There really is not cure.

I'm done now! I don't care if i'm a "Jerk"]]> 2021-07-29 12:20:56 UTC https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1664050137 Heh_pardon_me https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1664050473
Emotions are one big headache

And i have no meds to take

I think i might break..

I guess I'll just have to wait

Go to bed and hope to wake

You'll have to give me a little shake ~

One shove is enough my love.

And they say i'm sent from "Above".

I feel like giving up..

But i haven't had enough.

So i guess i still have some luck

Now take away my headache and get me unstuck.]]> 2021-07-29 12:21:34 UTC https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1664050473 Heh_pardon_me https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1664050874
Poems don't have to rhyme..

So i'ma say what's really on my mind.

I think about this all the time.

Am i out of line?-

Everyone says I'm just fine..

I don't like girls and i don't know why.

But that's just fine

It's perfectly alright

But what am i?]]> 2021-07-29 12:22:11 UTC https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1664050874 Heh_pardon_me https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1664051243
Cotton candy skies

Always running out of time

Don't even know what's mine

They think I'm through

I'm turning blue

Nothing's even fair

Do you even care?

Always in despair

Just lying here

Waiting for my luck

To get me unstuck

(This poem was inspired by the song)
 ]]> 2021-07-29 12:22:48 UTC https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1664051243 Heh_pardon_me https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1664052041
When i'm with you

I convince myself not to be blue

I'll say i'm happy even if it's not true!

Are you that way too?

I really don't have a clue..

I just hope you'll make it through.

At least get saved before i do !

That way i can come and be with you]]> 2021-07-29 12:24:12 UTC https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1664052041 Heh_pardon_me https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1664052538
Fuck you for making me feel this way.

Fuck you for saying you would stay.

Fuck you for making me change.

Fuck you for calling me strange.

Fuck you for mixing pleasure with my pain.

Fuck you for always getting YOUR way.

Fuck you for staying another day.

Fuck you i never want to see your face!]]> 2021-07-29 12:24:46 UTC https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1664052538 Heh_pardon_me https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1664053858
I've known it all my life

It really is one of a kind.

Something i wish was mine..

But that's for another time !

Love is something great.

Something that can but won't change.

I love you and it's gonna stay that way.]]> 2021-07-29 12:27:05 UTC https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1664053858 Heh_pardon_me https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1664055202
You see a shadow one day

You decide to say hey

It waves at you but stays in place

You walk over to see it’s face

It turns away.

You back up and give it space.

And from then on you and the shadow would always play.

But something changed.

You found more friends, And pushed the shadow away.

The shadow you saw that day

Was me, no place to go and no place to stay.

No one at home and no one who stayed.]]> 2021-07-29 12:29:14 UTC https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1664055202 Heh_pardon_me https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1664055597
Something I lack.

Something I keep in.

Something I don't have.

Something I was never given.

Something I don't get.

Something I don't want yet.

Something that keeps me offset.

Something that makes me Sweat.

Confidence is just something i don't get

And haven’t received yet.]]> 2021-07-29 12:29:43 UTC https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1664055597 Heh_pardon_me https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1664055916
In a dark room

Only his thoughts to consume

Everything he's ever been through

Flooding back to him Like it's only been a day or two

He's over everything !

BUT, he's not over you...

Are you through,Are you through,Are you through?!?!

He really doesn't know what to do!

He doesn't even know who he should go to!

Please dont leave him in this dark room!

He doesn't know what to do....

He might not never make it through

He's turning blue..Almost done but not through.]]> 2021-07-29 12:30:16 UTC https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1664055916 Heh_pardon_me https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1664056219
The thoughts keep going
The lights getting dim

I'm now drowning
But should i give in

Give up my last breath
And let this be the cause of death

Or should i kick my feet
And hold my breath?

Trying not to sink deep
And drown in stress]]> 2021-07-29 12:30:42 UTC https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1664056219 Heh_pardon_me https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1664056494
They told me i try hard i could fly

I never tried.

I thought they had lied.

But i can fly !

So I'm gonna climb high

Jump off the roof...

And finally fly.]]> 2021-07-29 12:31:03 UTC https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1664056494 Heh_pardon_me https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1664056722
A place to get lost in the waves

To be one with the water

And to move at your own pace

Exploring the ocean.

It’s water and it’s waves.

The home it gives and the stress it takes.

It’s all thanks to the ocean.

I could stay there all day.]]> 2021-07-29 12:31:28 UTC https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1664056722 Heh_pardon_me https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1664057568
My bitter sweet heart beats

For only the thoughts of you and me

You’re sweeter than a tasty treat ~!

Always keeping me company

When i’m just about to give in to defeat

You show up and save me !

Your words have great meaning...

And just because you can't do something

Doesn’t define you as weak

But please tell me when you’ve reached defeat...

So i can save you like you’ve saved me ...!]]> 2021-07-29 12:32:52 UTC https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1664057568 Heh_pardon_me https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1664058038
I used to want you to stay

Now i want you to leave

I really dont care what you say about me

Hurt me all you want

I bet you'll have fun ~

I'm so fucking done I'm not even gonna run.

So while you're here !

Let me give you a tour to the door my dear~!

Get out of my life i dont fucking want you here.]]> 2021-07-29 12:33:38 UTC https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1664058038 Heh_pardon_me https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1664060220
You cant decide what i am

Or what i'm going to be !

And you don't get to decide

When i'm happy !

And you cant choose my fucking gender.

Cause i am what i want to be

I.Am.A.Boy. And that's me.

So fucking accept me before i fucking leave]]> 2021-07-29 12:37:15 UTC https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1664060220 Heh_pardon_me https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1664060615
He has a lot on his plate

How will he take it all

He doesn't want to fail nor fall

But there's to much stress to take it all

He's not depressed ! Just...Sad is all~]]> 2021-07-29 12:37:54 UTC https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1664060615 Heh_pardon_me https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1664061092
When im all alone

My thoughts just seem to flow

into my mind after the clock hits 9

Shivers go down my spine

As i think of all the ways to die]]> 2021-07-29 12:38:40 UTC https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1664061092 Heh_pardon_me https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1664065748
When he left everything got sad

When she vanished everything got bad

And when he didn't reply i wanted to cry

I really hope those three are alright

If not i might just die]]> 2021-07-29 12:45:55 UTC https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1664065748 Heh_pardon_me https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1664065982
I'm a king of my own journey

Leading the way to where i can be happy

And the place i shall stay

Where memories can be made

In such a positive HAPPY way

A place i can call my home

When i'm all alone

My own little happy place !]]> 2021-07-29 12:46:14 UTC https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1664065982 Heh_pardon_me https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1664066637
I miss him so much i could scream

I think about him every night every day and inbetween

I wonder if he thinks about me?

I'm just way too blind to see

I'm way to obsessed

With the thoughts of him and me

But when he's with me I'm as happy as i can be-]]> 2021-07-29 12:47:21 UTC https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1664066637 Heh_pardon_me https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1664066866
He's always on my mind

I forget to watch my time

I think of him till i feel alright

And go to sleep feeling safe at night

Oh my Mr.Right ~]]> 2021-07-29 12:47:44 UTC https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1664066866 Heh_pardon_me https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1664068548
You hurt me with the words you say

And yet i still stay...-

It seems you always find a way ~

To cause me even more pain

I've cried more tears then it's ever rained

But yet i still keep it that way

You act like i dont have a brain !

Bring things up that make me shake.]]> 2021-07-29 12:50:22 UTC https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1664068548 Heh_pardon_me https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1664071409
I don't wanna get up today

Please just let me stay

I don't want you to go away

But this pain is unbearable to take

I don't wanna be awake

I just wish I was ok

Maybe I will be some day

But I don't know what I'll face

I don't wanna get up any day.

Please let this pain just fade

I just wanna take my last breath away

Cause I don't think I can stay..]]> 2021-07-29 12:54:32 UTC https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1664071409 Heh_pardon_me https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1664094805
Laugh now 

But then you'll frown 

Cause i wont mess around. 

Oh how i adore 

That body of yours ~ 

Taking your clothes off 

To further explore.. 

I want more~ 

What's that look for ~? 

Am i your chore ~ ? 

You do me when you're bored ~~~

Haha now you're sore~ ]]> 2021-07-29 13:26:28 UTC https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1664094805 Heh_pardon_me https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1664107697
In and out

But never down

To stay around 

So i just sit back and drown

You watch and stare

As i repeat it's not fair

But do any of you even care?

I really don't think i should even be here 

I dont belong.

Just sing your song,

i'll try and follow along 

In my own little world 

made for two 

That should be enough but there's no room for you.]]> 2021-07-29 13:42:45 UTC https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1664107697 Heh_pardon_me https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1664109933
Let me be brave 
So you can be safe

Let me be strong 
So i can sing along 

To this song called life
Where nothings truly that bright 

Let me be dark 
So others can shine 

Let me die 
So others can thrive 

Let me keep biting 
So nothing keeps dividing 

Shut me out 
So i don’t hold you down 

Let me keep quiet 
So you don't have to keep lying 

Let me be whatever makes you the most happy ! 

]]> 2021-07-29 13:45:33 UTC https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1664109933 Heh_pardon_me https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1664110483
I’m fine is just a lie.

A disguise to hide what's really inside ~ 

The blade of a knife cuts deeper when you try-

The more time flies the lesser the chance I get to say goodbye. 

Please stop trying to die….

At least until i'm not alive ]]> 2021-07-29 13:46:10 UTC https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1664110483 Heh_pardon_me https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1664110771
what if I died 

I wouldn't get to say goodbye 

or maybe I could I would

It all depends on if I should 

Should I die?

should I take my own life ?

I guess there is no better time

But I don't wanna say goodbye 

So I'll stay until I decide it's really time ]]> 2021-07-29 13:46:31 UTC https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1664110771 Heh_pardon_me https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1664119668
Oh my dear shu 

One day I will save you !

I know I might have this out of the blue 

But I mean it ! 

I really do... 

One day every place will be safe for you.]]> 2021-07-29 13:57:18 UTC https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1664119668 Heh_pardon_me https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1664124636
Are you ever just so tired 

You can't sleep 

You're just mentally drained 

From every single thing 

But no matter how hard you try 

To close your eyes 

They just lay open 

As you're dying inside ]]> 2021-07-29 14:02:35 UTC https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1664124636 Heh_pardon_me https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1664126635
My life is a dream..

But not a dream come true.

The thoughts they seep 

The monsters they creep 

The water is deep 

And everyone's blue 

And soon I will be too!

But I'm not yet through 

And neither are you.

So don't ever give up.

You have to stay strong enough! ]]> 2021-07-29 14:04:56 UTC https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1664126635 Heh_pardon_me https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1664340799
Behind bars...

With nothing to warm my heart 

But food and water 

But I don't wanna eat ! 

I'd rather starve.

Someone take me out 

And take me somewhere far 

Save me now or I might not be here tomorrow]]> 2021-07-29 19:34:36 UTC https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1664340799 Heh_pardon_me https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1664364969
Oh dear diary I met a boy 

He makes me feel joy 

Oh dear diary 

I said I'd stay 

And I'm gonna keep it that way ~ 

(inspired by a verse in Bubble gum bitch)]]> 2021-07-29 20:25:04 UTC https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1664364969 Heh_pardon_me https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1665011890
I don't want to talk 

I just want to walk 

Just walk away 

The pain everyone caused me stays. 

I wish I could just abandon this place! 

What's up with that face..

I don't want space! 

But that's all you give me to taste ! 


]]> 2021-07-30 14:01:00 UTC https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1665011890 Heh_pardon_me https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1665014183
I used to like the silence 

But now even that is too loud- 

What's wrong with me? 

Why am I always so down..?

What's happening?!

The darkness it surrounds 

Around and around....

I might just drown.]]> 2021-07-30 14:04:09 UTC https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1665014183 Heh_pardon_me https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1665019426
Dear Mr.Sweets 

I hope you know 

I will never leave 

No matter what emotion I may receive 

I will stay, As long as you believe! 

Trust me, I'm not someone that deceives. 

I love you and I promise,

To always keep you with me! 

]]> 2021-07-30 14:11:12 UTC https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1665019426 Heh_pardon_me https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1665028749
There’s no possibility 

You’d ever think of me the same 

Because she’s in the way

Wish you were gay ~]]> 2021-07-30 14:23:38 UTC https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1665028749 Heh_pardon_me https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1665028987
You’re so sweet

I think of you before defeat

I try harder so no one has to save me.

I don't like locking doors to shut people out... 

Especially people like you who just want to help out !

But it’s just something I do…

I feel I must keep everyone out. 

But I'm unlocking these doors and I’ll try my best to let it all out.  ]]> 2021-07-30 14:24:01 UTC https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1665028987 Heh_pardon_me https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1665029311
My mind's where it shouldn't be 

thinking of possibilities 

Situations that already happened

I dont want to repeat

But what happens if you really do leave me 

Rip me apart piece by piece 

Break me till im forever broken

Leave me to die in defeat]]> 2021-07-30 14:24:32 UTC https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1665029311 Heh_pardon_me https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1665030367
Did you forget about the deal? 

Ik It's hard to conceal it...

And try not to feel it... 

You try hard not to reveal it.

But it ends up spilling out! 

With each day you count-

But please don’t give up now! ]]> 2021-07-30 14:26:07 UTC https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1665030367 Heh_pardon_me https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1665030926
This is absered  !

Haven’t you heard ? 

There is no cure.

For what's broken cannot be served...

Served right or served wrong-

There is no tomorrow, 

And there is no bright happy song.

So let's all sing along !!

Before we all crash and fall ~ ]]> 2021-07-30 14:26:58 UTC https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1665030926 Heh_pardon_me https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1665032106
You still give me butterflies 

I can't believe you're really mine 

this feels like a dream 

after I've cried myself to sleep at night 

I love you so much

Sometimes I don't wanna die

you will always be forever mine ~ ]]> 2021-07-30 14:28:49 UTC https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1665032106 Heh_pardon_me https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1665032860
I stole my own soul- 
A thief of my own heart 
The one that crushes my feelings 
And puts myself in the dark
Im the one that hopes i'll die 
I am not one of a kind. 
I am just not the best guy...]]> 2021-07-30 14:30:01 UTC https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1665032860 Heh_pardon_me https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1665034014
When he left everything got sad- 

When she vanished everything got bad 

And when he didn't reply i wanted to cry 

I really hope those three are alright 

If not i might just die-]]> 2021-07-30 14:31:40 UTC https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1665034014 Heh_pardon_me https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1665035662
I want to hate him

But i can’t-

Cause every chance i get 

I want to hold his hand-

Feel his hugs

And enjoy his love

But instead i sit and watch 

As others are happy with his love- ]]> 2021-07-30 14:33:53 UTC https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1665035662 Heh_pardon_me https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1665036516
Is he mad at me ?

Does he hate me ? 

I don’t know what to believe !

I want to be happy !

But my mind won’t let me….

It just repeats the same things-

That make me feel he’s left me…-]]> 2021-07-30 14:35:01 UTC https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1665036516 Heh_pardon_me https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1665037232
We cry ourselves to sleep at night 

Tell each other it’ll be alright 

Pretend to others that we’re fine 

Fake a smile while we’re dying inside 

But not everything has to be so bright 

Darken the mood and take away the sunshine 

But sometimes people just get tired of their lives 

And live in secrets beyond our eyes]]> 2021-07-30 14:35:57 UTC https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1665037232 Heh_pardon_me https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1665037704
It’s harder to stop then it seems 

Cause everytime something goes wrong 

You just wanna feel the sting 

The blood pours out 

It won’t stop now 

Don’t give in to the others around 

Because that’s the easy way out...]]> 2021-07-30 14:36:38 UTC https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1665037704 Heh_pardon_me https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1665038163
I’m as worried as worried can be

Maybe there just asleep?!

maybe...Maybe...MAYBE?!?!?

Please please please 

Let them come back to me

Let them be as safe as they possibly can be 

I’m so tired and so beat 

But i won’t give up until i know i don’t have to worry 

]]> 2021-07-30 14:37:13 UTC https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1665038163 Heh_pardon_me https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1665038698
You’ve been working so hard 

For so long 

And you give it up now 

Thats just fucking wrong 

Why keep stuff in 

LET IT OUT

Don’t try and drown it out 

It wont work not now. 

]]> 2021-07-30 14:37:59 UTC https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1665038698 Heh_pardon_me https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1665039811
I may be a blessing 

But I’m not from heaven

I’m here to help

What i couldn’t do contained in hell

You shine so bright 

So i followed the light 

Cautious of the dangers 

You were just a stranger

Now you’re something more

Something i never had but asked for 

You’re the demon from heaven 

And I’m your angel from hell ~ 

]]> 2021-07-30 14:39:39 UTC https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1665039811 Heh_pardon_me https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1665040302
He’s the right to my wrong 

The lyrics to my songs 

The place i go when i’m all alone 

The one that creeps into my mind 

When my rhymes are right on time 

He’s The one i love the most 

He’s the spirit to my ghost 

He’s everything i need 

He’s a super duper great salty bean 

]]> 2021-07-30 14:40:29 UTC https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1665040302 Heh_pardon_me https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1665041044
You say you love me one minute 

And hate me the next 

Pick a side before you invest 

In something like me cause i’ll cause you stress 

The pain doesn’t go away 

It just stays 

But you’re my painkiller for my really bad days 

Numb me down till i cant breathe 

Kill me now or in my sleep]]> 2021-07-30 14:41:29 UTC https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1665041044 Heh_pardon_me https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1665042638
I am the monster in my head...

I'm the one that wishes i were dead-

I am my worst enemy,

Not my best friend.

I’m like a drug to an addict...

Once you take a hit...

You hate it...!

Because you’re now addicted ]]> 2021-07-30 14:44:01 UTC https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1665042638 Heh_pardon_me https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1665531579
Same old shit

Different day 

Can't even get sleep 

Life's a pain 

Everything's so plain 

Simple as can be like

Like the dimple on your cheek.  ]]> 2021-07-31 13:04:22 UTC https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1665531579 Heh_pardon_me https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1667276434 It's been two months since you left me 
My heart feeling heavy 
My mind feeling empty 
Can't believe you left me..

2 months 
Can't make 3 
I just can't believe...
I don't know what to think...
You we're my everything...]]> 2021-08-03 01:52:31 UTC https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1667276434 Heh_pardon_me https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1667280563 Sorry to bother 
But I can't help but wonder 
What would you do without me? 

Would you worry bout everything ? 
Would it just be a sting 
Or something you can't believe 

Would you wanna see me 
Or would you feel free 
I can't help but think...
 ]]> 2021-08-03 01:56:42 UTC https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1667280563 Heh_pardon_me https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1675743719
Everything's cold

I'm not that bold

I'm reused and old

I sit back and let it unfold.

Cold and shallow 

Sit back and stop being foul ]]> 2021-08-11 17:03:11 UTC https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1675743719 Heh_pardon_me https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1679133492
Welcome to hell 

You're one of a kind 

Prettier than a sapphire dime 

Become a devil and serve your time 

Stand in line and drink your wine ]]> 2021-08-14 19:08:05 UTC https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1679133492 Heh_pardon_me https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1684641085
Taking my pills a day

To take the gay away

Because they want

For me to be straight

Depression is fake

Your life's a mistake

Anxiety is just an excuse to run away

Avoiding your fate

Dont take your life today

I am ready to be fake

Babies are made

But can't be safe

No parents to help change]]> 2021-08-18 18:42:40 UTC https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1684641085 Heh_pardon_me https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1687888878
Does it hurt to know 

That I'm in pain..

Without you on my brain 

Everything makes me feel insane.]]> 2021-08-20 13:24:30 UTC https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1687888878 Heh_pardon_me https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1692105379
I want you 

But I'll never have you. 

And I don't know what to do. 

Everything sucks I'm through. 

Done with life. 

No more hope too carry through. 

This isn't a good bye...

More like a silent cry...

You'll never hear...

Because that's life. 

Everything good ends. 

And it would hurt to just stay friends..

But everything hurts..

So I guess I'll go then... ]]> 2021-08-23 22:48:52 UTC https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1692105379 Heh_pardon_me https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1702048803 Walking alone 
No where to go
But I don't wanna go home ]]> 2021-08-28 16:07:39 UTC https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1702048803 Heh_pardon_me https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1750711397
No one's dwelling with fear 

It's no fun here! 

There so close to death

And yet I don't see a tear. 

One even called me dear.

Just old people drinking beer...-

Are they not thinking clear? 

This is making me insecure! 

There all so dreary

It's making me teary..]]> 2021-09-18 17:55:05 UTC https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1750711397 Heh_pardon_me https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1766368654 You're Shaking in the night

On your bed you lay

Her words are not meant to obey.

A trouble maker with a bittersweet taste

You sob as tears stream down your face

She said she cries

But her eyes are dry

Your pain she ignores

Why do you care anymore?

There's nothing left here to adore

My arms go sore

Just leave me here

I know you're bored

But just before you go

you should know

I feel so alone

Even if I don't show]]> 2021-09-24 18:30:18 UTC https://padlet.com/A_dumb_dumb/b2vulvl01mdirhf5/wish/1766368654