i don’t know if you’ll see this or maybe even open this carrd after us pero if the odds are with me then i’d be glad.

first off, thank you. you gave me another chance to prove myself pero you said na sinayang ko lang and i don’t know what to say kasi you don’t want hearing any apologies from me. understandable, you know kasi ulit ulit nalang me? it’s just kind of unfair na you don’t believe na i’m working on myself for you. i honestly don’t know if it’s just me pero i think the fact that you refuse to talk and listen to what i have to say or elaborate more on is also unfair. you don’t like listening to me.

the one (or two) month/s i had with you were fun and filled with love pero all good things must come to an end. thanks for trusting me again the second time around and i’m not going to disagree na nasira ko yon. i hope you accept this last apology from me. 

honestly i’m actually happy right now. pero don’t get me wrong nalungkot ako when we had to end what we had pero wala eh, mas masaya ako ngayong magisa and sana ikaw din. i’m hoping you get to take care of the next person you’ll love the same way you did with me pero alam mo yung mas angat yung pagkalove mo sakanya? ganon dapat ha? listen to them, don’t let them feel lonely, and grow with them. 

i don’t think i’ve told you but you were my greatest love (idk yun sabi nila sorry if medyo corny) pero i hope you get the point.

good luck sa lasalle ha? i hope your journey will teach you a lot of things, such as that you don’t need other people’s validation and you don’t need other people for you to be happy. i can’t promise that i’ll always be open when you need help, so i wish you good luck in your future endeavors. 

much love.