https://padlet.com/jyzhang2/9drpr7iezapw Made with a bold sensibility en-us 2019-06-17 05:32:46 UTC 2019-06-17 21:59:56 UTC hello@padlet.com jyzhang2 https://padlet.com/jyzhang2/9drpr7iezapw/wish/367852451 growing up, i've always had an intense attraction to art. because i am also a creative person, i am gifted with the skills of drawing and painting. i think that this trait stemmed from the fact that i am good at art and i know it, and that because i am so confident in this aspect of my life, being artistic rewards me. ]]> 2019-06-17 05:42:59 UTC https://padlet.com/jyzhang2/9drpr7iezapw/wish/367852451 jyzhang2 https://padlet.com/jyzhang2/9drpr7iezapw/wish/367852726 i would say that i am an anxious person. i tend to get myself worked up over small things, and can easily become stressed or worried. sometimes, my anxiety isn't even focused on anything and i just feel worried or uneasy in general. i think that i have this trait because of the fact that as a child, i had many irrational fears, the biggest being the dark and even death. ]]> 2019-06-17 05:46:24 UTC https://padlet.com/jyzhang2/9drpr7iezapw/wish/367852726 jyzhang2 https://padlet.com/jyzhang2/9drpr7iezapw/wish/367853084 i don't think i am bold in the conventional way- i am not very courageous or daring. rather, i consider myself to be bold through my art. i may be anxious about what others think of me in social terms, but that anxiety does not reflect how i feel about art. i am never afraid to convey my emotions or do something different than the standard through writing, music, photography, and even painting. again, i think this trait stems from the fact that being skilled in art is something that i'm confident in. ]]> 2019-06-17 05:51:19 UTC https://padlet.com/jyzhang2/9drpr7iezapw/wish/367853084 jyzhang2 https://padlet.com/jyzhang2/9drpr7iezapw/wish/367853572 i have always been very considerate of other people's feelings, whether it be with friends, peers, or family. i think that the reason i am so considerate is that i know what it feels like to be disrespected or hurt- growing up as the youngest sibling in my family by eight years, the feeling of being treated unfairly is all too familiar. ]]> 2019-06-17 05:55:57 UTC https://padlet.com/jyzhang2/9drpr7iezapw/wish/367853572 jyzhang2 https://padlet.com/jyzhang2/9drpr7iezapw/wish/367989520 i like thinking, and i make time to think in my schedule. i believe that if i don't take a few minutes out of my day to just stop and think about my life, i start to be in a bad place mentally. i've always been a big thinker-it's how i make good decisions. under pressure, i tend to have bad judgment. i think that through trial and error during the course of my life, i've learned to value the importance of good judgment in my life, which causes me to think so carefully of my actions. ]]> 2019-06-17 21:05:10 UTC https://padlet.com/jyzhang2/9drpr7iezapw/wish/367989520 jyzhang2 https://padlet.com/jyzhang2/9drpr7iezapw/wish/367991841 since i'm a creative person, being innovative comes easily to me. i believe that many of my ideas are original because i love to experiment and play around with things. i attribute this aspect of me to the fact that i love art, and over the years, the creativity i experience with art has translated to other parts of my life, including the idea-making component. ]]> 2019-06-17 21:25:53 UTC https://padlet.com/jyzhang2/9drpr7iezapw/wish/367991841 jyzhang2 https://padlet.com/jyzhang2/9drpr7iezapw/wish/367992893 this trait goes hand in hand with being considerate. since i know all too well what it feels like to be hurt emotionally, i think i'm always hyperaware of others' feelings, whether it be towards me or in general. this hyperawareness has gradually extended to my surroundings. in situations i've been in, where i know important events are about to happen, i always find that later, i can vividly remember small details such as what people were wearing, what the weather was like that day, what the place smelled like, etc. ]]> 2019-06-17 21:36:06 UTC https://padlet.com/jyzhang2/9drpr7iezapw/wish/367992893 jyzhang2 https://padlet.com/jyzhang2/9drpr7iezapw/wish/367993452 i've found that once i've made up my mind about something, it's hard to change it. this behavior of mine includes being passionate about certain things. growing up as the youngest sibling, my opinion has been disregarded many times, and at an early age, i decided to use my voice and speak up about political or civil right issues that i believe in. ]]> 2019-06-17 21:40:45 UTC https://padlet.com/jyzhang2/9drpr7iezapw/wish/367993452 jyzhang2 https://padlet.com/jyzhang2/9drpr7iezapw/wish/367994680 for most of my life, i have had extremely low self esteem. as a kid, i struggled with weight issues and feeling like i was never good enough- to this day, i still do. i think that is why i am so sensitive to others' opinions of me. if someone criticizes me, intentionally or not, that piece of criticism will stay in my mind and impact me for weeks, even months after. i believe that the fact that i handle criticism extremely poorly stems from my low self esteem childhood. ]]> 2019-06-17 21:52:22 UTC https://padlet.com/jyzhang2/9drpr7iezapw/wish/367994680 jyzhang2 https://padlet.com/jyzhang2/9drpr7iezapw/wish/367994976 truthfully, due to my lack of social awareness growing up, i didn't have many friends. around the time middle school hit, i started to develop some type of social understanding, and for the first time in my life, i started to interact with my peers normally. now, as a high school student, i recongnize that i may have an unhealthy dependancy on social events to make me happy. i think that my unconscious is trying to make up for the lack of social interaction i had as a young child by being extra social as a teenager. ]]> 2019-06-17 21:55:57 UTC https://padlet.com/jyzhang2/9drpr7iezapw/wish/367994976