The incomplete knowledge towards Asperger’s leads to the misdiagnoses of John. As John does not get the help that he needs but negative evaluation, he considers himself as defective and becomes unconfident, and he says that he believes that his life may change completely if he is diagnosed with autism at an early age. Unfortunately, though the understanding of autism continually improves, there are still lots of females who have autism but are misdiagnosed today. The knowledge towards autism of most people is based on male-sided symptoms, for instance, low social capacity. However, “in actuality, women often have very different traits”(Leary). According to Healthline, females are more likely to hide their symptoms by imitating the behaviors of others; in addition to this, females with autism often appear to have depression or anxiety, which also makes female autistics people more likely to be misdiagnosed. For one of the autistic females Katy, she often receives comments saying that she does not have autism because she does not appear to be different, but she does not like this kind of comment since she thinks that this implies autistic can never be “normal”. Therefore, whether in the book or in reality, people’s awareness of autism still needs to improve so that people with autism can be diagnosed earlier and get the proper help.

The lyrics show the vocalist’s loneliness, and he sings that he cries in his broken home for someone to fix him up. He knows that he suffers from the previous trauma, which makes him cling to the ruin in the cold alone. However, he cannot stop himself from falling, and this is the reason why he needs someone to help him overcome his trauma as well as make him believe that his life is hopeful. Likewise, John also looks for someone to heal his wound from his family of origin, and luckily, he finds his second wife Martha, who plays a significant role in John’s life. When John shares the things that keep the two of them together, he writes:  

John is an Aspergian, and he sometimes behaves in a very different way than others. For instance, he asks Martha whether she loves him for lots of times, but Martha never appears to be impatient. Before Martha, most of the people consider his behavior weird, but Martha never shows that kind of reaction, and this gives John a sense of security and makes him believe that Martha actually loves him. Just like the vocalist, John also has the trauma experience since he grows up in an unhappy family. John is afraid of having a marriage like his parents, but Martha shows up in John’s life, gives him the sense of security and brings him joy. For John, Martha is the one who the vocalist looks for.