https://padlet.com/sylviapazoki/aypwgy8vbevnjb80 4B english en-us 2020-09-15 20:33:59 UTC 2024-01-14 14:08:46 UTC hello@padlet.com sylviapazoki https://padlet.com/sylviapazoki/aypwgy8vbevnjb80/wish/749628449 you dont physically need friends in life for anything, you only really need yourself.]]> 2020-09-15 20:36:01 UTC https://padlet.com/sylviapazoki/aypwgy8vbevnjb80/wish/749628449 sylviapazoki https://padlet.com/sylviapazoki/aypwgy8vbevnjb80/wish/749642616 (small intro) 
All my life I felt like I needed friends, I felt like it was very important, it was something I fantasized about and put on a pedestal. 
In 8th grade I had a group of friends, I disliked that group of friends because it quickly became toxic, lots of gossiping and drama was involved. I was afraid to leave the group because I was scared I would be talked about or my secrets would surprise my other ¨friends¨. It was an overall mess and the group was highly toxic and just so much drama was involved. During quarantine I decided to cut everyone off, I blocked and deleted contacts, blocked emails and on top of that I moved which changed my schools. After that I started focusing on myself, I was overall more happier and felt as if a burden was taken off my shoulders. I felt better being by myself, having no friends, I started getting intune and healing myself and that s when I realized.]]> 2020-09-15 20:42:25 UTC https://padlet.com/sylviapazoki/aypwgy8vbevnjb80/wish/749642616 sylviapazoki https://padlet.com/sylviapazoki/aypwgy8vbevnjb80/wish/749698061 This example relates to my theme because after realizing my group was toxic all along I also realized that I was happier without them and felt like a burden was off my shoulders and felt like my aura, the energy surrounding me was clear finally. I realized friends arent what you need, you are the only person you need. Any of your friends can let you down, but your own self is the only one who will stay because everyone else leaves at one point.]]> 2020-09-15 21:10:28 UTC https://padlet.com/sylviapazoki/aypwgy8vbevnjb80/wish/749698061 sylviapazoki https://padlet.com/sylviapazoki/aypwgy8vbevnjb80/wish/749718368 Also in 8th I also had this person that I was like best friends with did anything together really and she knew my secrets and I knew hers. There was something off about her from the start but I decided to ignore it. Basically she had only been my "best friend" because she was also friends with my ex. I noticed when I was around her I wasn't myself and just it really messed with my mental health knowing she only wanted to be my friend because of my ex wanting to know my secrets. This messed with my head so much, that eventually I distanced myself and started ignoring her. I had realized that I put her before myself in any way possible, but I was the one that should of put myself before her. I started to realize all my secrets were told all around, people judged me and she just disappeared back into her friend group.]]> 2020-09-15 21:21:10 UTC https://padlet.com/sylviapazoki/aypwgy8vbevnjb80/wish/749718368 sylviapazoki https://padlet.com/sylviapazoki/aypwgy8vbevnjb80/wish/749719320 This example relates to my theme because I had realized I put this person above myself and cared for her more than me when I was the one who was mentally not ok and I needed help.Even the "realest" people in your life are not needed, I had only felt like I needed her because I wasn't paying attention to my own health. My own body needed to heal, I had ignored my own feelings and thoughts because I felt like I needed a friendship. You don't really need friends after all they are random people you met, you only need yourself. If you feel like you need friends its something you need to heal within because your the only one who wont let you down or hurt you.]]> 2020-09-15 21:21:45 UTC https://padlet.com/sylviapazoki/aypwgy8vbevnjb80/wish/749719320