Anthology by Jordan Joneice5

Hurting?

jordanjoneice5 — 2017-04-18 14:01:26 UTC

Tears shall fill my eyes, things I hate come for surprise, now I fake my smile.

The Girl

jordanjoneice5 — 2017-04-18 14:01:58 UTC

There once was a girl with a very pretty smile.
Clothes hair and all, everyone loved her style.
Then one day she came to school with a frown.
She told everyone why and they were all down.
Because she had to leave for a while.

We Real Sad

jordanjoneice5 — 2017-04-18 14:02:26 UTC

The foster kids.
Three at the house around the corner.

We real sad. We
Hurt bad. We
Faked smiles. We
Had trails. We
Got jailed. We
Got bailed. We
Ran away. We
Never okay. We
Lost lives. We
All died.

I Never Thought

jordanjoneice5 — 2017-04-18 14:03:04 UTC

I never thought it
would find me.
I never thought it
would hurt me.
I never thought it
would jail me.
I never thought it
would tear me.
I never thought love
would change me.
I never thought.

Afraid

jordanjoneice5 — 2017-04-18 14:03:26 UTC

Why keep letting yesterday take up so much of today?
Why follow people instead of your dreams?
Why say sorry if you wont change?
Why hold yourself back if you aren't happy?
Why let bad days make you have a bad life?
Why not take the risk instead of losing the chance?
Why change yourself got others instead of yourself?

Stop being afraid to fail and be afraid of not trying.

brOKen

jordanjoneice5 — 2017-04-18 14:04:10 UTC

We walk around like everything is okay when in reality its not.
People are hurting and you don't even know.
They will smile, joke, and laugh like nothing is going on.
But behind every smile is a frown.
Because things happen to people,
And they don't want anyway to know,
That deep down inside they are hurting.
So you fake a smile,
Because its easier than telling whats actually wrong.

My Parents(sonnet 1)

2017-05-09 15:40:35 UTC

Shall tears keep filling my eyes?

Isn't there more lovely things for me.

Rough winds in our relationship aren't a prize.

The divorce of my parents since I was three,

Sometimes the hits hurt more when it's from both.

And often no one notices the emotional pain.

And every single thing effects my mental growth.

By chance, they are trying to keep me on a chain.

But the eternal pain shall not fade.

Nor will my parents ever change.

Nor shall I ever come out from the shade.

I only show my sadness to a certain range.

So as long as I keep smiling,

The pain and sorrow will stop piling