They started to develop new thoughts about all these genders norms and standards that made them be considered outstanding in her school in a resulting bad way. They had phylosophical theories about society’s actual rasonings that fascinated some of their teachers but made them be judged, being messed with and laughed at by their classmates and the other people who couldn’t understand their complex and different ideologies. They had rough high school years but at the same time, the suffering and rejection they went through, to be the most uncomprehended there and the identity discovery and crisis, were all factors that helped Eleaner develop their thinking and themselves, in order to evolve into the person they were and later on decide to be an artist.