HANGOUTS #2 - (TEAM3) by Kristine Bernadett Managbanag

He reminded me that I am loved and worth it. And I should not worry because He will never abandon me.

2021-04-10 02:42:58 UTC

Karl

2021-04-10 02:43:38 UTC

Jesus gives me strenght when i suffer kidney failure he cares me and he Healed me.

2021-04-10 02:43:47 UTC

Everyday as I breathe, alam ko na I experience Jesus.

Jianne

2021-04-10 02:43:52 UTC

He always save me from my problems.

Edited: lalaki po hehe

2021-04-10 02:44:02 UTC

Nang ako'y nangangamba at walang makapitan, nariyan siya upang samahan ako sa lahat. At niligtas Niya ako.

2021-04-10 02:44:08 UTC

DURING MY BATTLE WITH DEPRESSION, GOD LIFT ME UP AND HOLD MY HAND TO GUIDE MY WAY HOME.

2021-04-10 02:44:18 UTC

As I shared yesterday where kuya dabs asked us to share our awestruck moment. WARNING : LONG STORY! BUT FULL OF GOD'S LOVE❤️⚠️(Excuse my grammar)

EDIT: Sabe kase 1 to 3 sentences lang ata kaso hindi kayang iexpress so yahhh hahahaha

When this pandemic started I never expected things to be like this, I can say that I truly have that strong faith but since I am confident to say it God tested me in different ways. It was precovid time when we found out that my mom is pregnant. At first I can't accept it since we can say that we are poor because my papa and mama's salary is not enough to pay bills and to sustain our needs. But as time goes by I became so excited and promised to myself that I will take care and give everything for our bunso. Fast forward, last week of October 2020 me and my whole family was scheduled for swabtest, I've been so so optimistic, I am very confident with my faith I always pray and I really trust God but then after 3days the result came and we are tested positive. That day was really hard because my mom's mental health broke down little by little until we can't really talk to her since she started to hallucinate and she's not even drinking and eating her meals and take note of it that she was pregnant. We always do the "suob" that everyone told us to do. My supporting environment prayed for us and even the community helps us. Sadly, we have to stop attending our class and focus more with our health and ofcourse my mom. It was the very first moment where we can have an intimate conversation with God even though my mom's mind is not with us I know that she feel God's presence. We started to spend more time with eachother which we barely do before. We encountered that we can have a "teamwork". Since we have to avoid our mom's trigger, our movements and words are limited. I always tend to say to myself that "God is with me and my family He has a great plan for us". Inside that 14days quarantine it is full of ups and down, and of course a family teamwork. After our quarantine my mom undergone an ultrasound where we found out that we will be having a little sister. It made me more excited because I really want the baby to be a girl. Fast forward, I tried to make "habol" with my schoolworks since I stopped but then my mom's condition are not improving so I have to stop attending class again and focused on taking care of my mom. December 24 her tummy really aches so we decided to go to her OB again and she was already 1cm but the baby is just 8months, her OB advices us to look for a big hospital that can give a best care for my mom and our baby. December 26 at 2am her water brokes and we have to look for hospital but sadly some of them are full, some of them rejects us, and some of them wants my mom to be alone but it is not applicable to her case since her labor has been though because she wants to jump out of the car while it's moving and her moods are trembling, it goes up and down. We went to pasig, marikina, manila, and many more. 15 hospitals rejected us. Imagine Since 2am up to 3pm we can't really find hospital and then my dad needs to decide immediately since my mom is in dry labor and 2lives are in danger (my mom and the baby). Fast forward again, Her OB refer us to a small private hospital in the Nova, Bayan. She undergone CS Section since she's freaking out and scared of everyone, I am the only one who she wants to listen. I even accompany her inside the operating room and I watched her being cut by the doctors and it made me feel so numb but I really tried to hold her hands and prayover her. She doesn't want me to leave her. When I hear the baby cries it made me feel like I have to break down but then my mom still needs me. All I can say that time is "thankyou Lord" Fast forward, the baby have to move in the bigger hospital that can give her the right care. We have to find that hospital as soon as possible again I tried to kneel down and beg God for His mercy, And He immediately answered my prayer. After that day, In the morning the baby sent to NCH. Me and my mom can't go out of the hospital since we can't pay for the bills. I tried to post online, again God showed me an awestruck moment. Many people donated money and 70% of them are inside our community. I am overwhelmed with our tito's and tita's help and also with our brothers and sisters. Fast forward, we finally got home before the new year's eve so all we can think about is our baby, Every update about her made us feel so nervous since she's not always well and she has a pneumonia since she is a premature baby but then the last 5 days is an awestruck moment again where she became better and better all of apparatus in her body was removed, and my mom is getting well since she held her baby for the first time. The last day was a bit breath taking, the doctor told my mom that "Kapag maayos ang pag dede ni baby today, pwede na kayo magready for discharge" and it is an answered prayer because my fear really eating the hell out of me since the babies that entered at the same time with out baby has been dying each day and it made me really anxious. Until the last day of our baby inside the hospital is an awestruck moment. And today, She is a chubby,healthy and stress reliever for us. She's growing up fast but she is the living testimony of how God change and moves with our family. All of this will never be this better without God. Maybe we are still in the process of difficulties but I can say that it is better now, I've been tapped in different service and God has been so so good to my family. Thankyou for patiently reading my awestruck moment❤️ All of this is for Him, with Him, and by Him. For that God may be forever praised❤️❤️❤️🙏

#GodIsAWEmazing
#AwestruckatFirstSight
#YFCICon2021
#YFCMM
#awestruck

2021-04-10 02:44:24 UTC

He never failed to show his love for me kahit sa ups and downs ko hindi niya ako iniwan. He guided me in this whole school year. I never expected na makakasurvive ako sa online class pero heto parin ako ngayon, lumaban para sa pangarap and praise God soon to be admitted to grade 10 na.

Jesus gives me another and another life, because I experience near death many times. He makes me strength always <3

2021-04-10 02:44:27 UTC

2021-04-10 02:44:54 UTC

He never leave when I was alone and broken, he gave me a chance to change and serve him

2021-04-10 02:45:10 UTC

He always protect me

2021-04-10 02:45:11 UTC

God's love enlighten me the true value of happiness and faith

2021-04-10 02:45:15 UTC

He showed me that there was no moment that I am truly alone

2021-04-10 02:45:21 UTC

He is always by my side everytime I face problems.
"The Lord will fight for you, you only need to be still."
-Exodus 11:11

2021-04-10 02:45:26 UTC

Whenever I'm in doubt, He showed me that He's just there no matter what and proved that He will not let me suffer alone.

P

2021-04-10 02:45:28 UTC

He never failed to save me whenever I felt down. He was always there for me no matter what the circumstances are. He is the Alpha and the Omega. There are times that I feel like taking my own life, but with Him I realized that I shouldn't. He made me realize a lot of things. Thru Him, I reconciled and changed myself for the better.

2021-04-10 02:45:40 UTC

He made feel how special I am for being created not because of accidents but created out of love and for a certain purpose❤

Chiz

2021-04-10 02:45:45 UTC

Although I can feel His presence from the simplest things, He gave me hope and He was the light I needed in darkness. I have seen His constant love towards me.

2021-04-10 02:45:48 UTC

Whatever challenges I encounter, He is always right by my side.

2021-04-10 02:46:17 UTC

He always there for me when I have a problems. I can share to Jesus all of my problems sa pamamagitan ng pagdadasal ko, alam ko kasi na laging nandyan si God para makinig sa akin.

2021-04-10 02:46:17 UTC

In every journey that I have, God never leaves. He's the one who stays through good times and bad times. I may have lost some of the things I desire along the way, but it made me realize the things He really know what is the best for me. I am awestruck each and every day because I feel his love everytime I wake up.

2021-04-10 02:46:19 UTC

I love the Lord.
He is filled with compassion,
He turned to me on the day that I called

2021-04-10 02:46:21 UTC

I am constantly reminded by Him to rediscover the value of little things and be grateful always❤

2021-04-10 02:46:26 UTC

Being Covid free after a very long and tiring quarantine is already a Jesus encounter❤️❤️✊

2021-04-10 02:46:33 UTC

God never fails of making me feel loved and blessed

2021-04-10 02:47:31 UTC

His plans are better than mine. He knows what is best for me. I had a lot of realizations and all I can say is, His timing is perfect.

2021-04-10 02:47:38 UTC

I joined Youth For Christ year 2017 13y/o ako nuon. Actually YFC yung first camp ko and then tatlo kaming magkakapatid ang magkakasama nung camp na yun. Mung una ayaw pa ako payagan nila mama kasi ang bata ko pa daw then sila ate at kuya 16 and 18 na sila nun.Nung andun na kami sa Camp wala talaga akong idea sa mga mangyayari kasi nga first time ko yun . Di pa nag e-start gusto ko na unuwi kasi sabi ko "ano bayan ang boring naman,sana nakipag laro nalang ako" then habnag nag pi-praise and worship nawiwirduhan ako nuon sa mga ate at kuya, hanggang sa mismong camp na yun andami kong natutunan. Pumasok ako sa Mismong venue ng school na yun na sobrang empty ko,sobrang empty ng puso ko,lumabas ako sa school na yun ng may dengue,De. Haha lumabas ako sa school na yun ng punong-puno yung puso ko ng pagmamahal ni Lord, yung lig-lig,sik-sik at umaapaw na naramdaman at natutunan ko nuon. Talk 1 palang sobrang Solid na.

Sobrang on fire yung puso ko Kasi alam ko na kung sino yung pinagseservan ko. Basta nung time na yon feeling ko sobrang lakas ko na kahit anong problema pagdaanan ko makakayanan ko kasi this time may Lord na sa buhay ko ganon

Pero habang mas lalo akong nalalapit kay Lord ay mas hinahamon din ako ni Lord. Sa mga hamong binibigay nya sa akin.Lumipas ang bawat araw ay na bi-build up yung faith ko sakanya

I felt i'm unprepared pero, si Lord sobrang prepared na sya para sakin. His plan is always better. Mas lalo akong nag active through serving Him. Lalo na sa community nato. Dito sa Community na to masasabi kong nag Grow ako, Dahil dito ko naranasan na pagkatiwalaan bilang kabataan na hinuhubog ang sarili. Dito ko naranasan sa Community na to na hindi ako kinwestyon sa mga bagay na kaya ko pang gawin ayun yung Challenge ni Lord.Dito sa community na to we look each other ng pantay-pantay, bata man ang edad mo. Alam ko na hindi ako nag seserve para sa Ikataas ko, because my goal is to serve our God and ibahagi ang pagmamahal na ipinaramdam nya sakin.

Everything will happen and come naturally according to his way and his timing.Sa dalawang taon na yun, Medyo malayo malayo narin ang narating ko sa journey ko with the Lord pero alam ko na may mas ilalayo pa to.

In this community
I am serving here without being judge.
Dito sa community to natutunan ko yung
acceptance when choosing what's best for me,although it is hard for me to choose kasi parehong mahalaga sakin.
Gift of discernment
Parehong tama pero magkaiba yung impact,I mean like alam maggu-grow pa ako ng lubos dito sa YFC na to. I felt I'm not prepared but God this is what you prepared and this is what I prayed for.

Sa dalawang taon na yun, medyo marami narin akong pinagdaan at my young age, sa dalawang taon na yun I'm so grateful na naging YFC ako dahil nakilala ko sila Tita and tito, nakilala ko yung mga ate at kuya na naging instromento ni Lord para mas lalo ko syang makilala at para mag grow ako. Sobrang nagpapasalamat ako sa mga ate at kuya na Hindi ako tinuring na "bata lang yan" kundi sila pa yung naging way para mas lalo kong mahalin ang pag seserve.

Alam ko na lahat tayo ay mas may igu-grow pa kasi as span of 2 years andami na agad nangyari, and all you have to do is ALWAYS SAY YES TO THE LORD. And you will see him take ober of your Life. Also always ask for his guidance not fo a sign.We are One In mission!!!

This is because of him, and this is All for him. I'm Jilen and for that may God be praised!

2021-04-10 02:47:41 UTC

He always listening to my prayers

2021-04-10 02:48:04 UTC

He saved me from drowning. He never failed to amaze me.<3

2021-04-10 02:48:18 UTC

He is the one who always wakes me up everyday. He is also the one who provides me all the things I need and want, the food that I eat, the clothes that I wear, the house where we live, the good health, and everything around me.

2021-04-10 02:48:19 UTC

He made me feel that I am loved,I am enough and always reminds me that I am safe because I have God

2021-04-10 02:48:25 UTC

Jesus always protect me and Jesus gives strength to my family everyday

2021-04-10 02:48:30 UTC

SA BAWAT BAGONG UMAGA, SI LORD ANG BAGONG PAG-ASA!

2021-04-10 02:48:38 UTC

He is always there for me when i needed him the most.

2021-04-10 02:49:20 UTC

He is my all. He give me strength and he send me a lot of instrument to continue my life. He is with me

2021-04-10 02:49:45 UTC

I felt that I am not Prepared, but I know na si God ay prepared na sya for me and mino mold nya na ako as Chpater Head para mag yes during that time HEHEHEE

"Lord, if this is not your will then let your will be done."

2021-04-10 02:50:19 UTC

2021-04-10 02:50:29 UTC

Listening to liveloud songs makes me feel that he really loves me and i am blessed to know him as my saviour.

2021-04-10 02:52:14 UTC

SURRENDER YOUR FEARS TO THE LORD THE WAY HE SURRENDERED HIMSELF FOR US❤️

2021-04-10 02:53:02 UTC

God will never let you down. Faith is the key to His presence. Whenever times let you feel down, just call His name and He will never let you suffer alone. To anyone who's having trouble, kaya mo yan. Fighting! Let go, and let God💗

2021-04-10 02:53:22 UTC

When everytime na down na down na ako, Gusto ko na sumabog hahaha pero God's remind me to take a rest then continue lang palagi.

2021-04-10 02:53:55 UTC

Being able to attend YFC ICON 2021

2021-04-10 02:55:17 UTC

Walang impossible sa kanya. Pray ka lang. GOD WILL PROVIDE. Lahat ng doubts mo, lahat ng problema mo malalampasan mo, sumuko ka man pero hindi ka nya susukuan. ♥️❤️

Seasons are changing

2021-04-10 02:55:24 UTC

Years change, but the situation will still depends if how you'll change it. He changed me for a better version of myself and we're still on the process to have a better progress in life. So keep going. ✨✨✨ Keep shining ✨✨💕 We'll make a difference😇

Karl

2021-04-10 02:55:27 UTC

Jesus will never fail.

2021-04-10 02:55:45 UTC

God is with us until the end of time ☝️

2021-04-10 02:56:06 UTC

Jesus will never leave me

2021-04-10 02:57:13 UTC

God is love. He loves us and He pursues us with that love. And when I experienced His love, I was able to share that love with others. I appreciate the love God has for me. - Bridge to Grace

2021-04-10 02:57:19 UTC

PRAISE THE LORD! MAHAL TAYO NI GOD🙏

P

2021-04-10 02:57:29 UTC

God moves in mysterious ways.

2021-04-10 02:59:16 UTC

God is love. He loves us and He pursues us with that love. And when I experienced His love, I was able to share that love with others. I appreciate the love God has for me. - Bridge to Grace

2021-04-10 02:59:33 UTC

Jesus love us❤️

PRAY, WAIT, TRUST, AND BELIEVE!!!

2021-04-10 03:00:17 UTC

THY WILL BE DONE!

2021-04-10 03:01:39 UTC

2021-04-10 03:01:56 UTC

Nung nabalitaan ko na wala na yong father ko. Sobrang na shock ako that time kasi papa's girl ako. Akala ko diko kakayanin. Pero nung nangyari na nga 'yon. Ako pa yong nagpapalakas ng loob sa pamilya ko. Punong-puno ako ng positibo sa sarili ko at mas lalong lumapit kay Jesus yong pamilya ko. Naka received ako ng mga activities from CFC-Youth For Christ Community na pinagkakaabalahan ko. Ngayon, pinagpatuloy ko yong pagiging active ko as a YFC dahil alam ko na proud na proud sa'kin yong father ko sa itaas ❤️

Just Trust the Process!

2021-04-10 03:04:06 UTC

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God is ESSENTIAL.