A Mémoire of Love. by Electra Irene Hadikusuma

My precious mommy.

bicafica — 2022-02-28 11:04:26 UTC

mommy!! adek feel shooo happy to have mommy. cause mommy really taking care of adek well, treat me well as well. mommy always make adek shy cause mommy keep saying sweet words towards adek but i really loves it!! ( / / / )
i love you a lot mommy! 😣💗

She's magical,

ariesmour — 2022-03-02 04:31:12 UTC

As cringy as it might have sound, but she does have magic upon her words especially to shoo one's worries away and lift some of the burden on your shoulder. Especially for a people like me, I found that trusting people is both scary and hard, yet it's quite amazing how I could vent the pent up emotion inside of my mind within her presence as companion. It'll be a see you again as I promise you, thank you for the companion, Ra.

Love, Kaivan.

Kakak ♡

2022-03-04 16:35:52 UTC

Kak Tata! This is your big baby hehe. I've said this before but thank you so so much! I have zero regret for choosing you to be my companion.

Kak Tata is the sweetest, cutest, kindest and of course, prettiest person in this planet (I know Aphrodite wish she was you :p). To be honest, I was so nervous last night but Kak Tata really make it easy even from the very beginning. She makes me feeling comfortable instantly around her and she keeps showering me with praises and loves. Aku nggak bisa bilang apa-apa untuk itu selain thank you, because it means a lot to me (although it's also making me shy ><)

Jaga kesehatan ya, kak Tata! Makan yang teratur dan jangan terlalu sering begadang! This big baby will be very sad kalo kak Tata sakit. :<

'Till we meet again, kakak kesayanganku. I love you so much! ♡

—S.

My prettiest Ayi.

2022-03-06 04:06:39 UTC

Thank you for the time that we've spent together, prettiest. I can't be more in love, you know how to get me fall deeper with your way of loving me. The prettiest ever, even Aphrodite would get jealous of your beauty.
It's not about just a pretty face, but you have the kindest heart. Such an angel.
Thank you for your time and I'll definitely meet you again in the future.

Dearest Tata

2022-03-16 04:39:41 UTC

Honestly, I really had a great time with you. Pacaran sama kamu kayak pacaran beneran, gamau end :( you're such a cute human being beside, you have woman aura yang bikin saya jadi amaze with you. Kamu itu classy banget keliatannya dan ternyata KAMU GEMES BANGET SAYA PENGEN PELUK KAMU TERUS. Pengen pacaran terus sama kamu. Makasih udah luangin waktu buat pacaran sama saya. Makasih udah jadi pacar saya yang gemesin. And remember, kalau kamu butuh waktu buat nenangin diri, please take your time okay cantik? I hope you always be fine and stay strong. I love you, beautiful soul.

to : kak tata sayang 💕💕

2022-03-17 03:54:56 UTC

semoga ngeh ya ini aku hihi
bangun-bangun matanya perih kebanyakan nangis, tapi kalau semalem ngga cerita sama kak tata akunya kepikiran terus. sama kak tata cuma sebentar dan aku ngerasa kurang banget, rasanya mau lama dan tiap hari ditemenin sama kakak. bikin lega dan ngerasa disayang. kakak ngga judging, aku ceritanya berantakan dan kakak dengerin, kakak tanggeoin dengan sabar dan baik. aku makasih banget banget banget. kak ayo nanti pacaran yang lama! kita sposes, movie date juga, pokoknya ngabisin waktu yg lama.
kanin sayang kakakkkkk!!

💓❤️🧡💛💚💙💜🤎💘💖💗😍🥰🥺🥺💕💕💕💕

Dearest, Tata.

2022-03-20 11:17:41 UTC

She's the most adorable baby I've ever seen. Not to be dramatic but she is adorable. Bubbly and talkative, She's like a 5 years old kid who's on their active period. It such a great time I spent with you, Tata. You're like a happy virus who got me smile automatically when I look at your notifications.

And for those of you who looking for a cute and bubbly but also caring gf, she's the one. She will make you feel loved and appreciated as you are.

I hope we can spend more time together. Maybe later? I'll see you around. :)

Dearest Kak Tata,

heartender — 2022-03-20 14:19:55 UTC

Here's your one-day little sissy on the mic! Maaf banget it took me so long to leave my trace here since I have zero social energy lately and literally ghosted everyone for few days straight lol.

Kak Tata baik banget jujur vibesnya calming dan bener-bener cocok jadi kakak perempuan aku. Kakak juga full of energy, bubbly banget, sent me tons of bubble chat jadi aku ngerasa langsung match sama kakak 🥺 Ceritaku juga ditanggapi dengan baik, beneran sebaik itu dan keliatan super wise.

To add the cherry on top, she's beyond great when it comes to potraying our Aeri Uchinaga! Kak Tata tuh Giselle versi lokal, guys (real).

One thing that impressed me: She addressed herself by 'kakak' while talking with me. Berasa punya kakak beneran.

Kakak paling keren! Thank you so muchie 💗 Semoga kakak sehat terus, semua urusan kakak lancar selalu, dan dibanjiri kebahagiaan!

Sincerely,
🍒

Dearest, lil one.

2022-03-23 00:59:28 UTC

Kesayangan saya yang selalu muji saya gemes, padahal sendirinya lebih gemes. Apa kabar sayang? gimana bobonya, nyenyak?

First time saat ketemu tata, saya sempat terfikir, "ah apa tata kalem person ya". Ternyata asik banget anjir ga bohong wkwkw tata bisa kalem, dan bisa ga ada kalem kalemnya dalam waktu yang bersamaan. Alias dia mampu menyesuaikan sikon. Saya bubbly person anaknya, ada rasa khawatir takut tata merasa pusing dsbnya, namun ternyata doi mampu mengimbangi hal tersebut. Ini merupakan nilai plus untuk saya. I think, siapapun ngga akan menyesal ngobrol sama tata, karena komunikasinya 2 arah. Tata menanggapi dengan baik, mengembangkan obrolan supaya tidak terasa membosankan.

Tata baik banget, betul betul care, dan terasa tulusnya. Tidak dibuat buat. Selain menunjukan rasa caring dia, dia suka support saya, sikapnya dalam menghargai saya sebagai pasangan patut diacungi jempol. Membuat saya merasa berharga, dan beruntung memiliki dia.

Terima kasih ya untuk satu harinya. Ngga kerasa hari berlalu begitu aja, malah terasa kurang? kapan kapan kita pacaran lagi ya.

May god bless you!
See you my beloved, lil one.

My sweetest girlfriend, Tata.

aghataragnala — 2022-03-28 21:29:03 UTC

Hi Tata,

Tata my sweetest girlfriend, you have great personality. She will talk with you a lot, spend her time even when she doesn't in a good fit, also she will text you in a cute way (ugh Tata stop being cute I wanna bite you).

I always remind you to take a break for yourself, you can drink coffee but don't let coffee make you collapse (again). Please always take care of your own self ya Ta. I wish you to be healthier and tough, maybe you can tell me when you recover and back home? I just want to remind in this padlet that you were hospitalized Ta hahahaha.

Once again, thank you for spending 2 days with me Tata. Although we don't talk much, I'm glad to have been close to you. Thank you also for taking last night to spend time with me to watch together ya Ta. You're (again) such a sweet girlfriend.

Ciao!
Agha

To the one and only Silvermist the doll face

sebastienrzaire — 2022-04-02 15:43:45 UTC

The lady over there is talking to the other people in the room while I'm standing here at the other corner with a glass of wine in my hand and talking to a man that keep asking me about her.

"What do you like about her?" he asked.
I just taking a sip the wine of mine as I'm putting my gaze on her, the lady with the bautiful dress.

"She is...unreal." I start.
"She can bring the side that I've been kept for long time inside here out effortlessly. It feels like I took the first step in to the cold room yet she is the dim light that lighten the room up and warmen everything's up. She could break the ice in me and somehow, somehow, I feel like her angel side really could touch my devil side without fear as she could make me feel like I want to keep her forever. She is the type of the angel I've been longing for, like she has everything you need. She can be someone whom you can trust. She can be the person that makes you feel like you are safe as long as you are with her cause you can lean on her. She is.." I'm looking down, trying to control my face from smiling ear to ear before I continue,
"I just love her cause she can makes you feel secure with her sweet words and she can makes you feel you are the best even when you are not. She is genuinely cares to people. It is weird but I can sense when people doing something for formalities only, and I didn't find it in her."
"I'm not sad that our meeting is just like a glimpse. I'm happy instead, for meeting her, for having a chance to be loved by her and keeping her in my arms for awhile."

"Will you meet her again if you have a chance?" he asks again. I look to his face before I answer.

"Is that even a question? Ofcourse I do. But for now, I just want to watch her from here, from afar, hoping that she will meet kind hearted people only who will love her as I love her, who will keep her safe as I did, who will respect her like I did. Until I meet her again, until then, I just hope every good things this world could possibly give come to her because she deserves it. As I said to her once, malaikat tak pantas menderita."

kak Tata ini adek!!

DlVETOYOU — 2022-04-10 06:53:58 UTC

hi kak Tata sayang, ga kerasa waktunya udh selesai aja???☹️ Adek 1000000% enjoy & adek bangga banget sempat jadi pacar kak Tata. Kakak always made my day, take care & pay attention to me, but sometimes you can be a jealousy & grumpy gf HUHU i wish i had a real gf like you kak... selama pacaran sama kak Tata, adek selalu tunggu banget notif dari kak Tata yang suka nyepam itu HAHAHA ya karena sengangengin itu... dan kalau adek bilang adek ijin spam karena kangen itu adek ngga boong sama sekali, beneran ngangenin.

Pas kak Tata sempat sakit, adek bneran ngerasa kehilangan banget dan adek jadi ngerasain sedihnya sebagai pacar #maafalay karena adek beneran UDH SECINTA ITU SAMA KAK TATA and it's your fault. 😾 becanda xixixi😋

makasih juga karena kak Tata udh jadi pendengar yang baik buat adek, kak Tata beneran pacar ter-dewasa yang pernah adek temuin selama rent. I'm not lying rn🤞🏻 terlebih lagi pas kita lagi ngomongin temen adek itu, dan kakak kasi saran, adek ngerasa "Hah.. ini org keren bngt gw kok ga kepikiran kyk gini.." adek selalu inget terus pesan kak Tata!

As u said, last but not least, i love u kak Tata❤️ 9/10 rating aku buat kak Tata, u did well to make me fall in love with you. Thank you! semoga adek bisa rerent kakak lagi kalo adek kangen pacaran sama kak Tata✋🏻

- manda.

hi irene!

heartsandcolors — 2022-04-13 03:05:49 UTC

irene, terima kasih udah dengerin ceritaku yang super membingungkan semalam😁 nanti kita ketemu lagi buat update kabar berikutnya😃👍🏻 semangat terus irene! jaga kesehatannya, ya?

-c

Helo, Tata.

wisanggenisoedjono — 2022-04-13 20:20:54 UTC

Hai, maaf ya mas baru bisa berkunjung ke sini sekarang. Em, sebenernya mas bingung mau nulis apa di sini karena waktu sama Tata itu berharga banget. Dan kalau boleh jujur Tata dapet banget vibes nya sewaktu pakai faceclaim Caitlin H. Tata ya? Tata itu orangnya lembut banget, she's so soft walaupun mas pernah bilang kalau Tata itu intimidating di timeline. Haha, tapi emang iya kok but kalau sudah jadi pacar mas Tata itu care banget, lucu, lembut, penyabar, penyayang. She's perfect girlfriend. Makasih ya sudah mau bersedia menemani mas dan mendengarkan keluh kesah mas. Sehat selalu ya, kapan-kapan kita ketemu lagi. Oke? See you, Tata.

Dearest Irene.

digresi — 2022-04-16 17:00:05 UTC

Kalau baca kata elegan, kamu yang paling saya ingat. Saya suka cara kamu ngobrol dan sampein sesuatu. Tertata, tapi kegemasannya gak hilang. Apalagi kalau panik. Yang paling diingat pas mau pamit pengen tidur satu jam. Ini gemas sayanya, asli.

Kalau bisa cubit, cubit deh pipinya.
Tapi, makasihnya buat sedikit waktu yang kamu sisihin di samping kesibukan kamu. Jujur rasanya gak cukup. Rasanya mau tambah lagi.

Semoga kita bisa ketemu lagi ya. Kalau ada rezeki lebih mau rent. Hahaha.

Hope you have a great day everyday.

With love, S.

untuk si cantik irene🖤

heartsandcolors — 2022-04-18 03:31:14 UTC

irene, terima kasih udah nyempetin dengerin ceritaku lagi dan kasih banyak saran. ngobrol sama irene itu aku jadi tau sudut pandang lainnya, i really mean it. thank you so muchie! anyway i hope our path will cross once again.

-c

electras — 2022-04-18 14:47:53 UTC

Buat kak Tata sayang dari adiknya yang main game terus.

2022-04-19 05:38:58 UTC

3 hari sama kak Tata rasanya nggak kayak 3 hari. Cepet banget jalannya soalnya seru banget! Meskipun aku… ya… banyakan tidurnya dan main game dan nonton, tetep ditemenin sama kak Tata. Huhuuu maaf ya kak kalo telat mulu balesnya. 😖 But despite of that, we texted a lot. I learned that we have a lot of things in common, kayak how we treasure sleeping so much, sampai kita ada di fase gamon sama orang. It was really fun talking with you, kapan-kapan aku bakal rent lagi tapi aku bakal mastiin energi aku terus full biar ngobrol sama kak Tata nggak putus-putus. Ngomongin soal energi, kak Tata energinya ada banyak! Fully loaded gak perlu reload berkali-kali, jadi kalo suka kakak yang hiperaktif dan gak bisa diem, kak Tata is the best woman in field. Meskipun nggak terlalu cocok sama aku yang gampang abis energinya, kak Tata nyesuain energi yang dikasih ke aku! Jadi nggak terlalu capek capek banget. Pokoknya, kak Tata, the best, nomer satu, paling oke! Bakal jadi my favorite talent udah sih ini mah, fix banget.

With love,
Neko.

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pcypcylyfeu — 2022-04-22 10:32:57 UTC

kk tata cantik kesayangan acuuu 😻😖😖😽💖🥰😍🤩😛😋😝😘😗☺😁😄😀😀💕💋💋💕💘💝❣💖💗❤🧡💛💙💜✨✨✨✨✨

kakakk makasihhh ya udah nemenin aku semalem. i really am so glad to meet you. sama kak tata tuh aku bener² feel loved and cared ;____; thank you for all the kisses and huggies and sweet words jshdhs aku blushing terus deh bawaannya semalem aaaa >______< hope to see you again soon kakkk!!! have a nice day 🌻🌻🌻💜

i love you sooooooo muchh 🙆‍♀️❣🙆‍♀️❣🙆‍♀️❣🙆‍♀️❣

for the soothing voice on the other line!

2022-04-26 07:25:39 UTC

hello, kak tata! this is your m heheheh.

TIGA JAM.. three hours, i was stunned by how calming your presence was. :((( seneng banget callan sama kak tata. and you make me comfortable enough to share A LOT of things. heheheh. pardon me for all the oversharing... that means kakak is just sooooo good!

kak tata is the right person to go to when someone is overwhelmed with their negative feelings. beneran. i was so SO down at that night and kak tata validated my feelings through and through. she made sure that i feel better.. and she even made me laugh and blush too.... DISAYANG SAYANG SAMA KAK TATA BIKIN STRESS IN A GOOOOD WAY AAAA.

it's such a good night to spend. ditemenin sampai pagi... god, i was so lucky to be kak tata's first phone call HUEHE. i can't wait to come back here later! and since kak tata is taking a rest now.. i hope everything is going well, ya? thank you for being my company that night. you kept me sane, really. sayang kak tata!!

Electra!

selaphiel — 2022-05-05 07:46:27 UTC

First of all, I'm sorry to have procrastinated on filling this for almost a week T_T

An hour on the phone with you was so fun! I didn't expect that we'd have so much in common. It comforted me to know that I wasn't alone, that I wasn't feeling something in a particular way by myself. That someone else (has) had the same experiences as I do. I'm grateful that I could talk about my experiences with you, and I'm thankful that I could hear about yours as well.

I'd love to know you for a long time, to be frank. I hope we always can keep in touch from time to time.

- Phi.

Untuk Irene, Kitten.

2022-05-06 07:46:17 UTC

You’re hot, tempting, enchanting.
I’d go for an endless rounds,
for as long as it’s you, you and you.

I was shocked, damn five hours? Steamy as hell. Didn’t expect this honestly. Thank you, for being such an obedient kitten. Regardless my brat side, you’re amazing. You got me speechless. It was such a short time yet you got me addicted. Didn’t have the chance to tell you that I love you. So, let’s meet again in another chance. I love you, Irene.

Ed.

To you, my sweetest paramour.

electras — 2022-05-09 11:03:12 UTC

The love was so deep, we had the whole ocean jealous of the depth we shared. Perhaps it’s only time until the universe intersects our never-ending paths like it did, once more. Till then.

Eternally Yours, Irene.

Dear Irene, the pretty best friend

a_rian — 2022-05-10 16:50:55 UTC

Janji gak ketawain subtitle ngasal? ☝️

Yaa Allah. Movie date dua jam sama Irene malah CEKIKIKAN soalnya aku salah milih web. Tapi, Irene gak pernah komplain soal itu dan malah tetep antusias buat nonton filmnya. Gak cuma itu, dia juga bahas filmnya dan bilang apa aja yang dia suka. Jadi nontonnya gak diem dieman dan aku suka banget movie date yang kayak gitu. Walau pada akhirnya, kita nyerah ngertiin filmnya dan malah ngomongin hal hal lain (re: ghibah.) TAPI malah jadi memorable banget karena dua jam beneran gak kerasa. Banyak banget yang diomongin sampai tiba tiba filmnya udahan.

ANYWAY. She took my Wong Kar-wai virginity and I'm glad that she did. Sebelum nanti nonton film filmnya dia yang lain, I'll make sure to watch Happy Together pake subtitle yang bener. 😭

Thank you, Irene. Kapan kapan kita nonton sambil ghibah lagi yuk? Seru.

Tata, like the title states, is the 911 you'd love to have.

2022-05-16 04:30:53 UTC

Alexa, play Kiwi by Harry Styles.

It's surreal how Tata can act as both that very cool, laidback person and a very caring, sweet one! Tata's definitely a perfect dose of everything. I was lost and did not know who to go to that night, and I'm more than thankful that the world decided that it was finally my time to meet Electra Irene. ♡ (Okay, that was too dramatic in a way. HAHAHA.)

Tata! Thank you for all your words, I still read them from time to time, dan cara Tata delivers them juga⁠—for me, just perfect. Hihiw. Not only is she a great listener, she also gives feedback and replies that make you wish you can just talk and go to her 24/7. It honestly is not something odd that everyone seems to admire Tata, she's a natural.

Hopefully we can meet again next time ya, Ta! It would totally be a fun (wink wink) and wonderful catch-up sesh. Looking forward to talking about and doing other things together witchu too. 👀

World, please be at your nicest to our Electra Irene. She deserves that much and more. I won't hesitate to yell at those who aren't! HEHEHE.

With love, C. 💭

When I count my blessings, I count you twice.

2022-05-18 13:00:51 UTC

Dear my one and only Electra, Kak Tata, Kakak sayang.

You're the one I want to take on cute little dates like to movie, or to a nice and fancy dinner, or to an early morning breakfast before we both have to go our separate ways for the day. You're the one I want to take on cute all day dates to things like aquariums, zoos, libraries, art exhibition, and amusement parks. You're the one I want to go on fun and exhilarating adventures with, such as a day at the lake, or even just a late night walk when everything is quite. You're the one I want to stay in with for the night and build a cute little fort while we watch movies under it and eat our favorite foods. You're the one I want to roll over to in the middle of the night and wake up next to everyday, for the rest of my life. Lastly, you're the one I want to love and to hold when times get tough. All my good days and all my bad days, you're the one I want to spend them with. It's you. You're it. You're the one.

You're so sweet. I love everything you say. I love when you calling my name. I love every second we spent together. I love it when I feels like there's so much butterflies in my stomach whenever I see you. You're so adorable. I love the way you smile more than words could ever say. And I love the way it felt when you pulled me close.. was the safest place I know. I'm really glad our paths crossed.

One moment I feel like I'm nothing at all, like no one would ever notice if I were gone. But then when I hear you calling my name.. I feel loved, I feel so special. 🥺

World, please be nice to my Kak Tata, I wanna see her beautiful smile and cute laugh much more.

SHE

Electra, you are a collection of all the love letters I have written.

2022-06-09 18:33:01 UTC

When I first saw you, something changed. I see what true happiness looks like. I see everything I want. You are my world, my everything. When I think about you, a little smile appears on my face.

You know how to brighten up my day just by saying hi, and of course everything you said to me always make me SHAJSJSHSJJSJSJ. You are the most amazing girlfriend I could ever want. You've truly made me happier than I can ever thought. You've helped me to do things I never thought I could do, such as make my heart beating again and support me through my hardest life. You've helped me cheer me up. I love everything about you and everything surrounds you. I love how you make me feel comfort. I love how you make me feel loved. I love how you take care of me. I love the way you smile. I love the way you talk. I love the way you hug me tight. I love how beautiful you are. I love myself when I'm with you. I love how happy I am when I have you by my side. I love you so much, so much more than I could ever explain.

When I see you, i feel sparks again. When I see you, I see the most caring, loving, generous, kindhearted, hardworking, funny, smart, amazing, wonderful, kind, protective, loyal, gorgeous, irresistible, incredible, and beautiful person I've ever know. I see the way you light up when you talk about something you passionate or when you talk about... me. I love the way you (and I) smile when we were being really in love together.

You are the best girlfriend ever, my love. Thank you so much for putting up effort for me. Thank you for your time with me. Thank you for everything we did together. I will never forget those precious moments with you, I will keep it in my heart forever.

Please have some rest when you need it, don't push yourself too hard. I know sometimes life is getting hard, but I'm sure you will get through it.

If you could be me one day you would realize how much I love you.

SHE.

für die Mondblume, Elle.

2022-07-16 09:39:57 UTC

as you know so far, every moment we’ve spent together has been wonderful and awesome. from random kisses to random laughs, our love has put me in a joyful state of randomness that i never want to come out of, only three days but you can make me like a very special person in the world.

i'm sorry i can't make a good closing, MALU S WORD. sukses banget Elle buat saya S word. i feel so blessed to have a special and wonderful lover like you, best three days i've ever had. Thank you so much, Elle.

the way you pampering me, make me feel safe and pleasant around you, you treated me like the puppy that i dream of, you make it all with love.

aduh apalagi ya pokoknya, tiga hari sama Elle benar-benar buat saya merasa dicintai, a very perfect girlfriend, beyond my expectations.

i wholeheartedly wish that your smile never fades away. have a good day, and see you manisku. — jf.

My pretty fairy, Tata.

evermourn — 2022-09-22 08:19:23 UTC

It's long overdue and I want to apologize for this, but I still want to pour my heart out here. Tata, El, Irene, please tell me where should I start? I have high hopes in making the trope I'm fond of come true and I definitely picked the right person, you. You're my perfect Mina. Yes, you. Such a graceful lady who I'm glad to have roaming around, and you should know that your presence puts me at ease like I never have before, no kidding. What is it that you have in you that makes me feel calm but ecstatic to see you each time, Tata? I speak like you've put a spell on me… or have you? If you did, please keep doing so, I adored each second we spent together.

Can we meet again soon? I cannot wait to call you mine again.

Sincerely, your A.

Mon chéri.

2022-11-13 05:34:13 UTC

Hello, angel. First of all, my apologize for writing this not as soon as I planned to. And honestly, I have too much to say about you (they're still countable actually). But all I want to say is I was enchanted to meet you. For real, regardless of the lyric I just quote from the song hahaha. Just like the anonym person said below this script, you depicted the perfect image of Miss Myoui. No regrets of the four days, at all. Why would I do that if I had the chance to taste the heaven from the angel herself? Which I did several days ago. I couldn't ask for any perfect lady than you are. I wish God would give us another chance to be with you once again. So, until that time, please take care.

Sincerely yours,
J.