https://padlet.com/i_love_Him_sm/agi7s5aix81287vn . . . en-us 2022-06-03 18:25:27 UTC 2025-11-15 00:02:13 UTC hello@padlet.com i_love_Him_sm https://padlet.com/i_love_Him_sm/agi7s5aix81287vn/wish/2211140008 It's all my fault..right?.. i hate this i hate my body MY EVERTHING.. i hate me feeling's.. for people.. I wanna d!e..i hate living it's hell.. Im such a freak.. I'm  sorry everyone that I'm such a mistake.. Especially you mom... I hate myself more then i hate anyone.. im so sick of myself.. i make myself sick.. im done.. im at my last straw.. i always guilt trip people.. i steal people's jokes... and im srry for that.. i don't try to ever.. i just think it's funny but as soon as i say it they get mad.. im srry everyone.. it's not like anyone will care if i end it my mom said she wouldn't care.. i just wanna D!E.. there is no point in living..i get yelled at everyday abused.. i cry everyday... i ruin everyone's life.. even my own.. im sucha crybaby.. im such a waste of space.. i even take so much space.. Im such a jerk.. you say you don't want me.. a good for nothing.. ahah.. your right i a'm just like my WORTHLESS PIECE OF SH!T FATHER... Honestly you probably are just dating me so your not single.. or your trying to make somone jelly i don't care tbh.. im so used to it.. i get told they never even liked me they just wanted me to feel better about myself.. ive gave up at this point... i keep getting told he was cheating on me...and never even liked me..just dated me bc why not....i can still feel his HANDS...his touch on me.. me and him got back together..at lunch yesterday..but we dont even hang out much maybe like 10 is minutes..then he goes off to his ether friends...i wanna be able to hang out with my bf...but it´s like he doesen´t wanna...]]> 2022-06-05 01:26:48 UTC https://padlet.com/i_love_Him_sm/agi7s5aix81287vn/wish/2211140008 i_love_Him_sm https://padlet.com/i_love_Him_sm/agi7s5aix81287vn/wish/2390156599 i hate it i fucking hate it.. i hate getting attached..having separation anxiety..me and my bf are doing good ig..but i get told that he could just be using me..? ))for my body touch,so hes not alone,and ether crap..)) and ive been overthinking off and on but not as much..but i keep relapsing..and if i keep it up..im gonna end up bleeding out..ppl are leaving me..and replacing me..so easy..i just wanna leave this world..i have no fucking strangth..to get of and to walk anymore..i feel so weak and tired..i can't sleep i berly eat anymore..i feel so insercure..im only here for my siblings..and my bf..but tbh..im loosing it..everytime he leaves or doesen't respond i overthink..cry.. lose it..i love him so much...but i feel like im not enough for him..i feel so stupid....i stop overthinking then that b!tch..JUST HAD TO go he could just say i love you and not mean it..im gonna fucking kms if i ever hear that again.
.i- feel like..im dying..my whole body hurts..he has ))cheated)) on me with a 16 year old..but..that's in the past,..but it still gets to me.. bc now i know hes loved someone else..while with me..and who knows if he still likes him..and what they did at the fair i mean..when he went to the fair me and him werent dating..at that time bc of his step dad..but danm..replacing me already...? he went to class early he stilk had 10 min's before he had to to go.. and my separation anxiety got me there..i don't even know what im doing anymore..i give the wrong ppl so many chances then they mess it up again and it hurts me again..i feel so lost...i just wanna lay in bed and do nothing..i fucking hate being here..but i gotta act yk..]]> 2022-11-18 16:24:23 UTC https://padlet.com/i_love_Him_sm/agi7s5aix81287vn/wish/2390156599