Right now, I'm learning and experience a lot of things, and each day feels like a small step toward becoming a better version of myself. I'm working on trying to survive in school while enjoying my youth, controlling my emotions so we won't get to experience again on what happened on the past, and avoiding distractions so I can focus on our goal. I'm also doing side quests so even though I'm really stressed right now, I'm finding ways to breathe even just for a small moment. I know that learning takes time, and I'm trying my best to enjoy the journey.

In this stage of life, I'm also figuring out who I want to be. Sometimes I felt behind because most of our friends know what path they will take and they know what they are passionate about in life. For now, I still don't know what I want to become. Should I choose practicality? or what I'm passionate about? I hope you find the right answer for that. I've been trying to be someone better and not repeat the mistakes we did from the past. Even though we have mistakes, thanks to that we improved our self development and learning a lot from it. What matters most is that I keep moving forward.

For the future, I hope you've become someone who is strong, rich, independent, someone who can be depended on, and living life without regrets. I hope you're doing something you love, surrounded by people who support you. Additionally, I hope you recovered from this era where I thought that we are not capable of having deep feelings for someone anymore and starting to think how unlucky we are. I hope you proved me wrong and find the love of our life. And most of all, don't forget where you started or how far you've come, always remember I'm really proud of you even though we have our flaws. Keep going. You've got this. Remember our quote "Here in Jhalyanna we find ways".

Your one and only, self