so yeah. 26 months of you and me. and it's still feels surreal that even after all these months, all these days, we're still here, standing together and staying strong. sure there were a lot of harsh walls and all those dilemmas that we needed to break down and solve. but trust me, i won't make it right here, right now, if you are not the one on my side.

and i know you're scared of me going away anytime now. like what you said, you're getting busy and i will get even busier soon. kevin, let me say this to you again. you have a home in me. it's okay if you take a break, you deserve that. it's okay if you want to rest for a while, for days, for weeks, for months. and if you did that then decide to come back, i will be the one who will first greet you, who will embrace you tightly and give you kisses. i will wait for you just like how you've been waiting for me all the time in the past. and if you don't come back... well, i still wish you all the best.

i also know that i wasn't the man you've met back then. i know i've changed. i talk so limited nowadays. i'm not even present every single day and have a conversation with you for hours like in the past. i don't get to show you that i love you a lot and that i'm here for you. but please, even if i'm offline, or idle or here, you can always hit me up. i'm not just your husband. i can be your friend, too. or a shoulder to cry on as well (even if yeah, i don't talk that much anymore). i value you a lot more than you know and my priority is always for you to be happy. always.

you don't know how much i love you, wu yifan. there may be a lot of people out there, but i still think you are the best thing that has ever happened to me. and i'm really really glad that i have experienced so much love from you. it feels really great, right? do you know that the best feeling in the world is to be loved in return by someone you love? yifan, i have to thank you for that. because for all these months that we are together, i get to experience the best feeling in the world.

from your husband, your partner in crime, the one who keeps on nagging you to practice perfecting the kids' milk change their nappies, your angel, your baby, the one who will always love you the most.

— luhan.