So I was 12 when I started to realize and my action was investing in myself, so I started to 

1 learn English 

2 work as volunteer 

3 be more interest in who i am ( my identity) 

But then that is when I got hit by the Rocky parts turned out my realizations and my actions was just outdoor or in better words outside of school yeah that time I was in secondary school was the time where I was trying to figure out how to study that I was supposed to know already. another rocky part was when I failed ninth grade and I had to repeat the year (some people say if you don’t pass that year you’re not going to be able to pass in 12 grade also) but I say it’s bullshit maybe that’s because I lost my chance or maybe I am a strong believer in the fact The people can change. people can change yeah I am a strong believer in that and I did change 

 after a little while things got better and also my  grades got SO MUCH BETTER and the important lesson I learned was not to blame anyone when things goes wrong 

I kept on developing myself until I found out that I had some photography skills, so I started searching googling and so much other ways to learn all by myself yeah it was really tough but I did manage to learn from my mistakes and fix them yeah I know my photos were very basic sunsets clouds sky and ground but that is what is special about it because it is basic to people but not to me and that is why I started photography in the first place, because that is what I am surrounded by and I love and enjoy photographing them 

Yeah so I’m here on a hot summer day writing my own story there is so much I do not want to include coz that enough to know about me